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She suggested it if my SI gets any worse in the next day. But if I do that means I won’t get to visit my sister for two weeks and I miss her

QUICK RESPONSE - which 2?

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Genuinely hoping my psychiatrist tells me to go to the psych ward. I’m freaking exhausted

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⏰ ✧ Darby @clown-pants.bsky.social · 07/07/2025

Just ate out with my parents AGAIN. I swear they’re doing this on purpose so I can’t restrict 😭😭 my chest hurts soooo bad I need to hide. my mom is sleeping in my room because of sewer slide so now I can’t even pace

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"i'm so glad you're choosing yourself" if by 'choosing myself' you mean cutt1ng and st4rv1ng myself then i guess you're correct. thanks sherlock

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Anyone want to s3lf h@rm to punish yourself for s3lf h@rming in the first place?

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My mom made me show my dad my s3!f h@rm whyyy

Just started lithium I’m a little scared

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I don’t know what to do. I sound so stupid but I want to go to the ward. My mom is sleeping in my bed every night to keep me safe and all meds and weapons are locked up but now I can’t stop thinking about how I could combine household !t3ms and ch3m!cals together I just want a fu**ing break

Honestly best hallucinations I’ve ever had, like see through pink zebra stripes, yellow dots and some unwelcome but not to frightening shadow people and some whispering but not in English so

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sierra @siisfat.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

Why depressed and having hallucinations?

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ah. how am i so fat!? why am i so fat?’ how did I let it get this way???

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Iz @babyinsanity.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

HELP ME just ate breakfast out with family and had three large pancakes with tons of syrup and two pieces of bacon

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Iz @babyinsanity.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

Hi can you all see me?? If so will you interact with my quiz

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Iz @babyinsanity.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

Any makeup recommendations for skin that’s on the verge of being white????Everything looks yellow or orange on me. I’ve tried so many different products

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Iz @babyinsanity.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

Ughhh help me I tried to walk three miles and I barely made one because my shins were killing me it hurt so bad

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Iz @babyinsanity.bsky.social · 10/07/2025

If you’d like me to do so, I’ll do it in the morning :3

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Iz @babyinsanity.bsky.social · 10/07/2025

If I created a list of things I want to get would you all vote and help me decide?!

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Anyone who saw my past messages, I know it’s not good but I might very tempted to sе1к hа1m. It doesn’t help that the last three days I’ve ate maintenance & the last two I didn’t exercise but I also think I have the flu. I’m so close to sobbing my eyes out & I’m in public. Please someone talk to me

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&now my mom&I go on a pizza date every Wed. &we used to share the pizza&she told me how she’s going to just have water&a salad.This morning she talked about how she’s has had no sugar at all today&how she feels so good. Then continues to talk about carbs being sugar (oatmeal, bread, potatoes, etc.

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Like thanks now I want to die even more they know completely about my eating disorder and how I’m suppose to eat varieties and balanced meals and snacks. Like why so many f**€ed up messages. I’m going to lose my mind, I’m so irritable and full of rage.

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HELP I DONT KNOW HOW TO COPE!!!!!! My parents watched a documentary how this lady &her family eat only steaks & red meats (literally no vegetables)&how it cured all their ailments, arthritis, major depression…) So my mom won’t shut up about it &has been talking about 5+ hours to me &want me to do it

Iz @babyinsanity.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

TW!!!! HELP MY PARENTS ARE AWARE OF MY RESTRICTING AND EXERCISING. My mom was very angry & upset yesterday because she read my journal & saw were I want to be a 000 size and have a bmi of 13 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭and now they’re watching me on top of my mom sleeping with me for suicidal ideation and impulsivity

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Iz @babyinsanity.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

I’ll respond in a few to my notifications. CAN YOU ALL SEND ME CLOTHES THAT LOOK LIKE stormclouddiary? I love her outfits! Anything online shopping or inspo

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Iz @babyinsanity.bsky.social · 08/07/2025

I feel like a fake today, I ended up eating maintenance and maybe a bit over and I didn’t exercise now I want to die so bad

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Iz @babyinsanity.bsky.social · 07/07/2025

What if I just disappeared

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Iz @babyinsanity.bsky.social · 07/07/2025

I feel like a loser I ate a big breakfast because I have bloodwork this morning and I’m so mad at myself I’ve been eating 800 cals for the last three days

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Please send me outfits or pictures from online stores of what you would get out of you suggest I get at my gш

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I know this is a stupid question but what are reasons to settle for ьмi 15 instead of 13?

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I’m so freaking angry at myself HELP

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