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awake but i feel numb and bad. just laying back down ughhhh

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i miss clothes shopping in asia bc everything just fit perfectly. its almost like im asian and the clothes were made for body types like mine

fuck vanity sizing bc i could only find 1 thing in my size for the underwear company i like

apparently PPIs can make your depression worse and thats why ive been feeling like shit after taking it 😭

went out a little bit and im so drained auugh CAN I DO ANYTHING???

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on the bright side, im physically not allowed to stress myself out bc if i do, my body will decide to starve itself to death

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idk if ppl realize that CPTSD is so much more than prolonged trauma

apple 🍏《苹果》 @azxwn.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

my meds are making me feel horrible in the day, so im gonna try taking it at night tmr. i hate med complications sm

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why is pantoprazole making me wanna kms

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apple 🍏《苹果》 @azxwn.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

these meds are killing my mood, which is also killing my appetite

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apple 🍏《苹果》 @azxwn.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

worst part about not being malnourished anymore is that i have the brainpower to have mental illness symptoms again 😭 i was working on straight survival for a while

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apple 🍏《苹果》 @azxwn.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

my health is starting to stabilize 🥰

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its 3PM and i finally feel better enough to try and play a game IN BED. i woke up at 11AM btw. i cant even fathom sitting at my desk

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learning to eat again as an adult is probably one of the worst health experiences of my life

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upper stomach/esophagus pain + intestinal pain + period pain it feels like my torso is on fire genuinely

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period is back WHICH IS GOOD but i cant take painkillers and have to tough out the pain which kinda sucks

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taking melatonin, sleeping for 1 hour, and then having to get up to calm my GI tract down. yuuuuup

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idk if ive just been tortured by chocolate flavored nutrition shakes for too long, but vanilla flavor just feels so refreshing now

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4indroid @4indroid.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

i pity my mom for pushing her whole family away, but i learned that there really is nothing i can do about it. i physically cant take any more of this mental torture

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I’m a little late but happy 1.0 release to #FieldsofMistria !

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i feel Actually Sick today like headache and sore throat (different from the sore throat from the endoscopy) continuing to take it easy and not push myself to do too much

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Dr. Lucky Tran @luckytran.com · 21/08/2026

ended off today with a pretty good meal, but it was just watery fish congee

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Surprising fact: We are actually NOT seeing more food recalls this year compared with recent years. What we’re seeing is an increase in the number of illnesses caused by contaminated food. This is the largest ever cyclospora outbreak & third-largest foodborne illness outbreak of any kind on record.

Number of food recalls by year
There have been 162 food recalls posted this year by the U.S. Food and Drug Administration and the Department of Agriculture.

Chart shows yearly food recall numbers from 2017 to 2026.

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i think my last period was 1st or 2nd week of july, so i think its officially missing 😭

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kinda wanna see if just gastritis treatment will work bc im sick of tests. but idk, im still having a really hard time hydrating and eating

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yeah why do my finger joints hurt just from scrolling my phone

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im 100% convinced that i wouldnt be physically ill for SO long if i didnt have CPTSD. out of all my mental issues, this is the one that affects my life the most

nobody tells u that untreated mental disorders cause chronic physical illness when youre over 25

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