- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 15/04/2025My body can’t manage being scared anymore. No matter how minor or temporary something is my entire being just feel this stinging, icy on the inside and on the outside it feels like I’m being twisted and contorted despite sitting perfectly still 010
- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 14/04/2025I don’t know what to do anymore. Even when I try to fix my mistakes I end up causing more damage in my blind spots. The safest thing I can do is stay in place, away from others. 000
- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 14/04/2025I can’t handle having ambitions, the hopes of ‘moving up in the world’ isn’t meant for someone like me 000
- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 13/04/2025I just want to be a person, but I don’t have the right to want anything anymore. The sooner I instill in myself that I am nothing, the less chances there are for me to cause more harm even on accident. 000
- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 13/04/2025Whatever good that was left in me was killed by self-aggrandizement, and I’m realizing it now far too late 000
- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 13/04/2025Even my attempts to be better leave trails of broken glass behind me. Being a failure is one thing but I can’t even keep my own messes of glass from cutting others. I’m racking my brain for ways I can still in exist in other peoples’ lives without causing more hurt but I’m coming up empty. Nothing. 000
- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 12/04/2025I don’t deserve to be cared about, even without intention I end up taking more than I deserve. I’ve become hideous inside and I don’t have the right to like myself. 000
- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 12/04/2025I almost want to reach for my comfort bands and comet albums and comfort songs, but I don’t deserve comfort. I can never forget that. 000
- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 12/04/2025I want to rot away quietly and not feel anything. I keep breaking everything I touch and at this rate I just want it to be my turn 000
- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 12/04/2025I’ve forgotten how to be a good person, I’ve known it for a while now. I don’t deserve beautiful things, I end up destroying them even if I think I’m being gentle. I can’t drink self-reassurance without poisoning myself. I can’t be good to myself without hurting others and I can’t live with that. 100
- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 01/04/2025I miss being a part of something. My loneliness is my own fault. I’ve lost my ability to cry out for help, but I don’t have the right to feel heartbroken over it because it’s a fitting punishment. Maybe I’ll wake up tomorrow feelings better, but I can’t help but feel like I deserve how alone I feel 330
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- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 20/03/2025The female vocals + choirs are yours truly. This is the first time I’ve ever been a part of something original and I couldn’t be happier that I get to do it with one of my best friends 2143
- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 14/03/2025I covered a song from Lebanon youtu.be/saCPMthSwwU?...youtu.beAya Druid - Baalbek (Vocal Cover)YouTube video by Aya Druid 042
- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 11/02/2025I want to be better. I’m trying to pour what little energy I can muster to the into things I know are healthy for me. Instead I keep going back to what brings only small bursts of happiness, hoping that I can stretch out the quick fix long enough to make any amount of meaningful progress. 010
- @aya-druid.bsky.social · 21/01/2025Ok time to start getting acclimated to this app *clears throat* I WILL BE AT MAGFEST THIS WEEKEND TAKING CARE OF MERCH FOR THE ONE AND ONLY POWERGLOVE SO COME SAY HI* *buy a lot of stuff 040
