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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 28/11/2025

And I could feel the misunderstanding and awkwardness hanging in the air, so palpable you could cut it with a knife. I explained everything to everyone later, which even made Mr. Samsa laugh, but my face was burning.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 28/11/2025

And I could swear that in that second, I wished the arbitrators would just take my head. Right that second. And the worst part is, that Mr. Samsa intervened, quote, "Hey, Heath, bud, no need to be rude. We all lose things sometimes."

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 28/11/2025

I just put two words together, getting something in between, you know? But it didn't immediately dawn on me that this word sounded similar to another word, and the realization hit me when he shouted, "Oi, massy! Your glove fell out of your pocket!" to the whole bus.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 28/11/2025

So, to my regret, in my anger, I explained the concept of non-binary identity in an accessible to him way, quote: "Call me "massy" if you absolutely must have some independent address other than my name."

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 28/11/2025

Today he approached me with a question, and I quote, preserving the intonation and linguistics: "Oi! If you're not a mate nor a lassy, what should I call you then?" And this despite the fact that I'd already had a conversation with him about it. Despite all my understanding and patience.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 28/11/2025

Note to self: Think more than twice about Heathcliff's next careless approach (or responses to his questions). Because every time I let my emotions get the better of me, it backfires. But he doesn't have a similar problem with Manager Dante (although I can see why, his situation is stalemate)

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puchina ๑ @puchinaa.bsky.social · 28/10/2025

ZINE is finally out, I can post merch I made ( #limbus_company #project_moon #gregor_samsa #gregor_lcb )

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puchina ๑ @puchinaa.bsky.social · 12/11/2025

K, I lied. Here they are - Joseph K. aka (Jos) - Kafka's "The Trial" Callsign: נֶאְשָׁם (Defendant) Main sins - Envy\Gluttony You can reed more abot them here: www.tumblr.com/puchinaa/799... ( #limbus_company #project_moon #limbus_oc )

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Virgil and Charon were excluded from the study group for objective and obvious reasons, although I can't deny my curiosity. Unfortunately, it will forever remain theoretical.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

I had to catch Heathcliff (literally), but surprisingly, I managed to come to an agreement with him over small treats. We agreed that I needed the data, but he wouldn't do it for free either. Fair enough. The hug was rough and clumsy, but the sincerity was palpable. 6 out of 10

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Outis initially refused rudely, but when I told her it was Dante who asked to collect the data, she agreed (funny). But, again, her hug was too strong and formal! She said she wanted to show her best and most respectable results. 8 out of 10 (Note: I'm a little afraid to rate it lower)

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Sinclair looked confused, even seemed scared, as if I was suggesting something out of the ordinary, but then he even said he liked it. I said I wouldn't mind doing it again (sometime). 8 out of 10

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

I don't like Ishmael; we hugged halfheartedly, very formally. (She even brushed off her jacket afterward!) 3 out of 10

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Hong Lu wasn't opposed either, although he did clarify how exactly I wanted the hugging process to go. I said I wanted him to show me how he could and how he felt. I thought his hug was a little sad. (It defies rational explanation.) 7 out of 10

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Don Quixote possesses great physical strength and even greater enthusiasm. It was a little painful, but it was nice to see the smile on her face (and generally to be so happy). 7 out of 10

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Yi Sang didn't mind, though he smiled mysteriously when he learned the reason. I think he assumed something else. But he hugged me gently, though not tightly, and he stroked my back too. 10 out of 10

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

This was too...sprawling, so I'll summarize. Ryōshū - anyone in their right mind is afraid to approach her (unable to gather data). Meursault - extremely formal, although he provided full description of his technique for "completeness." 6 out of 10 Faust - I hate her (0 out of 10)

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

He was gentle (very), warm, although he smelled tobacco, but... (Note: CUT, THIS SOUNDS WEIRD) I suddenly felt calm. Mr. Samsa even patted me on the back and didn't rush me. But then I felt too awkward. 10 out of 10

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

He was confused at first, even asking to repeat, but my excuse convinced him. At first, he put his arm around my shoulders, worried about hurting me with his bio-altered arm, but I assured him the data would be incorrect (why did I do that?)

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Mr. Samsa... For some reason, I want to write so much and yet nothing at the same time. My palms were sweating, and it was hard to even approach him. Fear? No. Impossible. (Although for some reason I wanted to approach him more than anything else; a strange anticipation was warming inside.)

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Next up - Rodion. She was more than happy, didn't even require any explanation. However, our height difference and her... physiological peculiarities made the process a little awkward and suffocating. But it was enjoyable. (Although for some reason I feel weird doing this with her.) 9 out of 10

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

It's worth starting with our Manager - Dante. It's worth noting that they were very cooperativе. First, it's worth noting their lack of confidence and experience, which affects the technique. But hugging them was quite pleasant, albeit strange\unusual due to the shape of their head. 7 out of 10

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

I'm announcing the results of my research so I can archive them here. The assessments may be biased, but the descriptions are beyond question. Note: Not all participants were able to obtain data, which also impacted the results. This should be kept in mind when applying to future research.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

AHA! I had a unique and brilliant idea: collecting statistical data on each team member's hugging techniques! Why would one need that? Well, for statistics. Statistics.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

Should I ask Mr. Samsa? For some reason, I trust him, even though his biological arm is something to be wary of. But I imagine he might be gentle with it... Note to self: be wary of developing such thoughts to avoid unprofessionalism.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

My current state, both physical and mental, can be described as thirst (?). In layman's terms, I saw random passersby hugging on the street as we were returning to the bus. Or is it envy? I should ask Heathcliff (I want hugs, but not from him for sure).

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 10/11/2025

For the Manager reading: I offer my sincere apologies for any further consequences that may arise from my careless words. Because I think Heathcliff is REALLY thinking about doing something like that.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 10/11/2025

Heathcliff said, and I quote: "Oi, latte is too weak, it's for some lassies who are too afraid for a real boost". I told him, that for true and "pure" effect he should chew coffee beans raw and then fill his mouth with boiling water. NOTE: THAT WAS A SARCASTIC SUGGESTION.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 10/11/2025

Had a coffee break while we are in decent place and conditions. (For the record: That was Caramel Apple Latte. Sweet enough without sugar, with aftertaste of cinnamon. But too weak apple taste. Sub. note: The latte contains too little caffeine, but oh well.)

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

Now that I'm far from Ncorp, I've discovered a love for visual art and simply colorful pictures, whether I've made them myself or simply collaged them together. Perhaps this was my Accusation? (I know it's not)

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

Note: this was a hint at something I consciously deny, as if it were some kind of repressed trauma. I don't like it when she teases me like that. It's cruel.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

Rodion planted a dangerous seed of knowledge into my head, one that makes my palms sweat and my hands shake — the concept of "Mirrors" (or rather, it made me think of other versions of "myself" (and, for some reason, Mr. Samsa))

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

Note to self: the fundamental difference between a latte and a cappuccino isn't even in the dose of caffeine, the ratio of milk\cream, or the preparation technique, but in the perception of this drink by others, even if it's stereotypical. For some reason, this might tell them something about you.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

I'll ask the Manager to give me more responsibilities, that will definitely help (the main thing is that Mr. Samsa doesn't bother about it again)

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

Maybe it's because I had so much going on that even the slightest downtime felt like a waste of precious time, or my days used to be so routine that I wish there were anything now? Hmm.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

The day was meaningless in any sense of that word, and forgetful at the same time. For some unknown to me reason that makes me feel....Uneasy.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 03/11/2025

I prefer people to look at my past, present, or future and experience some kind of emotion. For some reason, this adds nuance or unnecessary sympathy. I watch these events through glass, like an outsider, aware only of their existence. Others should do the same.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 03/11/2025

My arrival was unavoidably delayed due to circumstances beyond one's control. A formal note of explanation has been filed with the relevant departmental authorities. (I left a sticky note on Dante's door)

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 03/11/2025

One must wonder, is there a standardized form for appealing one's own thoughts? Merely a theoretical inquiry.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 03/11/2025

Re: My ongoing situation. 1. The atmosphere in my room (attic, I suppose(?)) now, as ever, oppressive. a) Literally: dust. b) Figuratively: my the unblinking gaze into the sealing (I took off my glasses but still can't sleep). 2. My brain keep rethinking...everything. It's unhelpful.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 02/11/2025

Mr. Samsa said I have a funny voice then I'm drunk. Huh....Can alcohol make your heart beat so hard and fast?

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 02/11/2025

Wright* How. Did. I. Even. Misspelled. That?

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 02/11/2025

How can I put my thoughts if I know that they are reading it?! (Ps don't tell others please) ((Ps.s. did they know I have it?! I hopes not...))

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 02/11/2025

Noticed that even with autocorrection I still make mistakes. How funny it is to have dyslexia and being a clerk at tye same time, huh...

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 02/11/2025

Ughhh, Samsa and Rodya brought me into a bar...I think I got too much... Is that normal that....I'm jealous? I mean... Nm, I know that Manager can see. I am sober and definitely not in strange mood. Put that in protocol please.

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Joseph K. ๑ Jos @asteriskedhuman.bsky.social · 01/11/2025

I'm not really sure what to write here, but the Manager said it would be helpful for me to jot down my thoughts somewhere. We'll see what happens...

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