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I don't fit into my NBC suit anymore :(

Ayame's babies are quite active, and it seems to be quite ticklish for her! Just a quick personal piece of one of my gals. #pregnant #belly

A white and purple fox girl with a large pregnant belly, that has visible fetal movement marks. She's kneeling and has one hand on her belly and one on her hip, with one eye closed and blushing due to the movement of her belly being ticklish.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Startin' to feel shitty again.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

I forgot to upload this here when I uploaded it everywhere else. Piece done for Ankha's birthday, on the 22nd of September. She's not happy about wearing the party hat. #ankha

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Had dreams about me dying and being relatively okay with it

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

A piece of Munch from Tribal Hunter I've had in the backlog for a long time, it just needed shading for a good long while, and I finally decided to give it some! He's drumming on his big ol' belly like a tanuki! #munch #tribalhunter #belly #fatfur

Munch, a large fat lizard-like creature drumming on his round belly like a tanuki. He's wearing a red hood with white accents, has two orange horns and blonde spikey hair. His main scales are green, while his underbelly is tan. He has tattoos across his body, with the modt prominent being on his belly, looking like a stylized mischievous face with a spiked toothy grin. Munch himself is smiling with his mouth open, two of his teeth visible. His eyes are closed and resemble sideways V's facing each other.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Celebrating 50 watchers on my furaffinity with a quickly done piece of Se7en and V holding up the respective numbers to make 50. V probably should hold the 5 sign due to being namrd V, but Se7en insisted that they deserved it more than V.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

I'm so sad of the fact I'll never be able to engage with the furry community in the traditional way; fursuiting. I don't have access to a 3d printer, or the money to get one or commission a suit, or even buy a premade and go from there. Even if a fursuit magically appeared, it won't fix my autism.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

I'm opening up commissions for art. I don't know what prices for what I should have as of right now. If for some reason you're at all interested, please inform me privately. Please, be reasonable about suggesting prices. I'm opening them due to financial insecurity.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

Just woke up from a dream where I made up with someone who dislikes me. Problem being is that isn't going to happen in the real world, so it made me feel bad upon awakening.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 19/08/2026

An anthro Swampert with a nice, big vore belly, beckoning you to come closer. #vore #belly

An anthro Swampert with a large vore belly beckoning the viewer to come closer

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

So, I made a fair amount of artwork of someone's character who used to be a swampert, and I was thinking to myself, thag since it's pretty obvious they aren't going to be using that design anymore, I can scrub the art I've made of distinctive details, and release them again. I'll think on it.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 14/08/2026

A Swampert with a vore belly, one smooth and one thrashing about. #vore #belly

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

A piece that's a little late to 8/8, and is thusly a bit rushed, but hopefully is decent regardless. Features Ankha with a prey-filled belly, boredly watching them struggle. She's got quite high standards, even for prey. #vore #voreday #belly

Ankha from Animal Crossing, a yellow cat with blue hair and ears and wrappings for her clothing with a very large, bumpy belly filled with prey, kneeling with one hand on her hip and another on her belly, saying "Hmph. Such peasants are barely worthy of my regal abdomen, me meow."

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 20/06/2026

I'm struggling to see a point to being alive

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

I should probably just delete this account

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

If you see this and follow me Unfollow me

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

I slept again and had mote bad dreams for the third time, and now I am officially feeling like I want to end my own life.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

I just had more after taking rescue meds, one of which was a xanax and so I slept more. I'm feeling horrific.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

I've hurt a lot of people simply by knowing them over the years.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

As a result I am feeling fairly intense S/I right now, as it was the last thing I felt before I woke up. There were other elements in the dream too, but they're far more personal, and a repeated theme, which I don't feel comfortable sharing to the internet. Reserved for my therapist.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 13/06/2026

I had a dream right now where a friend of a friend (both fictional) was being treated by the friend I had known better far better than I had been treated when I knew them. Then it became public through various means and people showed up out of the woodwork on my platforms to tell me hoe awful I am.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

My old-ish vent posts have gotten liked randomly months after the fact by random people a couple of times. It's odd.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

Social Anxiety or: How I Learned to Worry about Everything and Stop Loving Myself

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

AroAce or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love Myself

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 31/05/2026

Layers or: How I Learned to Stop Worrying and Love the Onion

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 26/05/2026

[CW: Pregnancy] Ayame, a character I bought a while ago who I never got around to drawing until today. This is a late and quickly-done Mayternity piece. #pregnant #mayternity #belly

A heavily pregnant white and purple fox girl, blinking and waving

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 16/02/2026

Sometimes you just know you make someone's life worse by existing

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

Had awful dreams, so thank you brain. If only you could have gone the extra mile and told my heart to stop beating while you were at it.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

I hope I don't wake up, though unfortunately I will.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

I shouldn't have this account, it causes nothing but pain on the people who're here. Same as I shouldn't be alive, it causes nothing but pain to the people who know me.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

My existence would be better as a memory than that of a living failure

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

Back to feeling like shit

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 17/03/2026

Piece I did for St. Patrick's day of Scarlett and her (newly revealed) daughter Clover (her name being why I made it)

Scarlett, a fit kangaroo eith a lucky horseshoe and four leaf clover and skull tattoo with a green tank top and black shoker holding up her daughter Clover as Clover herself holds a four leaf clover, both of them smiling

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

I just want the pain to end. Is that so wrong for me to want? Is it wrong for someone hurting to want it to stop? Please, I just want to get better, but I haven't gotten better, it never seems to get better. I just seem to keep getting worse. I feel worth nothing.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

I'm a loser. I'm like a lolcow who was unknown, but was ENTIRELY self-conscious. I know what I am. I NEED TO KILL MYSELF. I AM NOT A PROPER PERSON.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

I did good things for some people, sure. I also did a lot of bad things to people. Made enemies. Made days worse. Made arguments, made conversations uncomfortable. I don't want to have never existed. I want people to relish in my death. To finally have an excuse to say good riddance.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

Could you please unfollow me, I have nothing of worth to add to your timeline (should I not already be muted.)

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 27/02/2026

The only reason I'm still alive is because my parents can't afford my funeral

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

I'm sick of distracting myself with pointless games and videos, I'm sick of existing in the putrid mental state I am. My brain won't explode if I think too hard, so I have to eventually take matters into my own hands. Those who know me will suffer for my death, but I suffer from my life.

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ArtianS @artians.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

Seriously, I don't want to be alive anymore.

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