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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 03/12/2025

Negative thoughts are eating me up again.

ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 27/11/2025

Since our big fight, this was the first time we kinda cleared things. And I did not need a lot of explanation like I thought I would. The way she conversed was enough for me to understand she wasn't what I needed.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 27/11/2025

Today is a happy day. -It's my dog's birthday. -Petrogazz into the finals. -My judgment isn't that clouded anymore when it comes to her. -Meaning I can see lies in between her words. -I am heckin' forgiving. -I'm okay now. -We move on.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 26/11/2025

Ugh miss ko na mag golf! Pero mas miss kita. Char. Not char.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 26/11/2025

Crescent moon over Baguio, and I miss you.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 24/11/2025

Again, my fear of abandonment has sprung up. Haaaay

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 24/11/2025

My weekend was spent just thinking of you. Terrible.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 20/11/2025

Yes, I still think of you every single damn day.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 18/11/2025

It's been a while but I felt a hitch in my heart when I remembered how your hand felt on mine. The feeling accompanied was not of despair like before, no, but of a lovely memory, a small chapter in my book, a part I'll cherish forever.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 17/11/2025

I was a fool for longing for her. Even as she broke my heart, which was then pulsing only for her, I remain magnanimous in defeat.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 11/11/2025

I would have done anything and everything for you.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 09/11/2025

I know that what she did to me was far egregious than mine (because I swear to God I meant no harm), but why is it that it feels like I’m the one who wants to mend. It feels like I am so unimportant to her.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 09/11/2025

I don’t know if one day we will be able to talk out what happened that time. I really meant no harm. I hope destiny gives me a chance.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 06/11/2025

As I have had time to process, I am more disappointed than anything with the omission. It was a big thing that could have stopped me from pursuing.

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Tiebreaker Times @tiebreakertimes.bsky.social · 06/11/2025

#PVL2025 Gel Cayuna and Cignal strengthened their quarterfinals bid after defeating Akari in four sets #ReadMore 👉 tbti.me/s22u0v 📸 Joaqui Flores/PVL Images

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 06/11/2025

I want to make things back like they used to but only time can do that for me. I'm very impatient.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 06/11/2025

Wore my heart on my sleeve. Look where that got me.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

I see your eyes through the moon, shrouded in the sea of clouds, as it stares back at me.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

Some people say, “Maybe in another life.” Or “In another life…” But I mean, what we have is today. So live life to what you would like to now. Choose what you want and it would be for the better. If you hurt people, try to repair it. Life is short. There’s no other life.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

Sometimes I cannot believe how forgiving I am. Do you think it’s bad? I dunno.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

She hurt me. I inadvertently hurt her, which I really really did not mean to. I really didn’t. In the end, it was me who was feeling more sorry for the misunderstanding.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

My sister and I got talking a few days ago about our childhood trauma. We concluded that because of what happened then, we have become a bit submissive to our partners or anyone who we love. It was really the case.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 05/11/2025

I don't wanna lose that connection. I want it to be repaired now, but I also know it will take time. It sucks.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 04/11/2025

But I am better now. Sometimes I still cry, but that's what happens to people like me who bottle feelings up. Once my heart gets broken, it just bleeds everything out.

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ave 🏳️‍🌈 ForzaLewis @armsoforion.bsky.social · 04/11/2025