iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I'm really happy I get to cosplay with my friends soon, it brings me so much joy. Yet, wearing a sailor scout outfit feels so alien. I've worn my fair share of dresses and skirts since transitioning, but all this crinoline & puffiness, makes me feel so childish. My vibe is suppose to be cool.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

Sorry, sorry, someone told me to do the video game one as well. Gravity Rush could've also been the sequel, they are both really important to me.

Okami, Mirror's Edge, Wind Waker, Total Annihilation, Gravity Rush, Deus Ex: Human Revolution, Puyo Puyo Tetris, Apex Legends, Ultrakill

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

Saw the anime version floating around and wanted to do the manga version. Definitely the list of a well adjusted cis boy. No red flags here.

My favorite manga: The Flowers of Evil, Blue Period, Who's That Girl, The witch's servant and the demon lords horns, my home hero, lunar legend tsukihime, blazblue remix heart, fool night and tensei pandemic

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

From a story I'm reading, that I'm a bit embarrassed to admit I'm reading but need to share a bit from that made me chuckle. - Please Stop Feminizing Me Already by: tfes8, Penelope Moore & AdeptLamia

"I think we're just excited for you to crack one day," Abby said with a smile. "Crack? Like under pressure?" Casey confusingly asked. "No, crack - hatch. Like an egg." Travis corrected. "Oh... a bird?" "No. A girl." "Travis, I don't think girls hatch from eggs."

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

My hrt lookin kinda weird this morning

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

I don't have the camera for astronomy but the 96% lunar eclipse is super cool.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Sometimes my little TS mangas, say what I need to hear. Sauce: Destiny Unchain Online

Two characters walking down a flight of stairs outside. The leader started," you can enjoy the grind".

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

God, maybe I should finish this png and become an apex streamer, I've just been clip farming this entire season.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 07/08/2026

me as a boymoding [lesbian]

Neon White: (Dammit White! Why would you say something so lame to a girl?)

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

Me showing up to my office job in baggy clothes to hide the sweater puppies.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

As a girl who's seen her fair share of marvel movies. I hold generally unpopular opinions about the mcu. 1) Black Panther: Wakanda Forever >>>>>> first Black Panther. 2) I actually really liked the Thunderbolts up until the last 2 minutes. 3) Moon Knight was the best of the tv shows.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 11/07/2026

How I'll forcefem my closeted friends

Scientist: "Ugh, I really wish Wolf-Kun would start acting more like a girl already"
Wolf: "W-What's that supposed to mean?!"
Scientist cups Wolf's cheeks.
Scientist: "Well, it's obvious isn't it? You're so... CUTE..."

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 10/07/2026

Arguably the best reason to fly at night, is all the metropolitan areas look like constellations across the dark back drop

California City at night as seen from a plane. Thousands of lights look like dots across a canvas.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 07/07/2026

I often think about Mai Natsume, the most important fg chara, thank you blazblue

Mai Natsume thinking: "Being a girl is hard. But it's lot of fun..."

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 27/06/2026

I've been in a really weird headspace with #Chess lately. I feel my praxis has been stalling. Responding to early checkmates is a huge weakness of mine. My rival has been drilling this lesson into me, but I keep on stumbling in the same manner. I guess its been making me feel inadequate.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

The Furious (2026) was a kung fu movie filmed as a horror flick. Frankly, it worked. The action was fast and kinetic, the dreadful lighting really added to the ambience. Highly recommended if you are into martial arts films like The Raid(2011) or Oldboy(2003)

Still from The Furious of three men engaged in a fight.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 23/06/2026

Crazy how those thoughts I had when I watched Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha panned out for the future me.

Boy reading book with witch hat on cover: Maaaan! I wish I was a girl. Then I could learn how to become a witch too.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

Almost to the third month of #Japanese, now with the goal of passing the N5 later this year. Also started writing it as well. Adjectives are absolutely wacky in the sheer amount of ways you can arrange them in a sentence. Like what if a verb sentence was an adjective for your subject. Bonkers

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 05/06/2026

Just got out of TADC, one of the best films I've seen this year and a fantastic ending. Please go see it

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 04/06/2026

I need to cosplay more in life, more expression, it gives me joy unlike any other. First finishing Trieze, and then more creations from then. Even doing a small game for the tenth gmtk game jam next month. Creating really makes life incredible.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 03/06/2026

Big thanks to all my friends who trained/sparred with me before the strive bracket. I'm honored to be friends with them.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

I'm glad I found my love for learning again. Yet in group practice, it can be miserable feeling like you are holding others back. I'm trying to figure out how to get over my shame but it's still a struggle when you're reminded how pathetic you are.

"The only person who's struggling here... Is me" as Yo-il from Who's That Girl works for the monthly examination.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

Last night in the #Japanese study group I was asked if I was dyslexic. And that statement has been uncomfortably rattling in the brain since. I don't think I am, never an issue with English. But I seem to be having a notably worse time separating out where a word ends and begins in the genki books.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 23/05/2026

I woke up late as hell for day 2 of combo breaker, so e-girl fit it is #cb26

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 22/05/2026

I tried to get this shirt de-wrinkled but I just kinda gave up... Either way I still love this long skirt. First fit for #ComboBreaker

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 19/05/2026

Lowkey, actually seeing a bit of payoff with voice training? I can keep a pitch around 250Hz. I need to get a system to keep my accountable day after day.

Wave form of my voice showing amplitude and frequency

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

#Goth peeps have some incredible powers of observation. I can be at the comic book store, unkempt in the most no effort, boy-moding fit and somehow they see right through it. I don't even say anything but it's girl/she/her when they strike a conversation. I don't think I'm male failing either.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

Friends, I have a lot of questions, why is Ubuntu cola not open source? More importantly, wtf is an open source cola? #SodaDrinkers #PleaseExplain #ImAfraid

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

I know rationally, that the prolonged after care of bottom surgery is my hangup. But god I see that bulge in the dolphin shorts and I'm ready for rapid inversion of my junk. Medical science needs more funding.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

It's finally starting to feel like a printer, but still a butt load of work ahead of me and oh so little time before the due date. #prusa

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 22/04/2026

absolutely wild video got recommended to me on yt

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 18/04/2026

I may have gotten paid yesterday but auto repair literally just ate it all up today 😞. Honestly feel like I need a second job.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

That's how it is, I'm the leading authority.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 09/04/2026

4th week of #Japanese study group covering into chapter 3 of Genki. At first it felt like I hit a wall with all of the grammar it throws at you but was introduced to Dolly cure videos. I cannot recommend her lessons enough, absolutely got me to understand verb conjugations.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 02/04/2026

3rd week of group #Japanese study, feeling like my pronunciation is starting to improve! Learned about referring to objects with discussion exercises, more numbers & especially how there is no word for "million". Hundred ten-thousands is wild imo.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 01/04/2026

happy TDOV! From your eternal neighborhood boymoder, had a great day baking Jambalaya, jump roping & working towards my Unika cosplay for combo breaker. Maybe, I'll socially transition someday.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 30/03/2026

Another day of jump rope. My form is still pretty garbage but I felt better about it, less scared, head straight, little tighter. My feet and calves burn even just after 20 minutes but hopefully my endurance improves. I think I may actually enjoy this.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

Okay... maybe I do wanna cosplay uma musume. I haven't even watched the show, so no real clue who I'd even try to emulate.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 28/03/2026

Really chose to wake up this morning and do it. Got out of work, went to the store, bought a jump rope, found some cardboard. I spent an hour in my cold garage working on my form. I think it was actually starting to click. Long road ahead, but dang did it feel good.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 24/03/2026

My caramel tiger tea today had the cutest little seal on top

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 19/03/2026

Today was my first session of seriously studying Japanese with a friend and appropriate textbooks. Correcting each other's pronunciation and doing the dialogue practice has moved me further than Duolingo ever did in just a night.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 15/03/2026

It's been a terribly long weekend so far but since I'm finally kinda on top of the worst of it, happy pie day

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 07/03/2026

Just got out of the theater. Good Luck, Have Fun, Don't Die was an absolute treat of a horror movie. I have several thoughts and feelings that I need to sleep on.

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Acedia @arcadeacedia.bsky.social · 03/03/2026

This is true, was hard stuck gold, then got pellets and suddenly I was in diamond.

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