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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 2h

Yes!!! It was so effective I loved that section so much

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 2h

Just got to try on the first parts of my vampire ball outfit wip I'm going crazy insane

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

I need to get back on ttotbt which should fill the Anne Rice hole but not the opera and castrati and Italy hole and that's really all I want right now

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 10/10/2026

Just finished Cry to Heaven and almost started legitimately crying over the fact that I can't keep reading on good job Anne Rice I'll give you this one

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Hanging out with her friend The Pillow Armand

My cat laying on the floor next to the official AMC merch pillow of the vampire Armand. She's looking right at the pillow. It is about twice her size.

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Again, unpopular for good reason but in my personal little world it's beautiful

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Disregard if irrelevant but now that it's 2 in the morning I do believe in something like god and I think trans people are holy beings and I have a very specific purpose for existing that I have to figure out however I do have to wake up in six hours to work my customer service job at this bakery

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Utterly gripped by the way Anne Rice wrote about operas I'm on the edge of my seat reading about the notes these guys are singing

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

This is so helpful the food is so important to me and I really didn't know where to start I'm absolutely going to check these out!! And I love a free museum tysm

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

I think the eunuch thing is really controversial and generally unpopular among trans people for good reason but in the narrow range of myself, it really works for me

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Tagging back into this, I do conceptualize myself as a sort of eunuch a lot of the time as a dickless man so it's been super interesting to read this and relate to certain aspects of the way Tonio feels about his own gender as a castrato

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

That's awesome I've never been! I would love restaurant recs!!

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

Three weeks from right now I will be in New Orleans this is unreal

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 07/10/2026

Reading Cry to Heaven has given me a newfound appreciation for Anne Rice's endless drive to give her characters gender dysphoria in new and exciting ways

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

However I was told a ton of scary stuff about Greece before I went and it ended up being totally chill and everyone was nice to me so I'm kinda going into all world travel with more of that in my head which could prove to be dangerous at some point but I'll never know until I know, you know?

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

And like I'm white and American and I generally pass pretty well as a man so the consensus is I'm very safe as far as things go but the whole "you can tell I'm trans by glancing at my passport" thing kinda feels like a weak point for me in countries where it isn't even legal to be openly gay

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

There's so many countries I would love to go to at some point it's just that some of them freak me and my transgender passport out a little bit

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Transgender welsh gay boy runs away from home when he's found out to be queer and finds himself in Renaissance Venice and is made into a vampire there is basically the idea

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

Making a backstory for my vampire character that I'm going as to the vampire ball because I am not very employed at the moment, and right now that just means I'm doing research on what life in Wales looked like for common people in the 16th century

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I'm just waiting for an Instagram post now and fingers crossed hoping I didn't miss anything because entries are really limited

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I really have no clue what I'm supposed to do to register for the costume contest at the vampire ball but I do know that pre-registration opens today and I promised my friend that's making my outfit that I would enter so I will Figure It Out

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

LMAOO I thought that was probably what happened

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Everything continues to be about loumand

From Venus in Fur by David Ives:

VANDA: you are evil.
THOMAS [as KUSHEMSKI]: Don't you understand? You have me completely in your power.
VANDA [as DUNAYEV]: Liar. You're not in my power, I'm in yours. You say that you're my slave but you're the one who's mastered me. You're more insidious than the greatest temptress who ever lived. It's like some wicked plot.--It's really true, isn't it.
THOMAS: What...
VANDA: He keeps saying she's got all this power over him. But he's the one with the power, not her. The more he submits, the more control he's got over her. It's weird.
THOMAS: It's intricate.

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Got a period today that's definitely because we're closing in on vampire season proper and probably has nothing to do with the fact that I just went 4 weeks without doing my t shot because I Didn't Want To

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Things that make me happy right now: planning for my nola trip/the vampire ball, that one loumand human au fic, finally being able to go into bars, seeing my friends kill it in local theater Things that don't make me happy right now: this godforsaken fucking self tape audition that's due today

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I have never experienced a month as long as September but I will prevail

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Just over a month until I'm in nola that's crazy

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I got home from my trip at the perfect time to watch all the goths in my town defrosting for fall this is beautiful

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Matter of fact let's get the whole crew in on it Lestat can be Little Death

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

I love movies I love Jane Schoenbrun I love engaging in elaborate kink to get around the fact that being trans makes me feel like a stranger in my own body I love matte paintings

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

Guess who finally watched Camp Miasma also did you know there's a hole at the bottom of the lake that the movies come out of

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

I should have enough money for it as long as I spend No Money At All in the meantime

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 07/09/2026

Got home from my trip and realized that I'm going to New Orleans next month for the vampire ball and I haven't actually planned anything about it yet so I'm getting on that real quick

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I make exceptions for special cases and she is one of them

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

I just watched all of the 1995 Pride and Prejudice miniseries on a flight and all I can say about the matter is Jennifer Ehle Do You Like Gay Boys

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

My friend grew up super orthodox (and their family still is) and I have to fight so hard not to start going This Is Just Like Bookmand when they start talking about their actual lived experiences

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

I really underestimate how little I know about orthodoxy I didn't really know the not made by human hands thing was a specific thing

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

I was looking up the very old Greek Orthodox church my friend was baptized in while we're in town and can go to see it and I stumbled upon TVA context I did not previously have

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Also Cry to Heaven is (for me so far) one of the more engaging Anne Rice books I've read which is quite the feat considering it doesn't have any vampires in it and is not traditionally the kind of book I like to read

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

I was reading Cry To Heaven in the hostel common room and a guy passing through saw and asked me if I'd seen iwtv

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Scoupsgenre Seventeen Hoshi 'I Planned This' Meme

Alt: "I Planned This" meme

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

My one sided enemy from high school posting on Instagram the day Tim Curry died about how terrible Rocky Horror is I said oh I'm sure

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Also a very fabulous cat we saw just outside the Villa of Mysteries while we're at it

A tortoiseshell cat lounging in the Pompeii ruins

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Apollo🦇 #NotInEurope @apollodreams.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

In honor of our fallen icons I did make out with a Scottish man at the gay bar last night and it was brilliant

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