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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪

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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 12h
I always hear the beeps a sequence of short beeping sounds but today the beeps became slower and longer only one long beep now and a straight green line I know the line is there well, finally it wasn't unexpected I am so thankful #vss365 #unexpected
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 16/10/2026
sunshine and shadows a dead tree in the water the blue kingfisher #vss365 #haiku #dead
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 14/10/2026
it's not bravery not heroism when you do it because you have no choice it's desperation #vss365 #bravery
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
I could tell you the truth but it would hit you like a hurricane hits a coastline you can choose the venom of honesty or prefer to stay in the comfort zone of lies #vss365 #hurricane
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
there is a storm in my head dark clouds and lightning the blue sky is gone a long time ago but why maybe I forgot how to be happy #vss365 #clouds
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Just finished this awesome book, great story, thank you @joe-hill.bsky.social for the long hours I spent with the King.
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
#vss365 #explore you wanted to explore the darkest corners of my mind and I let you and now it's time to regret don't weep please
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
Today's geocaching trip: 2x traditional 3x virtual 1x lab 1x multi 💪 Today I found my 5000th geocache. 🥳🎉💪👍
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
the soil in my garden is only dirt dry and dusty dirt full of stones this place in my heart is not even a garden but an abandoned backyard deserted and forgotten #vss365 #garden
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 04/08/2026
life is like a fruit basket every time you pick out a beautiful one you realise it’s rotten on the inside #vss365 #fruit
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 03/08/2026
I wrote a poem last night dark and sad I will not share it because it's too personal my best creation my thoughts my treasure I read it again and again and I cry every time #vss365 #creation
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
My Camino challenge, day #70. 600km done. Today's audiobook is King Sorrow. @joe-hill.bsky.social
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 24/07/2026
I am walking this one-way road I can look back but I cannot turn I walk my life enjoying each step the dead end sign is still far away I hope it does #vss365 #road
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Simon Kuestenmacher @simongerman600.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
Helpful for all of us who speak English as a second language. Cute #infographic teaches us the difference between "poisonous" and "venomous". I actually had to laugh at the poor frog... Source: buff.ly/2J0E2Zz
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
I have been lying here after the accident for five years I cannot move so I just lie like a carrot and I think about euthanasia all the time the forbidden gift I really desire but will never receive #vss365 #gift #forbidden
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Simon Kuestenmacher @simongerman600.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
This #badgeographyjoke made me laugh. Resharing to piss off my one Portuguese mate.
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
#vss365 #distant #fun I hear them all the time repeating obey work consume grow up but a silent voice from a distant depth whispers softly just do it ignore them have fun don't give a fuck maybe it survived all those years my inner child
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
I write short stories horror, thriller, dark poems I write it calms me I realize my ideas I write so I don't have to kill real people #vss365 #horror
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 27/05/2026
too weak to be active too sad to be happy it feels so wrong too lazy to resist the black gravity that immobilizes me sometimes I feel like a fly trapped in honey I live but maybe I don't #vss365 #gravity
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 26/05/2026
you didn't see my messages but you'll see the flash you didn't hear my words but you'll hear the bang you didn't understand my signals now I'm pulling the trigger you ignored me and you still don't believe me maybe your last thought will be understanding #vss365 #signal
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 23/05/2026
it makes me weak and sick to leave my house every day and immerse in stupidity #vss365 #immerse
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 20/05/2026
almost everything I was promised in my youth was a lie my whole life a betrayal I know it now too late to change #vss365 #betrayal
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 06/05/2026
It is so quiet here in this place dark and still I love watching the moonbeams every night when they glitter in the waves above me I live here in the depths do I even live? #vss365 #moonbeam
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 05/05/2026
a dear friend of mine often says that being wealthy comes from saving not from spending what will his last thought be when he has to leave will he think about money in his final moment one thing is for sure you can’t spend money with cold hands #dear #vss365
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 05/05/2026
I died but I live on in your memories like a phantom every time you forget something I fade away one day when you forget everything I will be gone #vss365 #phantom
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 02/05/2026
My daughter used to have a fury hamster years ago. Unfortunately, I didn't notice the typo until it was too late. #vss365 #fury
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 30/04/2026
I was a young lion fifty years ago full of strength power and energy I am a sloth now and I enjoy it #vss365 #lion
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 28/04/2026
This feeling... when you hold your brand new, fresh printed book in your hand 🤩 - priceless 👍 I feel like Gollum with The One Ring... 50 pages with my #vss365 poems -> amazon.com/dp/B0GX2ZQG6K
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 28/04/2026
#lightning #vss365
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 26/04/2026
my body doesn't change but my mind does in the silver lunar light nervous, restless almost aggressive I long for howling and violence the creature is waking up feeds and grows every month #vss365 #lunar
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 26/04/2026
OMG, what a perfect place in the poetry charts (amazon.de) - between Browning and Elliot. KA is a wheel... #vss365 www.amazon.com/dp/B0GX2ZQG6...
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 24/04/2026
I’ve finally found the courage to publish some of my poems. My book has only 50 pages, but I'm still proud. ✍️ #kindle ebook & paperback📖-> www.amazon.com/dp/B0GX2ZQG6K Thank you, dear #vss365 community, for your support and inspiration ♥️ #writerslift #writerslife #poetry #kdp
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 23/04/2026
faint moonlight shimmers through dark clouds and a yellow glow shines through the open door of the wooden cabin no birds can be heard yet just a slight breeze rustling the treetops and no one absolutely no one is talking shit that's why I love going fishing #vss365 #fishing
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 22/04/2026
I run with wolves every night we hunt in dark woods we howl at the moon we are free in my dreams but when I wake up the wolves are gone the freedom too and something inside me dies #vss365 #wolves
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 21/04/2026
I walk along the cliffs and occasionally stop to reflect the water shimmers in the sun shifting in color between jade and turquoise and I see black rocks beneath the surface I stop once again and think but everything is meaningless #vss365 #jade
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 20/04/2026
when I was a kid I believed that all people are good all adults are wise our family is great the priests are holy now I am old and I know my whole childhood was nothing but trickery #trickery #vss365
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 17/04/2026
Just uploaded the files, went mad with the format options etc., made the cover, so I'm ready for publish. But I still wait for the final proofreading, just in case... It will be only a 50-pages poetry book but I'm so proud ;-) dear #vss365 community, thanks for inspiration
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 17/04/2026
So let's go... Some work with formatting the first draft. It's more difficult than creating the poems... #vss365 #ebook #kdp #kindle
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 16/04/2026
I work every day with a sledgehammer I’m the best at this job because while I’m working I think about the people I hate #vss365 #hammer
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 15/04/2026
#vss365 #word [inspired by the dark tower series]
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 14/04/2026
tree dog stone human flower fish and so on loop after loop one after another without end I love the idea of reincarnation but I have only one wish no matter what I become just don’t let me be stupid #vss365 #loop
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 13/04/2026
love is like water we suffer from thirst without it but we drown in excess #vss365 #water
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 12/04/2026
some nights when I sleep I sink far down into my dreams I reach the deepest abyss where the most vivid and colorful dreams await so realistic that they feel better than this gray life they are so beautiful sometimes I want to sleep forever and never wake up again #vss365 #sink
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 11/04/2026
#vss365 #sing When you are waiting for your retirement...
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 09/04/2026
so many pointless conversations sometimes better to be deaf so we wouldn't hear them so much bad news in the media sometimes better to be blind so we wouldn't see them a dark future awaits us better to be stupid so we wouldn't give a fuck #vss365 #blind
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 08/04/2026
I woke up on a stormy night when the lightning flashed. I saw that she was gone, and then I understood. I ran after her in the pouring rain, but I arrived too late, and all I found were her footprints on the sandbank, slowly disappearing in the rain. #vss365 #bank
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 07/04/2026
a sharp blade the first cut two inches long the second cut the third cut the fourth cut I jerk the pliers pain blood a square piece of skin with your name tattooed in black ink the trash bin I hate you #vss365 #ink
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
a dark era is beginning idiocy is everywhere ignorance arrogance and stupidity it is time to arm ourselves and fight back pick up your books and read, read, read again #vss365 #arm
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 06/04/2026
I write a poem with a pen in my hand but I do not write with my hand he who writes with his hand has forgotten the face of his father I write with my heart and it bleeds into every line #vss365 #hand [ inspired by #thedarktower @StephenKing ]
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apipkin 🥀1️⃣9️⃣🚪 @apipkin.bsky.social · 05/04/2026
Homemade polish food today - #bigos. But this time, we tried the vegetarian version, with veggie steaks/sausage, mushrooms and dried plums. It tastes very good 👍😊
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