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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

I did drugs and had sex with a woman. I am normal again. I will hopefully not be posting here anymore. Bye!

BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

the only time im not feeling miserable is when im at work because at least I feel useful and wanted unlike any other time in my worthless excuse of a life.

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

I made a promise to a friend that I wouldnt hit myself if they promised not to do it either but they dont even talk to me anymore so I'm thinking its time to start again

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

I dont even have the energy to log in i just go straight to bed and cry instead

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

This game was my entire life for so long and all I feel when I look now is regret and loss and sunk cost.

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

Nobody follows me here and if they do they likely have me muted so I can say what I want and actually vent. I put so much time into this but I will never have the communities back that I had even if they all didnt work out. Who fucking cares about the firmament ranking. Or the gil. Meaningless.

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

I failed at being a regular in any community. I failed at being a raider. I failed at running a FC. I failed at even maintaining my house from getting auto demo'd. I don't want to quit but I don't want to log in anymore. I haven't in years. I'm never going to stop feeling out of place. I'm done.

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 16/08/2026

I think it's time for me to just give up on this game for good.

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mwoff | COMMS OPEN @acatnamedmoth.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

you ever consider how a wol that was in ul'dah during the calamity would feel abt being a rpr #ffxiv #wol

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Hisuian_Jarzard @jarzardart.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

She clicked the spin button…

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

every time i think about playing ff it's maint.

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lav 🤍 @keeperofthemoon.gay · 27/07/2026

the saddest part about saying goodbye to dawntrail is that it's gonna be hard to top the "hypnosis mind control droneification" expansion that also featured: - slime mimics - ancient temples with dangerous traps - canonical horny space mist - the arcadion

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Shuki After Dark 🔞 @shukinsfw.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

Busy Girls 2: Busier than ever | #mishansfw | w/ @bighatayce.bsky.social @rinkahluffi.bsky.social

A NSFW gpose of my Hrothgal Misha having sex with my friend's Viera while my other friend's Elezen Ayce holds her hand and masturbates.

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Ayce Trauben | DT 7.1 @bighatayce.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Fishing hard, or hardly fishing? w/ @rinkahluffi.bsky.social

My Elezen, Ayce, and A Viera, Rinkah sitting on a fishing boat, slumped into each other, back to back, sleeping, fishing rods in hand. Their is a distinct lack of fish.

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🌱zaku (comms open zakuchu @ vgen!) @zakuchu.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

The fight's far from over!! #ffxiv

The orange bearded Rogadyn Bastion shown in the newest Evercold trailer. His shirt has been ripped at the chest, and his face is highlighted in the small gap between the shadow of the mighty creature looming over the floating city. He grits his teeth, text saying "Shite...! Brace yourselves!!" Shards of the small crystal-like enemies are scattered about the pavement.

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 19/07/2026

meanwhile, at the mahjong table... (thank you @shukitanukii.bsky.social !!!)

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temmie @tuyoki.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

spaghetti

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🇯🇵 🎃 American Jack-O'Lantern 🎃 🏳️‍🌈 @jinglebellrockstar.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

i cant get the phrase "foul homestuckian tricknology" off my mind cuz of this shit

toby “nippon” fox has used foul homestuckian tricknology refined for years in hussies secret evil underground dojo to make women i know want to fuck barney the dinosaur

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The Ethical Chaser @shukitanukii.bsky.social · 01/07/2026

ARI DREW MISHA LET'S GOO! | #mishaart | art by @cozygh0st.bsky.social

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

time for crab

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kiht 🌙 @st4rcr0ss.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

Stop making me look at white yshtola

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goose of arc(ane magicks) @nenuphae.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

you know what would be a lot of fun ? putting together a small , four-person rp group that travels as a light party from arr to dt . your character develops as you go through the story . ( i just want to do it as a creative way to go back through the game . )

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 28/06/2026

there's always money in the namazu stand

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

today i box up my computer and i have NO FUCKIN IDEA when i'll next be in a place where I can set it back up...hopefully I can do it before I lose the FC house rights again...im gonna miss FF with da squad

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

i really just paid 200k MGP for emotes that I can just do by pressing the Z button, huh.

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 24/06/2026

diary posting! 6.24.26 - reset submarines, leveled up the boats a few levels - ALC lvl +4 - ARM lvl +1 - CUL lvl +1

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🔞Kissune, but I'm horny now @leonaafterdark.bsky.social · 02/06/2026

Hey. Started without ya.

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grell🐸🕺⚢ @hi-nrg-fever.bsky.social · 07/09/2025

good schmorning

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 06/05/2025

me showing up at the free company house after getting the blue mage level 70 drip

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BIG MONEY SHAHRIZAI 🔞 @anzushahrizai.bsky.social · 15/05/2025

i love Cahciua. she shows up and goes "bet you didn't think i was a bad bitch! I Need Your Help, You Have To Kill Me". she may be one of the characters of all time.

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