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Guhhh the worst thing about having a good distraction from big anxiety is that when distraction gone or you think about it too hard anxiety explodes brain bad

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Taking this guy to Lexington comic con + Raptorcon btw so come by and see this freak ig

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I'm less con stressed and more generally stressed but the con stress is not helping the general stress methinks

I should have taken three weeks off of work to recover from cons but I did not in fact do that

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( guy who willingly decided to do things that stress him out) man I am tired of being stressed out

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Me: this 2-3 year experience didn't traumatize me I'm totally good and fine the pattern recognition and anxiety festering inside me: hi :)

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We've gotten around the brain loop anxiety curve into just anger but I'd rather be angry than sad so who's really winning

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Hilariously I'm becoming more anxious about 'what if my brain decides to loop tomorrow' in a way that makes me think maybe this is also a brain loop

Jamie/Angel @angelpuns.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

I'm off of work for two weeks for con prep and stuff so HOPEFULLY less bad time posting cause hopefully its just work had been stressing me out and making my mental worse than it actually is. Somehow I doubt it but a break will be nice

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Fingers crossed for no brain loops today but I already almost got in on e earlier so-

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Jamie/Angel @angelpuns.bsky.social · 30/08/2026

Maybe part of my brain issue rn is I'm creating more than I am taking in and have been for a looooong time. Idk if that's anything but mindlessly watching dropout shows with no other activity makes me feel a lil better so maybe thats something

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I'm so tired I wanna be normal now pls

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My body has decided being brain miserable isn't enough what if: also hot and sweaty forever

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And about 90% of it is just. Stupid thought loops that I get stuck in and can't get out of and by the time they're gone its like 4 days later and all I've done is mope and cry and weep

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I need to lock in on con stuff but holy fuck my mental is so bad rn I just wanna curl up in a ball forever

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Ridiculous in that this is a silly concern to have and it also didn't bother me until??? This morning??? Guhhh

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Jamie/Angel @angelpuns.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

Me: I think my brain is finally done with this really annoyingly goofy thought loop that's been going on for a week and a half how awesome My brain: and what if an even more insistent and much more ridiculous thought loop?

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There's some uniquely fucked up about desperately clinging to a distraction ( watching game changer) and then the internet not working

Jamie/Angel @angelpuns.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

I'm just. Like tired. Like mentally so exhausted man

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Jamie/Angel @angelpuns.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

Would love to stop having same thought loops over and over every single day as soon as I wake up it'd be super awesome super great

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I miss having a job that was distracting enough while also having time to breathe smh. This job has neither. But it is nice to do the same thing every day at my own pace ig

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Fr its just the same thought loop over and over and I am so so so so tired and I can't do anything about it esp when I'm at work cause there is SO MUCH TIME TO TJINK THOUHHTS AT MY JOB its infuriating

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Yeah I'm already on it early today. Super awesome

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Excited for another day of looping thoughts and hating everything tomorrow chat, here's some keychains I've been working on <3