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How do you even cure being horrifically self-aware? It feels like I look horrible and cringe and gross no matter what I'm doing

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

Don't even get me started on the "inside jokes" lmfao

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

It honestly makes me really sad how jaded I've become towards anime and manga altogether. There's so many series that i love, but trying something new is fucking terrifying. I hate how blatant misogyny and pedophilia is deeply ingrained in the medium.

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

Can we stop forgetting Kyary Pamyu Pamyu is a whole fucking pedophile HOLY SHIT. If I hear her shitty "kawaii X3" music again I will claw my fucking face off

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

So incredibly tired of being online all the time. My life was so much better when I had people to hang out with irl instead of doom scrolling through atrocities and horrible shit all the time

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Fighting OCD is such a pain in the ass. I have to sit here and think shit like "you're gonna make everyone hate you, because that's what you always do, the pain of losing everything again is inevitable" and just not react to it?? Kill me now

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I love American food places bc they'll have menu items like the Clam Slam Cum Sandwich and it'll be a normal ass sandwich, meanwhile there's the Brain Sandwich which is exactly what it's named

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

Ironic as hell that there's this belief that women grow less fertile or whatever with age (pedo shit) when it's been proven that sperm quality starts taking a dip at age 26 But that information doesn't benefit the patriarchy so whatever I guess

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

It really does feel like it would be best if I was isolated from other people

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 25/09/2026

I love how I get anxious over things that I do due to my anxiety I get scared and hurt people and then I tuck my tail between my legs and cry about it lol I wish I knew how to be better

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

"Yeah I spank my kids but it's the only way to make them behave" Ok and what if I beat you with a brick?

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

Substance abuse is so weird bc like I'll prefer the feeling of being drunk but I know being high is probably more beneficial for me?? 😭

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Medical misinformation may just be the thing that pisses me off THE MOST in media

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

// vent It makes me so sad to know I'm a much kinder and more understanding person when I'm drunk.... Like I'm ofc gonna work towards being kind and shit while sober, I just wish the anxiety and paranoia and delusions weren't so all-consuming....

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

// suicidal ideation Being autistic sucks bc I'm sitting here like how suicidal do I have to get before it's socially acceptable to call healthcare abt it

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

// vent I wish able-bodied people understood just what it means to be disabled... I wanted to be a vet. I love animals, I love taking care of them and nursing them back to health, but I'm too intellectually disabled to achieve that...

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

// vent, suicidal ideation At the end of the day I just want everyone I love to understand that it's not your fault... I love you. I love you. I love all my friends and those who tried to understand me. But I was never made to last...

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

// vent, brain stuff I can't help but feel doomed.. it feels like I have some kind of brain tumour or brain damage that makes me incapable of being a person... I'm so selfish and egotistical it hurts, but it feels like I can't change it.. so I just drink until those thoughts go away...

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

// vent alcoholism I hate how it feels I'm only able to think rationally when I'm drunk... I feel so horribly hopeless and doomed by it all, but I can't help it.. I can't stand being hindered by anxiety and depression... I want people I love to hear that I love them without the anxiety...

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

// Vent Things are so hard rn,,, im so unbelievably thankful for everyone who chooses to stick around,,,,,,, i love my friends so much i wish i wasn't such a coward about expressing it

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

// Vent It feels like something is so seriously wrong with me. I don't understand why I do or feel or experience the things I do. I hate waking up every day feeling like a different person. I'm ruining my life and hurting people I care about and I can't control it.

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Everyone gets scared when I walk into the Worst Dad competition

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Joe Merrick @joemerrick.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

To commemorate the collaboration between Pokémon and the ESA, a special Pikachu plush was sent to the International Space Station from April 11th through June 17th What a picture. Absolutely stunning

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I could never show my face online 😭 I feel like I'd get torn to shreds bc I don't wear makeup as a feminine person. It's like everyone collectively forgot what the average female human looks like

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Cw Emetophobia Another day started off with dry heaving and vomiting into a bucket 🙃 I just hope my morning meds got to kick in before I threw it all up ://

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Imagine how fucking awesome South Park would be if it wasn't made by spineless centrist dickheads

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

// vent Disembowelment would be fucking awesome rn

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

Is tail dysphoria a thing???? Like... I love dancing but it always feels like somethings missing 😭 In my head im just imagining a swishing tail but then im like "damn... i dont have that" and get kinda sad :')))

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Angel 🐰 @angel-chu.bsky.social · 18/09/2026

// vent Man.... I'll probably die feeling unloved, unsafe and uncomfortable... what a drag.

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