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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

It is probably. I already felt a lot ... but I think hormones are amping that up even more. I'm probably just a bit overwhelmed. Even then, I am happy to experience all of this! Even the sad moments! I am just a bit unstable is all.

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Aww thank you!! 🥹 I am just so surprised by how unstable I am and feel so much about things like that?!?! Like I can understand the logic of it just being a dream ... why so upset about it? Yet I feel sad. Need to get used to it

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Aww thank you!! Yeah, it's been a bit of a rollercoaster ;w; yesterday I was upset and in a crying mood all day, just because of a dream

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 20/09/2026

Heading out for steak 🩷 Here's a smile for you!! I've been a bit emotionally unstable due to hormones, but feeling better today ✨️

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

For those wanting to see which pieces I am using for this, made a little overview sheet

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

Thank you 🥰 I tried making something fitting to Beast Master!!

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Thank you 🫣🩷 And I'm sure it will be, they are kind people!!

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

Family reunion today. They haven't seen me in years and things CHANGED. Ready to show them who I am 🫣

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 05/09/2026

I see so many trans do a before and after picture and see how much they changed. And honestly it would be a big big contrast for me as well. But GOSH, I do not like looking at my old pictures and how I looked back then ... so idk if I will ever do so haha 🫣 I like current me 🏳️‍⚧️

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

You're going to make me cry 😭🩷 Woaaaa

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Awww, that's so sweet 🥰🩷 Thank you!!

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

Going to the hairdresser today. I used to dislike it. But as a woman it's such a different experience. I get my hair washed, cut, dried and styled 🥹🩷 It feels like such a luxurious and relaxing moment honestly. Want to look at my best for the family reunion this weekend 🫣 First time they se me as 🏳️‍⚧️

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

This is so real atm 🥹🩷 Aiko has been doing better and acting like normal again luckily!! That little bean is precious to me!

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Celebelian 🦦 @celebelian.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

I think they call this "instant loss"

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Of course, me being on hrt could have made me more emotional. When I had to explain on the phone, what was happening to Aiko, I was cry talking. But a life is precious to me 🩷 That's it. Will keep an eye on him still the coming days of course.

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I took free from work as I was exhausted, and also wanted to keep a close eye on Aiko. He has been doing well. Gave him medicine and painkillers twice throughout the day. He's been active and eating like normal. So it's looking good so far 🥹🩷 It was an emotional roller-coaster for me.

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Started eating some fresh veggies 🥹🩷 It was such a good sight and good for my heart. I could sleep with that in mind. Wasn't a cheap trip ... cost me 400 euro. But to me, Aiko's life is more precious than that. I really would have regretted it, if I waited and it was too late ...

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

Emergency vat. Made an appointment for as soon as possible and took a Uber. Had to wait an hour there, but after examination they said it could be his intestines kind of stopping. He got medicine to help his intestines and painkillers. When I got home 3am he already looked more energized. He even...

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I noticed he wasn't doing so well, when I got back from work. But by then regular pet vats were closed already. But after researching, I knew it could be something very serious and deadly. Of course I couldn't sleep like that, afraid it might be too late in the morning. Glad there was an ...

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 01/09/2026

I had such an emotional time and cried so much. Aiko, my bunny, was acting strangely and not eating. I waited for a few hours to see if it got better, but it didn't. I couldn't go to bed so went to an emergency vat where he got painkillers and medicine, and arrived home 3am. He was eating again 🥹🩷

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I feel like I have always been in tune with my emotions, even without hrt. I feel A LOT. But gosh ... now that I am on hrt I start crying so easily when listening to songs 🥹 "I want to love me, the way that you love me "

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

I lived ✌️ I have honestly been so exhausted because of hormones. I sometimes go te bed straight after being done with work 😴

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 31/08/2026

Good morning here. Weekend is over sadly. I had hoped these hot flashes while sleeping passed, but sadly they didn't. I had 2 blissful nights without them though!! I guess my body still needs to adjust to the hormones. Take all the time you need 😌 Either way, we back to work!!

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𓆩♱𓆪 Hana @hanaruipi.bsky.social · 15/06/2026

barely done any drawings this month 🙈 #oc #vampire

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Today was extremely exhaustion and almost crying at the end of the day for whatever reason 🥹 HRT is a rollercoaster in the early phase. First 2 weeks I felt perfectly normal, week 3 is hitting different.

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 24/08/2026

Now that I am on HRT I think I am seeing the emotional imbalance at times. I've had a few times now where I felt a sad and like crying, but didn't even know why, at random times even. Didn't last too long though! Could also be just me and not the hormones, difficult to say haha 🤣

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

Thank you so much for including me 🩷🩵 Absolutely love it and the colors!

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emi !!! ☀️ @ishbard.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Some cool peeps I drew over at #kikoartparty ! 🩵🩷

Some sketches of various wols from the kikoartparty

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crown @macicat.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

Carbuncle... #kikoartparty

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

It finally happened 🥹🏳️‍⚧️ I started my journey on HRT on Agust 3rd 2026!! I'm so happy to finally get started after the journey of getting here. You sure got to be patient, but we made it 😭🩷

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 02/08/2026

Transgirl in her natural habitat 🏳️‍⚧️

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

I can't believe I met them randomly at the airport. I'm so blessed to get a picture with them 😭😭😭🩷 #FFXIVFANFEST

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

It really was, so nice to see and talk you again at an amazing event like this!! Woa, you always look beautiful yourself 😭🩷 Thank you!! Yes I will take this experience with me and keep it close to my heart.

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 27/07/2026

I just want to thank everyone for making FanFest Berlin an unforgettable experience for me 🥹🩷 I came alone but never felt alone! I met so many Warriors of Light, friends. I screamed, cried, experience things I never thought I would. It meant the world #FFXIVFANFEST

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 26/07/2026

I recorded so much Primal footage only for my ugly voice to be on tape. I didn't know it would recorded it so well while I couldn't even hear myself with the loud music 🫣 But the concert was absolutely amazing 😭😭😭🩷 To experience a Sonic Boom #FFXIVFANFEST #ThePrimals

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

Thank you so much 😭🩷 Really appreciate you thinking of me!!

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

I was committed okay 🤣 6am athe venue

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

Got such a good spot, front seat right in the middle 😭🩷 Aaaaa I feel blessed at FanFest #Ffxivfanfest

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Andonoz 🏳️‍⚧️ @andonoz.bsky.social · 25/07/2026

Woke up bright and early, we ready for FanFest Berlin 🩷 Feel free to say hi, I have my stickers loaded 😊 #ffxiv #fanfest

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