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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 03/10/2026

I fully believe i am too mentally ill to be in a relationship right now

Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

i get laid i do not need to sit here looking at yet another anime action rpg being shown at the japanese sony state of play

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

i know it's like one of The Games of all time but i am truly so fucking sick of hearing about final fantasy 7 i am so fucking sick of cloud strife and sephiroth. being really into video games means i have had to hear about this particular one every other day of my life for the past ~14 years

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 03/09/2026

i know i always shit on state of plays but if it weren't for maneater 2 this would have genuinely been the worst one i've ever seen

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

i wanted to make something but i didn't know what to make so i made a discord sendable gif of the entirety of wheelman 2009

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

very glad to be back on hormones and feeling more like myself again but DAMN my tits have been sore as FUCK for the past week or so and idk if it's even more growth or like, something i should be worried about

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

looking at drama in a steam discussions thread and a pervert chaser who bought me nier automata 3 years ago is in there saying transphobic slurs

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 27/08/2026

laying another clutch of eggs #sigh

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

Pervert tboy save me.... save me pervert tboy....

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 23/08/2026

please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please i hate it here so fucking bad

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 22/08/2026

HEARTBREAKING: i'm getting the "i should stream" thoughts again

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 12/08/2026

god i WISH i was in the same headspace i was in this time 2 years ago, the most healthy and Normal i'd felt maybe my whole life and i feel like since then it's just been a steady downward spiral into NEET-dom

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 09/08/2026

sometimes, for just a moment, I miss my ex a little but then I remember I don't have to listen to another second of sleep token and I smile and move on with my day

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO TAKE IT DAILY??? MY DOCTOR HAS HAD ME TAKING IT WEEKLY FOR 4 YEARS NOW

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

after taking it for the better part of 4 years cypro is basically the drug that blocks your testosterone but also makes you depressed and also makes you asexual and also gives you brain tumors

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

okay but why 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥𝘯'𝘵 i kill myself

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

sometimes i get a small scratch or cut and i kinda get self harm but then when i intentionally do it i'm mostly just like "ow this hurts why am i even doing this" and stop

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

if anyone knows how to get diy hormones in adelaide/australia pllleeeeaaassseee hmu, the only doctor accepting new patients here is booked until march and i've already been off hormones for a while now, it's killing me

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 24/07/2026

watch this account devolve into not so subtle fetish art posting in 2 years

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 18/07/2026

are there any good scp read through channels on youtube? all i can find is that slop one aping the kurzgesagt art style

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

seeing the way i talk online and coming to the conclusion that I'm so annoying someone needs to beat me over the head with a rock

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 16/07/2026

refraining from discord lest I end up like the lizzo meme and also that just seems like an unsolicited dick pic speedrun

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 15/07/2026

I stay up one(1) hour too late on my computer and my mind starts speedrunning the most optimal thoughts to make me want to kms

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

no no hold your applause i understand it's hard to believe but it's true, i'm the first ramlethal lover to not like feet, thank you thank you i'll take my trophy now

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

want to play of the devil but i fear that it's not as much of a pervert game as i've been led to believe

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 08/07/2026

i can feel the lack of hormones effecting my libido (raising it a lot) and i do not like it

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

am i allowed to participate in artfight without any OC's of my own? i think it would be fun to draw other peoples characters but without any of my own other people wouldn't be able to get points from revenge drawings or anything which seems unfair for them

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

fun game but it really goes to show how big of an effect fov and screen resolution has for me, pretty much the entire game i had a headache and was in a kind of haze because of how tight the fov was and black bars on either side due to a (understandable/ obvious/given) lack of ultrawide support

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 02/07/2026

playing some bullshit again. Singularity (2010), pretty fun, a lot of cool mechanics that don't get fully realised and the two weapon limit kinda stinks but the aesthetics and gameplay are pretty great. surprising amount of prey (2017) vibes in this

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

I know i don't really have any following but I wanted to try posting this here, my pet and best friend miles has suddenly fallen ill and it would genuinely mean the world if anyone could spare some cash to help us out. thank you gofund.me/b640ff4da

gofund.me

Donate to Fund Miles' emergency Vet bills., organized by hazel miller

Hi my name is Hazel and I'm fund-raising to help my cat and best friend of 14 years Mile… hazel miller needs your support for Fund Miles' emergency Vet bills.

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 19/06/2026

learning to draw is fun but there's always the looming worry that i end up developing the Deviantart Pervert Artstyle on accident and can't lose it

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

been picking this up again lately and it's super useful for finding individual words but literally everything else about the game is god awful it's the first game in years to genuinely piss me off which is very hard to do

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

i'm like artfight would be so fun as if i don't only have a single character who currently has no personality story or even really a unified design

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 16/06/2026

every year i'm like i'm going to lock in with art and get somewhat decent at it so i can participate in hourlies and artfight and then i end up drawing a total of like 12 times a year and end up either forgetting them or being too scared to participate

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 14/06/2026

looking for a new hormone doctor cause my current one is a bit shit (did not show up to appointment i paid for, has not responded to any emails) so I messaged my local trans discord for doctor reccs and got totally ignored, awesome

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 14/01/2026

try not to kill myself challenge reaching new levels of difficulty

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 12/06/2026

took miles to the vets today and got some bad news, his swelling/fluid build-up is due to either heart failure or bowel cancer, the latter beint the most likely, either way he doesn't have long left. im genuinely devastated, fuck this year

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

so the switch 2 is the remake and deltarune device basically

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

it's jujutsu kaisen rumble: survivaton bro it's lit

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 09/06/2026

gofund.me

Donate to Fund Miles' emergency Vet bills., organized by hazel miller

Hi my name is Hazel and I'm fund-raising to help my cat and best friend of 14 years Mile… hazel miller needs your support for Fund Miles' emergency Vet bills.

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

i look at cool art and it makes me pumped to draw but if i look at too much cool art i get insecure and lose any desire to draw

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Hazel @analoguehalo.bsky.social · 08/06/2026

pervert tboy save me...save me pervert tboy....

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