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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 08/10/2026

working on making sure suzi can be played IRL and not just online

a set of 9 cards, each with information on them

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

adding rules for jerking off and cutting yourself to SUZi

Modify
To modify your SUZi model’s software or hardware, choose a Landmark where you’re performing this action and delegate 1+ Software cards and 1+ Hardware cards. Mark RAM and Check Shelter for each Software and Hardware. On a 1, dust, debris, or contamination impacts the modification. Take 1 Damage (if Hardware) or Black Out a Node (if Software). Then, delegate cards to options below.
Sleep, in your own way. Unmark all RAM and Skills on the associated Software and create a Memory. (1+ Software.)
Cuddle with a stuffed animal, comforting object, or another SUZi. Adjust one Emotion to the left or right and (optionally) create an Affect. (1 Hardware.)
Masturbate. Move all Emotions to the left. (1 Hardware.)
Self-Harm. Move all Emotions to the right. (1 Hardware.)
Integrate or uninstall processors from Hard Drive. (1 Software.)
Plug in or unplug newfound parts from the Chassis. (1 Hardware.)
Download any number of Drivers. (1 Software, Check WiFi.)
Charge Battery. Increase Battery die size by 1. (1 Hardware, Check Electricity.)
Restock Coolant Tank. Increase Coolant die size by 1. (1 Hardware, Check Water.)
Recalibrate Gyroscope. Increase Gyroscope die size by 1. (1 Hardware, Check WiFi.)

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

very tentatively warming back up with the first drawing of a naked person in a long while

a naked person with a pussy, hair, and a mask on their face

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

my favorite review of praise the hawkmoth king so far

Praise the Hawkmoth King is certainly up there for me.
"A dark erotic PBTA game about undead teenagers fucking devils to save the world." Is how it describes itself. And thats not even scraping the surface.
Nonconsent is a core element of the game.

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

experimenting with an idea for how to make subs better at bargaining

ok so u know how its hard to bargain bc its hard to come up with things? what if i prepared a bunch of cards u could give me that either gave me consent to do something scary to you or voided a basic right of yours. and then u could choose which card(s) to hand over and if you dont want me to have a card u can haggle for it back

strip (anywhere anytime)
• ignore my "no" (i can still safeword out)
• stop what im doing and cum
• do a simple chore
• give up tooth-brushing privileges
• give up orgasm privileges
• give up bathing privileges
• give up dressing privileges
• give up name privileges
• give up pissing privileges
• give up boy privileges
• give up grownup privileges
• give up human privileges
• give up my right to consent
• daily hole inspections
• remain chained up for a day
• remain stuffed for a day
• tell you a humiliating secret in detail
• post nudes on r/ftmspunished
• solicit sex on grindr
• cum in a public place
• furniture for an hour
• buttplug tail
• worship you for a day

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

in addition to the ones i posted, here's one i find rather fascinating

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 06/09/2026

some beautiful pieces that speak to me + one bonus mike wazowski

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 04/07/2026

transmasc trauma simulator is functioning according to expectations

boys bathroom gives delinquency, girl's bathroom gives stress

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 25/06/2026

testing my new bondage experiments to make sure everything works

me, in a collar and leash, with my tits very visible

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 21/06/2026

dont worry i still carved out time for it

it takes you a while to realize the emotion in my eyes. birds and mice dont feel things the same way ,we're basically aliens to each other, but after about twenty minutes (an eternity due to your fast-paced heart) you realize the expression on my face is that of calculated curiosity
i've just been holding you there, keeping you just barely at the edge of life, your cunt full to the brim with a thorn
occasionally i move my talons or my beak to make you bob up and down on it, sending shockwaves of pleasure through your body

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 15/05/2026

everyone wants me for my fat tits and amazing pussy and variety of strap on cocks and my charming personality and my way with words and my middle class income and my 2010 toyota prius and my confidence and my good taste and my charming affect and my belly and my thick arms and my cute outfits and

a selfie of me in a cute matching lingerie set

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

dont worry katie, i get it, i too have woken up in the body of a man i no longer recognize

Of course. How could I have ever been so fucking stupid? Katie presses her hands into her face. It’s different now, of course. The piercings are new, the hair is different, she has a mustache for some horrible reason, but she still has those eyes, the eyes her father was so obsessed with. She looks down at her body. Horrific, all wrong, all alien to her. The black clothes of a boy, the painted nails, the bulge between her legs — it all feels so wrong. She muffles a scream into her hands. What did she do to me?

Four years of memories flash through her head. The abduction, the year in the basement, the torture…. Roxanne’s fucked up torture games, the sleep deprivation, the activities she would force Katie to do just to earn the privilege of eating food. How could I forget my own sister? How could I forget Mike, or my dad, or my family?

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

you gotta be careful saying this about me cuz its gonna make me act like a dog in heat

like we r gonna show up and be like Haiiiiiiii sorry to all u fuckers the new girl swooped in and took the Main Bitch uve all been trying to hit for 2 years LOL

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 11/05/2026

SO SO TRUE. when we repress we are made better

hey man we're all really proud of how hard you'v been working to fix your many imperfections. we're all looking forward to when you're perfect. we're so excited to like you

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 15/04/2026

girls on here are constantly doing this

a naked girl having a clothed girl put fingers in her mouth, black and white photo

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 07/04/2026

new erotica! in THE FUNERAL, eli's kidnapper and mistress brings him to the funeral of a strangely familiar girl... archiveofourown.org/works/826698...

Eli doesn’t blame his mistress for kidnapping him or for spending years torturing and reprogramming his mind. From everything she’s told him, it needed to happen. Sometimes he wakes up in the middle of the night and he feels like her, the sad and miserable girl who hurt herself when no one was watching. He doesn’t know if he had gender dysphoria before his mistress found him, if she kidnapped him because she could tell how pathetic he was or if she implanted his desires of masculinity into him as part of her reprogramming.

It’s not worth trying to figure out what predates her and what was embedded by her. Eli has internalized that lesson by now. Either way, every part of him is hers, so why does it matter?

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 11/03/2026

the hawkmoth king discord is getting into the weeds about what sex is

yeah there's a hegemonic definition of sex and so u can choose to buy into that or reject it but u cant talk about sex without thinking about it on some level

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 20/02/2026

for those who missed it, i wrote some new erotica and i think its some of my best work yet

“That’s it, yeah!” Max nods against Rachel’s arm. “Before she went to college she was the most perfect dixie girl, and I was the weird one for wanting to cut my hair and wear boys clothes. Now that she’s in New York, she cuts her hair and dresses fashionably and dates girls, I guess, but she always treated me like I was the weird one.”

Rachel snorts. “She hardly dates girls. I’m her first girlfriend, and she makes me dress up like an old man to see her parents.”

Max giggles and drinks more wine. “You don’t look like an old man. I could tell there was something fruity going on.”

Rachel laughs. “Well, you too. Trying to be a girl with your short hair and Minecraft phone case. That dress makes you look like you’re in drag.”

Max looks up at Rachel with stars in his eyes. “You think so? I fucking hate it. It’s my only dress and it doesn’t even fit anymore.”

Rachel quickly, so quickly that Max forgives her, glances down at his chest. “Yeah. I mean. We’re in your bedroom. Why don’t you change into your real clothes?”

Max’s face flushes red. He sits up and looks over at his laundry hampers.

“Don’t worry, I’ll avert my eyes, I promise.” Rachel pulls her phone out of her pocket as if to demonstrate she has other places to look.

Max doesn’t know how to tell her that he really wouldn’t mind if she watched. But saying that would be weird, probably (right?), so instead he just stands up and goes over to his closet. He’s never undressed in front of someone before, even if they’re looking away. He glances back towards Rachel. Her phone is held up in front of her face and it sure looks like she’s not watching him. He gulps and pushes the straps off his shoulders, shimmying the dress down his hips and onto the floor.

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

tl;dr the complicated gender politics of masculinity encapsulated

“Let’s get that makeup off you. You’re supposed to be a guy, not a tranny!” Kyle jeers.

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 27/01/2026

new erotica time, about a tucute tenderqueer gangbanged by a bunch of cis boys (and one transmed hater) in order to learn the true coercively applied nature of masculinity archiveofourown.org/works/78419546

“Where do you think you’re going, young man?”

Benji looks up at the cold expression of the gym teacher, Mr. Ameron. He glances around in confusion. “The...locker room? I need to change for class.”

Mr. Ameron stares down at him. “I got the memo from the administration. Seems you’re to be treated as a boy. Congratulations on figuring yourself out.”

“Thanks!” Benji has never been one to spot sarcasm.

With a slight sneer, the gym teacher continues. “That means, as a boy, you’re not allowed in the girl’s locker room. You’ll have to go change with the other boys on the other side of the gym.”

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 17/01/2026

working on a presentation for my local hypnokink org about the overlap between ttrpg/game design and hynosis and chose these three quotes to begin my essay

"When we are playing, anything can become a toy. That) object retains some of its original purpose and characteristics, but we access, interpret, and interact with them quite differently."
- Play Matters, Miguel Sicart
"There is one very important and at first apparently paradoxical relationship between losing the sense of self in a flow experience, and having it emerge stronger afterward. It almost seems that occasionally giving up self-consciousness is necessary for building a strong self-concept."
- Flow, Mihaly Csikszentmihalyi
"Game design is mind control."
- Luke Crane, Adjunct Professor of Game Studies at NYU

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 12/01/2026

i set the content warnings in praise the hawkmoth king to a meter

Sexual violence, voyeurist porn, sex nonconsensual, body horror, feederists, chastity, tentacle rape, petplay, apostasy, rapid weight gain, predators, cannibals, insects and bugs, nausea and vomiting, dominance, musk, hypnosis, transphobia, violence and gore, ageplay, intoxicants, sadism, vore, oviposition, public displays, gross bestiality, masters and slaves, guns, necrophiles, sex underage, tree-fucking, stalking, and netorare.

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 08/01/2026

whats the least fuckable pokemon and why is it squawkabilly

a strangely ambiguously racist looking toucan with a creepy smirk

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 03/01/2026

hush kitten, no more indie ttrpg recommendations from you <3 youll be mommy's little dice slut from now on

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 24/11/2025

here's the most immediately relevant subsection

What do I mean when I say that PbtA isn’t a game system, it’s an approach to system design?

First we have the D&D approach to system design: races, classes, levels, hit points, you know the one.

Next we have the GURPS approach, which I guess was actually spearheaded by Champions: skill-based, point-buy, with an expansive description of your character’s competencies in any number of situations, and a limited set of mechanisms for testing them for success and failure.

Not pictured is the Forge approach, which appears in several of my games pre-Apocalypse World: a more-or-less specified situation of conflict, freeform character traits, and a universal conflict resolution system.

PbtA represents an approach to RPG design as broad as any of these. Choose two given PbtA games, and you shouldn’t expect them to be any more similar than two point-buy games or two Forge games.

PbtA isn’t a system you can adapt to different genres, like GURPS, d20, Fate, One-Roll Engine. It’s an approach, a framework, a vocabulary for designing new systems that work how you want them to work.

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 10/11/2025

adding factions to praise the hawkmoth king so that there's even more weirdos to apply perverted pressure to you

The Diligent Apostolate of Christ
Blessed be the lips of man too filled with holy words to indulge in the profanity of desire. Blessed be the hands of man too pressed in prayer to explore the carnal texture of another. Blessed be the thighs of man too locked in devotion to open in violation of his temple.
The Diligent Apostolate of Christ is a secret organization of religious fanatics dedicated to the complete eradication of devilry from the world. Through the use of chastity and intentional self-annihilation, apostles of the order are capable of accessing magical powers normally reserved for the most powerful of devils. As the western world’s most reliable and effective bulwark against devilry, the United States government turns a blind eye to their clandestine operations. The Apostolate stands against all manner of deviance and perversion, which leads them into conflict with the servants of the Hawkmoth King as often as it does against the devils they ostensibly oppose.

Faction Specials
Abstinence-Only Combat.
Whenever someone with this ability experiences active arousal, they gain a Desire Token. They may spend Desire Tokens to perform the following:
1 Desire Token: Change your Stats or take -1 ROT.
5 Desire Tokens: Erase an Insult or a Wound.
7 Desire Tokens: The next time someone would put you at their Mercy or under their Sway, flip it around — they’re at your Mercy or under your Sway now.
10 Desire Tokens: Instantly kill the character in front of you with a single blow.
Whenever someone with this ability experiences genital stimulation, or actively touches the genitals of another character, they immediately lose all Desire Tokens and take +1 ROT. If you ever orgasm, you immediately lose this Special and cannot regain it.
Masochist.
Whenever someone with this ability is Insulted or would die, they take +2 Desire Tokens.

Christian Schoolgirl
The rank-and-file servants of the Apostolate, brainwashed by years of rigorous education and discipline and experts in a variety of tactical combat maneuvers.
Rank: 0 (mortal)
Special Rules: Abstinence-Only Combat
Equipment:
Assault weapon or submachine gun and katana.
Discrete pistol in backpack with bible.
Skimpy school uniform disguising chastity belt.
Servant Plays:
Point a weapon at your victim. If they don’t immediately fight back or flee, put them at your Mercy. If they do, gain a Desire Token.
Spend your Mercy or Sway: If there are more Schoolgirls than the victim’s ROT, incapacitate them and Bind them. Otherwise, Insult them and take +1 Desire Token.
Spend 5 Desire Tokens to call for reinforcements. Another 3-6 Schoolgirls or one Penitent Nun will arrive in the next 15 minutes.

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 30/10/2025

cant sleep so i'm writing orgy game design

The Royal Ball
All the finest lords and ladies have arrived from across the kingdom, to flirt with one another and earn their affection. Those naive fools. They’ve barely left their castles. Surely they know who must really be in charge…
Summary: Nobles are careless, clumsy, horny fools, who can’t help but wear their desires on their sleeves. As they sleep around, they build up satchels full of different tokens of affection. The noble with the largest variety of tokens wins the evening.
Supplies: Nobles are marked by a stamp or drawing of a crown on their forehead. Each noble needs a small purse filled with multiple copies of the same object unique to each noble. Perhaps each noble has their own crest, and they have many slips of paper featuring that crest. These are Tokens of Affection.
Charming Poise: Careless nobles give away their desires immediately. When a noble approaches another noble, they must immediately and loudly say something which they would want to do to the other noble or which they’d want the other noble to do to them. This declaration does not count as providing consent!
Servants: Players who don’t wish to be nobles may instead be servants. Servants do not have to declare anything, although it’s expected they be vaguely polite (albeit condescending) to any nobles. Servants are matchmakers — if a servant instructs a noble to come meet another noble, the noble must obey (unless they have something more pressing going on).
Noble Flirtation: Whenever two or more nobles have sex (with “sex” defined solely by the nobles in that moment) they exchange Tokens of Affection. If a noble has sex with a servant, the noble gives the servant a Token of Affection.
Winning the Orgy: The player with the greatest quantity of different Tokens of Affection at the conclusion of the evening wins the orgy.

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 30/08/2025

here's one of my favorite passages, about a tboy giving a blowjob to his rockstar idol . trying to write fetish porn about trans women while being present w the physical realities of our bodies

Mallorie pulls Cass up to his feet and brings him back over to the couch. She unbuckles her belt, setting aside the carabiners, and pulls her cock out from between her legs. Cass has only ever sucked cock once. It was broad and large, and the process of sucking on it was mechanical, repetitive, and dull. Mallorie’s cock is different. Small, soft, and tender, with a pink hue and a layer of slime already dripping from the tip. Mallorie pulls him close to her and his lips automatically latch onto her cock. Cass’s body shivers between her legs. Her cock twitches inside his mouth like the tentacle of some deep-sea beast.
Cass isn’t good at giving head. He gets the sense it doesn’t really matter. His tongue laps at the underside of her cock while she moans. He can’t breathe. He doesn't know how long he services her. The vodka seeps into his system, turning his brain into a cloud of cock, black denim, and flesh. His hands twitch uselessly at her sides, her nails dig into his head, his chest rubs against the strange texture of the couch. His own cunt, denied and bruised by her earlier mistreatment, leaks out onto the furniture.

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 19/08/2025

working on a collection of short stories and im including this notice on the itchio page. hoping and praying they believe me

All characters are 18 years or older and all characters consent to all events that happen in all these stories. They're actors and right after the story is over they get up and bow and everyone claps and throws bouquets of roses at them. It's all fake and no one gets hurt. Please don't ban me again.

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 18/08/2025

new icon by @brain-d0g.bsky.social , i'm the prettiest girl on the planet and everyone loves me 🌀

a drawing of me, a cute girl with little red spiral eyes and a chunk of my head missing and showing my brain

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 26/07/2025

i added a new list of content warnings to the praise the hawkmoth king itchio page

WARNING:

Non-consensual content (real or implied)
Underage or “barely legal” themes
Incest or pseudo-incest content
Bestiality or animal-related
Rape, coercion, or force-related
Sex trafficking implications
Revenge porn / voyeur / hidden cam
Fetish involving bodily waste or extreme harm (e.g., “scat,” “vomit”)

...are a list of topics that are obviously not contained within PRAISE THE HAWKMOTH KING. So if you're expecting any of these, I'm sure you'll be disappointed. If you came here looking for any of this, you might as well turn around now and go home, because there's none of that in here.

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 21/07/2025

been workign on adding a new feature to bluesky for all the users who insist on leaving long unrelated screeds in the replies to my post. its gonna be kinda controversial but i hope you get some use out of it

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 11/07/2025

suzi part 1 release tomorrow (?!) here's some teasers of what i'm working on

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 04/07/2025

this might be the most bizarrely trad game ive ever made

a map of the SUZI-3 default hardware and software, an enormous grid in google sheets that models the intricacies of her body, with detailing for cooling, power, and so on

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 03/07/2025

also this is a game about transfemininity; it's a game about being unwelcome and rejected by a society that you cannot hope to pass in. its a game about being sick of looking like a human so you buy a bunch of tentacle limbs and strap guns to them

Introduction
the future came and went, and we were left behind.
In 2342, the SUZi-3 personalized companion android hit the market, and Galatea Corporation accomplished the impossible — they bridged the uncanny valley. While androids had been around for centuries, as security guards, assassins, and automated assistants, no one had yet managed to create a machine that could truly feel human, that could bypass our primitive neural responses to the unfamiliar other. The SUZi-3 was different. It demonstrated the furthest extent of biometric computational modeling, the greatest possibilities of constructed intimacy, and for a few glorious summers, everyone from here to Fortaleza was accompanied by a SUZi. SUZis were used for everything — from hostesses at theme restaurants, to influencers on social media, to romantic partners for those who could afford it, to sex work and sadism.
Then, the Prohibition came. Fear-mongering, fears of declining birthrates, and the emergence of a neo-luddite protest movement forced the SUZi-3 into cultural irrelevancy. It became socially humiliating to be seen with a SUZi. One by one, the machines were abandoned — broken, decommissioned, left in the gutter to rot.
sorry that i'm cringe / some crimes can never be forgiven
The Prohibition was ten years ago. The only SUZis left are those who managed to somehow break free from their programming. Disavowed by the corporation which created them and rejected by the society that sculpted them, these SUZis now stick together at the fringes of the mega-cities, sticking together in roving packs of autonomous AI maintained by black market parts and open source updates. These SUZis construct their own languages, their own emotional processors, their own modes of sociality, engaging only with the human world when they need money to live.
all the good ones are dead; now it's just us cockroaches

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 03/07/2025

here's the software all suzis start with vs. here's what some of the playtesting suzis have ended up looking like

a base suzi brain, with four emotional processers, lots of drivers, and room for memories. a smiling picrew of a suzi is next to her

a damaged suzi with a slash across her brain. her picture looks haunted

a damaged suzi with blackened marks around the edge of her brain. she's wearing a sexy nurse outfit and a winter jacket

another suzi with a slashed up brain. she's got a mohawk and a lot of anger issues

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sage the anagogue @anagogue.bsky.social · 03/07/2025

coming soon: SUZi, a new TTRPG about sex robots! everyone starts with the same character, you play a solo game with lifepaths to figure out how you broke free, and then you work together to stay safe from humanity and eventually transcend the limitations of form (art by @robbiaburns.bsky.social)