Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 10hSam Altman should accept some bad things happening for the benefit of the world. 150
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 15hwww.youtube.com/watch?v=Q15L... When Amon goes to her happy place. It's weird.youtube.comwould you be my baby?YouTube video by amontillado26 030
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 04/10/2026www.youtube.com/watch?v=uYn5... im an integral part of the regretful himbo delivery system.youtube.comforecast:rainYouTube video by amontillado26 020
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 03/10/2026its weird things like this in retail chains that concern me - because I know some of these discrepancies probably have some rationale behind them, but then they make excuses for billions of other tiny cuts that make an experience shopping into the last thing a person would want to do. 030
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 03/10/2026I don't know who runs big box retails and thinks they're still somehow scalping photographers marking up their battery chargers 600% in a post-quarantine reality, catch up. I have no idea why you're stocking a 9 dollar piece of tech I can overnite from amazon thinking it'll sell at 60. Are you ok? 120
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 02/10/2026not to mention, doing it all around people who might be actively trying to get you fired just so they can have your hours? and a manager that might not care? and that was your normal? that was your "it'll do for now"?. 010
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 02/10/2026anyone who wants to say you don't have thick skin can tell it to you through years of greeting strangers with manners, civility, and professionalism to be responded to with sexual advances, insults, threats, and even physical violence. day. after day. after day. after day. that was your normal 110
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 02/10/2026To all my cis-ters of late, I can't thank you enough for letting me open up safely and finally, finally, finally begin to learn what kind of woman I am. I'm so thankful to all of you. 0100
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 02/10/2026if you worked retail between 2000 and 2010 i want to see your hands. because each holiday rush and black friday, you bastards served with dignity, grace, and handled more mental abuse than anyone has ever given you credit for. 240
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 02/10/2026white women! what was it like to be alive and 20 in the fuzzy boot explosion of 2009? i've just learned about statement necklaces and monster-fur! help! 060
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 02/10/2026when you're raised and told what you're going to love and what you're going to process as "its fine, but that's for the other gender". and most of your own interests sort of had to find a way to factor in what you really wanted but weren't supposed to 070
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 02/10/2026me. transitioning after 40. *grabs random cis woman* TELL ME!!.. TELL ME EVERYTHING I MISSED! MARY KATE AND ASHLEE. WHAT MADE THEM AMAZING!? GARBAGE! WHEN IT FIRST PLAYED ON THE RADIO!? WHAT DID IT DO TO YOU? DID YOU GET INTO TAE BO? I MUST KNOW!!! 3232
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 02/10/2026www.youtube.com/watch?v=SP3B... this piece of Reservoir Dogs is great demonstration of how to take a script of dry words, and practice the art of 'owning' it until it becomes the thing that happened to you. if you act. in any way. soak this scene.youtube.comReservoir Dogs (1992) - Commode Story (Part 1)YouTube video by Through Tarantino's Eyes 010
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 02/10/2026"I could be playing doom right now." That's what I thought on a date where a woman bragged to me about making a college classmate into an arch-rival who's life she wanted to destroy, just because she was bored with the classes. What was your "I could be playing doom right now" chat? 050
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 02/10/2026October 1st is the funeral of Summer. And this years was beautiful as it was bittersweet. Cold gray rain the entire day, orange trees, and that wet sugary bitter-botanical smell of fallen leaves. The things progress, I try to appreciate each season like it might be the last. 050
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026youtube.com/shorts/egZwV... Alexander The Great offered him anything his heart could desire. He asked him to move the fuck out of the sun.youtube.comDastardly Damning Deliberately Diabolical DiogenesYouTube video by Pat Mandziy 011
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026its 2026 my good bitches. if you ever felt like being weird. this is your woodstock. how about you make it the kind of weird you feel pretty cool about later on? at the very least, you might be able to brag. 093
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026why are we so good at losing out to our negative intrusive thoughts while pretending to forget the positive ones we feel? that door you could've held? that tab you could've paid? that call you could've made? that time you almost bought a round of drinks just to feel it, but... na that'd be weird 150
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026You like making fucked up non-euclidean maps in the style of games like GoldenEye, Unreal, Half Life 1, and Quake? ...DM me. We might have stuff to talk about :) 0228
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026If you're not out yet. Give up on respecting the people you're keeping in-character for. Let them know how fake it is. Tell them this is the fucked up compromise you both get to be miserable with, because anything else would be more than their sensibilities can stomach. Tell them its pity 030
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026and you spend decades of life, awake and asleep, being this compromised version of who you are. just out of pity for all the sensitive and tender opinions of the fickle people that have decided their say should matter more to you than your very own. and they will never thank you. 130
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026when they say the show must go on. the show must go on. it cant stop. not even when you were with your 'safe' friends. not when you were with your family. not with the person you got married to. not your kids. not your relatives. not your co-workers. not even alone watching porno. 130
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026being closeted trans is basically waking up and putting on a character you were told you should love being every day, and make sure everyone who sees it doesn't know how much it's not real. ever do a stage play? imagine if it started at age 9, and never stopped. 1110
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026when a narcissist sees that you're cooperating with them but have absolutely no respect for them and are just as fascinated by breaking them as they are fascinated by breaking you. if not even more fascinated. it shows them they're playing with someone who could outplay them but wont out of mercy. 011
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026another good way to handle it is to embrace it like the game they treat it as "op! haha you got me again! for a minute i thought i actually had agency. you better watchooout. im getting trickyyyy" 121
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026but if someone has a commitment to refusing to learn, they've earned being destroyed by people who they tricked into feeling safe around them. 010
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026I'm not proud of it, but I 'own' a few people in a similar way. People who worked hard to wrong me repeatedly. People who's careers depend on me saying we just lost touch. I don't understand how people can enjoy this level of power. I wish they never fucked up bad enough for me to do this. 120
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026when your arms went around them. they knew it was not a loving embrace. it was you taking possession of them. they knew in that hug that any standing they wanted to maintain in that school now required your blessing, which could be undone at any time. 110
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026guilt, for narcissistic people, is like fire. as soon as they start feeling it they flail. Deep down, insecurity and guilt controls them so much more than they let on. its why its the first thing they use to force people to do things. So once you find what makes them feel guilty, they get scared 020
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026if they try and argue your facetiousness, be far too busy doing what they forced you to do. but be polite and firm about it "i understand you must feel tense but this is serious what im doing here, ill get back with you when I'm done." if they won't respect your autonomy, why respect them? 140
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026abusive people hate being seen especially by someone who's smart enough to control the outward shape of their emotional state much better than they even believed humanly possible. Take their abuse with a big loving hug and a "well done, you did it again" and let it stack. 150
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 01/10/2026if someone obligates or corners you into doing something. be the most chipper, sweet, happy, enthusiastically seeming person about it the entire time. but occasionally let them know how impressed you are at their ability to force you to do what you didn't want to. congratulate them. ask for tips. 3134
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 30/09/2026dont feel bad about the millionaire farmers who went all-in on trump. times are tough for farmers, yes, but you don't have to feel bad for all of them. some of them were convinced this would never hurt them. maybe they should sell off the farm and go back to suburbia-oh that's right its gone 050
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Everyone, thank you for letting me take it slow on #phobolis for a month. Just wanted to show what we're playing with adding next :D 0192
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 29/09/2026hey people. living on fixed income, paying to go to work is expensive, and we can see the rib-cage of our refrigerator. We need a little help to bring in groceries one more time before the 3rd, and I'd really appreciate the help if it's available. Thanks paypal: amontillado26@gmail.com 077
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 29/09/2026i like the idea of exchanging goods for cash. people deserve to own the stuff they like without mr. internet deciding whether they can use it or not. A solid state storage emedded into a book with a USB-C out to plug into a cellphone, laptop, stereo, with an ordinary charging cable 010
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 29/09/2026www.redbubble.com/i/notebook/B... here's yours.redbubble.com"Book Test: Phobolis" Hardcover Journal for Sale by Amon26Buy "Book Test: Phobolis" by Amon26 as a Hardcover Journal. 110
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 29/09/2026#phobolis you could buy this. #indiedev #gamedev #somethingchanged #FPS 2227
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 29/09/2026you can refuse to forgive someone without hating them. its as easy as saying "I know, I don't care. I meant what I said, please leave me alone" 020
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 29/09/2026Don't feel bad for trump voters. just because someone regrets choosing to become an animal doesn't mean you're obligated to treat them like a human. Fuck 'em if they can't feel shame for voting a child rapist into office while laughing about it. You're OUR funny now. 142
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 28/09/2026a person used to getting their way by being the most scary to upset person might be the product of a really screwed up life, but fuck 'em if they can't treat you like an equal. 020
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 28/09/2026if they're not adult enough to reflect on their missteps, they'll continue pressing. They usually do this to punish you for being uncooperative, or debase themselves hoping for a continue. Don't be gentle to either action. Confront it with boredom, control and distance. 110
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 28/09/2026do not be kind to those who attempt to alter you. perhaps they've never met someone they can't control, but that's not on you. if they ply you with threats, begging, or consequences, point it out with pity and contempt. 110
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 28/09/2026take everything people say about your character with a grain of salt. When they find something in you to praise, its themselves they're praising. When they find something in you to rebuke, its themselves they're rebuking. let none guilt nor tempt you into change your will does not desire. 120
Amon26 @amon26.bsky.social · 28/09/2026i appreciate the excitement and support but please understand that im running this operation from below poverty line, im also the one in the house expected to solve extremely specific problems in narrowing margins. 110