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Amir 🦠

@amirisqueer.bsky.social
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Amir, 25, they/he, so-called artist Commissions Status: open Organizational Tags: #forothers, #lgbtqpride, #mycharacters, #otherart, #pokemon, #refsheet, #warriors

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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Metacognition p2
Text 4: Up until very recently, the passive voice has always been the domninant one. By that I mean that my actions mostly followed that line of thought. I was also constantly in the discordant state. My thoughts constantly argued and I was miserable. The assertive voice would often amplify self-loathing thoughts and be vitriolic and hateful. I think this was a way of my mind expressing frustration over not being acknowledged and not taking care of myself.

Image 4: One dark grey cat is clutching its head, trembling, and making a pained expression. The other dark grey cat is yelling at it, with one paw clenched into a fist and the other hand flipping the other cat off.

Text 5: After my suicide attempt in late 2024, becoming involved in an online art community, and my beat friend visiting in summer last year, I have finally managed to improve my mental health a bit.

I am taking more initiative with the things I want, and working on taking better care of myself. I have been listening to the assertive voice way more often too. My mind has been harmonic more often than not lately, though it still falls into the discordant state sometimes.

Image 5: Two dark grey cats hugging each other and smiling. Parts where their bodies overlap are black.

Text 6: Moral of the story ia if there's a part of yourself being ignored, acknowledge it and listen, and you'll start to do better, I guess. I dunno how to end this lol.

Image 6: The black cat is shrugging and smiling awkwardly.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Metacognition p1 This is probably due to a double whammy of OCD and dissociation lol #otherart
A black and white furry "comic" featuring a black cat. Well, two black cats, representing two tracks of thought for the same person. Sometimes they are seperate an appear grey, other times they are combined and appear black. The parts where each cat crosses over are black.

Text 1: I've been thinking about the way I think again, lately. For as long as I can remember, I've always had two voices in my head; an internal dialogue. My thoughta are a conversation back and forth between two of me.

There's no real difference between the voices, other than one is passive and the other is assertive.

Image 1: Two black cats phasing together. Where they overlap, they are black, and where they don't, they're grey.

Text 2: The passive voice tends to bs more melancholy, depressed, apathetic, submissive, quiet, anxious, lonely, self-loathing, avoidant, and suicidal. It also contains the fawn and freeze responses.

The assertive voice tends to be more active, angry, firm, passionate, determined, and driven. It contains the rarely used fight response.

Image 2: One dark grey cat is curled up, looking miserable. The other it arching its back and bristling its fur, looking angry.

Text 3: My mind tends to be in one of two states: harmonic or discordant.

The harmonic state is when both internal voices are one. This usually happens when I am feeling happy or calm.

The discordant state is when there is disagreement or arguments. This usually happens when I'm distressed or upset.


Image 3: One drawing is of a black cat cheerfully clasping its paws together and smiling. The other is of two dark grey cats fighting each other in a tangled mess of overlapping lines. Parts where they overlap are black.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
Concepts for a critter I'm making :) It's name is Eidolon, and it's a melancholy, quiet, observer spirit. #mycharacters
Several colored sketches of a anthropomorphic bat like creature. Its body is primarily white, and its head, wings, and chest fluff are black. It has red eyes and claws, as well as a red noose tied around its neck that ends in a point like a devil's tail. Its arms are long and thick, while its legs taper down into narrow paws. It wears a neutral expression in each sketch.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
AWWW thank you so much! I've been experimenting with new brushes and color jitter for shading lately!
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 29/09/2026
Head shot commission for @mossyoddity.bsky.social ! Tysm for commissioning me! #forothers
An autumn themed head shot of Mossy, a pale colored antlered doe with leaves in her fur. She has a pleasant-neutral expression on her face.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Oh yeah I forgor to post this #mycharacters
A doodle of my cat fursona, Caligo, in the Family Guy death pose.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
Head shot commission for @/eagle-writes on tumblr! #forothers
A head shot of a purple haired person holding their dilute tortie cat close to their face. Both of them are smiling and happy.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 26/09/2026
SOMEONE VERY WISE INDEED...
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
If I can find small enough flame decals, I'm gonna put some on it so it's like a hot rod rollator LMAO
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
And now Creeping Charlie is angry and he runs around and kills and eats people for Revenge. And he appears in your lawn so you're never safe. Who are They and why did They do this? It doesn't matter buy my merch.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
ANYWAY I mentioned that it sounded like a mascot horror name, and then promptly drew this LMAO. Creeping Charlie is a ground ivy that They put a kid's soul into to try to achieve immortality and indefinite growth for humans.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
My friend and I were discussing my Stinging Nettle Experience, and why I smelled mint since nettles aren't meant to smell like that. We came to the conclusion that there was either actual mint there, or it was creeping charlie (an ivy that can smell similar) since I did see some. #otherart
A parody drawing of a mascot horror game start menu featuring an anthropomorphic ground ivy plant called Creeping Charlie. The menu options are MERCH!!!, PLAY GAME, and WISHLIST CREEPING CHARLIE CHAPTER 2!!
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
AND WE ARE FUNDED!!!! Tysm to everyone who shared, donated, and commissioned me! This is going to make my life SO much easier!
A doodle of my cat fursona, Caligo, grinning and posing with the rollator I want to buy.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 21/09/2026
$245/$250!! NEARLY THERE!!
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
$180/$250! Almost 75% there!
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 20/09/2026
$180/$250! Almost 75% there!
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
$145/$250!
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
$145/$250!
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 18/09/2026
$140/$250!! Tysm everyone!
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Too much text to put in one post but tl;dr: I REALLY need a rollator so I'm advertising my comms and Ko-fi shop again! Shares are super appreciated! ko-fi.com/amirisqueer
Hi, it's me, the one billion health issues and expenses guy!

I have determined that a cane is not enough of a mobility aid for me anymore; I need an all-terrain rollator. Basically, I need to be able to stop, sit down, and rest whenever I'm out, to avoid overexerting myself and getting calf cramps. I have noticed that sitting down and relaxing my legs from time to time helps quite a bit to reduce pain and fatigue.

I specifically need an all-terrain rollator since I need to walk outdoors a lot, be it to/from class or work, or going out in the field to collect data for my courses. This would be nothing short of life changing for me, and would greatly help to restore my mobility.

So! I need $250 for the rollator I've got my eye on. My savings account is a bit skinny given that I just paid off part of my tuition (and I've also got a trip to see my friend coming up in October), so I'm once again advertising my commissions and Ko-fi shop. I've got head shot and full body commissions available, as well as some leftovee adoptables and several physical pieces of art for sale. You can also just donate, if you'd like!

Thanks for reading, and for sharing this if you do so!
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Birthday gift for mousesqueaks!!! #forothers
A head shot of Breeze, a white demonic hound. He is smiling very softly.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
The thought of being gendered and put into one of two boxes, male OR female, and having roles and expectations heaped upon make makes me feel sick so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ perhaps it is both.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
That is still often the best I get to this day, though now I am genderless. I can't help but wonder if this continuous denial of masculinity and degendering lead to me shrinking and repressing myself in such a way that I accepted it. Then again, I am very disillusioned with the concept of gender.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
It is extremely rare that I have my gender acknowledged offline because I still look like a woman. When I first came out as a trans man at 16, I kept being shoved back into the woman box by people I trusted. The best I'd get was degendering they/thems.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Had a rough day at work and got to thinking about all the ways I shrink myself, especially regarding gender identity (since retail work is the misgendering factory).
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
Shrink yourself. Accommodate. Placate. Dissociate. #otherart
A drawing of a black anthro cat curled in the fetal position in the middle of a white void. It is incredibly small, and the piece is mostly negative space.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 13/09/2026
Birthday gift for @catboycolor.bsky.social !! #forothers
A head shot of Louie, an anthro grey, black, and whife border collie with brown eyes. He is wearing a spiked black collar, a spiked black bracelet, a black tank top, black glasses, and a piercing in his ear. He is smiling and winking at the viewer, holding up a peace sign.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Creamed corn! Critter played a really funny clip from Twin Peaks on Tuesday's stream and then after that the YouTube vod of the stream got taken down. Which was also very funny.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
Do you see creamed corn in this stream? #forothers #fanyart
A doodle of Critter, an orange, yellow, and white calico cat monster, holding creamed corn in its paws.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
GIF version:
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
I animated it btw #otherart m.youtube.com/watch?v=i613...
m.youtube.com
My Analogue Horror Guardian Angel
YouTube video by AmirIsQueer
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
Birthday gift for @snailpurr.bsky.social !! #forothers
A headshot of Michael, a humanoid with golden and white wings in place of ears, tan skin, and brown hair. He is quirking an eyebrow in disbelief.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 06/09/2026
CW eyestrain DIY CBT One must imagine Sisyphus happy... #otherart
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
AAAAAAND ANOTHER BIRTHDAY GIFT FOR @snewbew !! #forothers
A full body of Snew, a white and ginger cat with green eyes. She is sitting down and is wearing an orange scarf.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
BIRTHDAY GIFT FOR @chamochomps.bsky.social !!! #forothers
A full body of Charisse, a fat Black demigirl, gently holding a potted Madonna lily and looking at it fondly. They are wearing animal fang earrings, a nose ring, a graphics tee with a skull and flowers on it, an orange jacket, bicolor orange and white pants, and orange and tan sneakers.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 03/09/2026
Birthday gift for fourleafisland!! #forothers #fanyart
A full body drawing of Critter, an orange, yellow, and white calico cat monster with two tails and green eyes. It is wearing a teal bandanna, and has brush tips on the end of its tails. Its tails are wrapped around it.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
BIRTHDAY GIFT FOR MY BIRTHDAY TWIN @alpinestreet.bsky.social !! #forothers
A full body drawing of an anthro white and blue Goodra wearing a brown shawl. She has a soft smile on her face as she looks over her shoulder and folds her hands.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
THANKIESSSSS!!
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
YAAAY THANK YOU!!
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 01/09/2026
You know what's funnier than 24? 25! #mycharacters
A full body drawing of my cat fursona, Caligo. They are marching with their tail held high and a smile on their face.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 23/08/2026
Yesterday, I twisted my ankle while walking to work, and two complete strangers went out of their way to help me. There is more kindness in this world than we think. #otherart
A black and white furry comic featuring a black cat, a bear, and a dog, depicting an event that happened to me.

Panel 1: The black cat is walking to work. There is a bear on a bicycle in the background.
Label: Walking to work because no one could drive me

Panel 2: The black cat twists their ankle and falls, scraping their knee. The bear in the background notices.
Black Cat: FUCK-
Label 1: Scraped knee
Label 2: Twisted ankle

Panel 3: The bear gets off his bike and checks on the black cat, who is kneeling in a more upright position.
Bear: Are you okay?
Black Cat: I... don't know? It doesn't feel like anything's broken, but it hurts badly. I think I need a ride home.
Bear: Where do you live?
Black Cat: Just down the street. Let me call my work-

Panel 4: The bear flags down a car passing by, and lets the driver inside know what happened. The black cat, still kneeling, calls their workplace to explain what just happened.
Black Cat: I twisted my ankle walking in, so I can't work today... a couple of really nice people are helping me, though, so I'm okay.


Panel 5: The driver, a dog, asks the black cat if they're okay as she drives them home.
Dog: Are you okay, hun?
Black Cat: I think I will be. I'll ice it once I'm home.
Dog: Good.
Black Cat: Thank you so much.

Panel 6: The black cat is lying in bed at home, staring at their feet. They have an ice pack on their left paw, and a bandage on their right leg.
Black Cat: Damn... I got so so so lucky.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
And I've started learning to drive again (though progress is slow). AND most importantly I have actually been expressing myself throughmy art, instead of masking with it. All in all I am doing a little bit better (though that might be because I'm coming out of the summer CPTSD slump but shhhhh).
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 21/08/2026
I have been making progress I think yippee!! I've been talking to my friends and mutuals more and making new friends and making future plans to meet up with old internet friends! I've also been more on top of my chores lately and doing a better job taking care of myself. #mycharacters
A recreation of the Success Baby meme with my fursona, Caligo. The text reads:

Tried to become more like a person
Succeeded
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 16/08/2026
CW: abuse mention, suicide mention Dark humor and emotional amnesia #otherart
A black and white furry comic featuring a black cat.

TEXT: Sometimes, I wonder if others are disturbed by how I joke about traumatic events in my life.

TEXT: In truth, I have complete emotional amnesia; when recalling these things, I feel absolutely nothing. I remember that I did feel bad at the time, but I don't actually feel anything.

BLACK CAT: The cat is recalling when an old friend died, and is saying "I feel nothing about this."

TEXT: So instead I laugh and joke about them to feel something. Or maybe I laugh and joke so I don't cry. I'm not sure. Maybe it's both.

TEXT: Maybe it's also tied to me losing the ability to feel empathy a few years back, though I think that was due to burnout. Regardless, I only really feel anything if it's something directly happening to me right now in this very moment.

BLACK CAT: It is laughing and saying, "My grandma abused me lol XD"TEXT: I don't really know if it's healthy to process things this way, but it's not really having any negative effects as far as I can tell. For example, laughing about my suicide attempt in late 2024 doesn't take away from how serious it was, it just makes me personally feel a bit better about it.

TEXT: I would much rather laugh at my trauma than wallow in misery like I had been for the past god-knows-how-many years.

BLACK CAT: It is shrugging and saying, "Eh... if it works, it works."

TEXT: I even laugh about current events happening to me now, like my dental woes. It makes the whole thing a lot more bearable.

TEXT: I'll never laugh at someone else's struggles though without being invited to do so, that's just cruel. But feel free to laugh with me about mine, I don't mind :)

BLACK CAT: It is saying, "Pls laugh with me it's funny."
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 11/08/2026
Oh yeah I made a silly gift for my friend <3 #forothers
A drawing of my friend's goth hamster fursona, Vermania, staring at the viewer and saying "play toys with me."
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
THANK YOUUUUUU I hope it all goes well 😭
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
Went to the dentist today and I have 3 cavities and 4 impacted wisdom teeth :(( #mycharacters
A silly doodle of my fursona, Caligo, frowning and tearing up while holding a rainbow lollipop and wearing a propeller cap.
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
Welcome! This is a public archive of my artwork. Side Account: @rutabga.bsky.social Pin Up Archive: @eukaryotica.bsky.social Tumblr: amirisqueer.tumblr.com Ko-fi: ko-fi.com/amirisqueer YouTube: www.youtube.com/@AmirIsQueer ToyHouse: toyhou.se/Rutabga
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So-Called Art Archive
Amir, 24, they/he, so-called artist
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
Anyway this has happened to me pretty much my whole life and continues to this day with no end in sight 👍
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Amir 🦠 @amirisqueer.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
It's like passive aggressively using gratitude as a means of silencing complaints and criticism. Instead of actually using gratitude as a way of helping someone to feel better, it's used as a weapon to dismiss them and put them down.
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