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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 11/09/2026

What I normally do while dilating: listen to music or watch anime usually. What I’m doing tonight while dilating: reading about ancient Taoist cunnilingus discourse, apparently? Thanks @maebold.bsky.social.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 10/09/2026

"did I break the bot somehow?" "oh, uh, no, I apparently just turned the server off with my knee, sorry" folks I'm a *great* sysadmin

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 07/09/2026

I'm the Soul Blazer player and metamour-wife in this article and I approved this message~ (Seriously though, Val's writing is always insightful and worth a read and she's put something into words that I've had a hard time expressing myself, it's pretty neat.)

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 04/09/2026

You ever go to a furry hyperpop show and spot your girlfriend’s ex wearing a shirt that says “my fursona is half of my net worth”? Yeah me either, that’d be wild.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 27/08/2026

Can confirm that this game is cozy and chill enough that plans were made to play it *in the hospital* while I was recovering from my envagination. It’s a true gem.

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aquila 🍉 most normal frankenstein enjoyer @belllmonts.bsky.social · 25/08/2026

"kill them with kindness" wrong. dolly parton with the holy moonlight greatsword to the face

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 24/08/2026

*chanting* wife, wife, wife, wife...

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 17/08/2026

It me! Well, it not actually me right now, but it sometimes me. :3

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val (romcom-powered isekai machine) @etcetega.bsky.social · 17/08/2026

finished my kh2 seed for today's archipelago

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 17/08/2026

My metamour has discovered the way to make Kingdom Hearts even more anime: by modding every single form of Sora to a Neptunia character instead. This was in fact as consistently cursed as it sounds.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 29/07/2026

It me! It also wife!

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 18/06/2026

Sometimes you walk into a new to you café and the vibes are immaculate minus the fact that the music is, exclusively, the Cats soundtrack played at a volume that would make conversation impossible.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 15/06/2026

Playing the weekly retroachivements game and I love famous DBZ character uh *squints* Android Number 18 tm

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 15/06/2026

Watched REDLINE (2009) with @durra-gaaz.bsky.social tonight and more movies should operate on the moral equivalent of “‘yes and’ everything” imho

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 12/06/2026

Poly levels: reading your girlfriend’s novel while on a plane flight with your wife flying back from visiting her girlfriend.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 12/06/2026

There's a new MONO album, which, neat, but also this reminded me of when I said at work that I was going to see them that night and our CEO said "I figured you were too young to like post-rock", which is still one of the most "...what?" things that's ever been said to me.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 06/06/2026

Of the many things that I will be thinking about re: the TADC finale, “why did our group of four late-30s early-40s transfemmes raise the average age of the theater crowd by several years” may be chief among them lmao

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 01/06/2026

As the resident demon-cat, I'm reserving a circle of hell *just* for people who upload AI music under an existing artist's name and allow me to get excited for new music only to then be severely disappointed. Straight to Cocytus, do not pass go.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 25/05/2026

Fun fact: outside of England, rocket pops are called arugula pops.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 25/05/2026

One of my partners is visiting from Toronto so naturally we are just sitting on the same couch shitposting on bsky. :3

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 18/05/2026

Apparently I am not merely the kind of animal that will use the phrase "my favorite key change" but also the kind of animal whose favorite key change is in a sixteen minute long chiptune track. Not really escaping a single one of the "wow, you really are just Like That huh" accusations. :3

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 18/05/2026

The existence of Eurovision must imply the existence of Dysrovision, right?

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 11/05/2026

Apparently one of those mornings where I read the French phrase for “exfoliating scrub” off a shampoo bottle (“gommage exfoliant”) and a) want a COE33 translation where they call the gommage The Scrub instead, b) walk around whispering “omelette du gommage” until my wife yells at me to stop

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 10/05/2026

Things that Ammy has to debug in 2026, I guess: someone updates the polycule map due to a couple of breakups and a new relationship and suddenly the entire polycule renders upside-down.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 09/05/2026

my wife's display name being "violent microphone consumption" will jumpscare me *every* time ey interact with anything, I guess

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 09/05/2026

Getting to type "my metamour hasn't gotten a fourth girlfriend yet so she had to post this review of a skeleton isekai" in context is the sort of thing that will never cease making me happy that I keep the company that I do.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 09/05/2026

really enjoyed this jearl jey jilk tea

A picture of a menu item at Gong Cha: "Earl Grey Milk Tea with 3 Js"

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 01/05/2026

I’m in the polycule that made this insane idea polycule-approved uwu

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 28/04/2026

It turns out that the appropriate height of books for me to avoid needing to buy a monitor riser is "however tall every trade paperback of Saga is". Setting a monitor on twelve books isn't a bad idea, right?

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 25/04/2026

Went to this last night with @durra-gaaz.bsky.social; absolutely great night and great sets, I really hope there’s a second one. The exact kind of event the community needed one more of imo.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 25/04/2026

New ways to know the show you’re at has live visuals and also that the show you’re at has good vibes: the VJ types ACAV and has to go back to correct it.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 16/04/2026

The transit engineering “”marvel”” that is the Medford Supercollider jumpscares me every time I have to drive anywhere near this thing lmao

An Apple Maps screenshot of the Medford Supercollider in Medford MA, an incomprehensible tangle of multiple overlapping intersections.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 14/04/2026

TIL, in the process of searching “ammy holiday” for reasons that don’t matter, that I can buy the single most inexplicable holiday sweater that I’ve ever seen on Amazon if I really want to. (I do not.)

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 10/04/2026

I’m sure that I’m going to be extremely normal about this game just like I was about 1000xResist.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 04/04/2026

Free entertainment: making your wife yell at you by saying “the cantina band song is diagetic jizzwailing”

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 31/03/2026

Anyway my wife is explaining the concept of protogens to our new gynecologist how’s your afternoon going

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 31/03/2026

Celebrating TDOV by going to my first-ever gynecologist, wheeeeeeeeeeeeee

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 22/03/2026

I could spend a while trying to refine a very specific energy and never reach the energy that is whatever “the genius pages for bill wurtz songs” serve

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 16/03/2026

At some point I earnestly adopted @makyo.bsky.social's self-description as "a parody of myself" for myself and I feel this no more strongly than in moments where I say things like "this album sounds like if the Keyboard Drumset Fucking Werewolf band wrote math rock" with a straight face.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 13/03/2026

Working on a blog post for the game I just finished and it contains the phrases `sounds like Pedestrian Deposit unleashed a beehive into a room full of snare drums` and `uncomfortably horny psychic robot mind prison FMV murder mystery` just in case there was any doubt that I am still on my bullshit.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 13/03/2026

because I am me, I bought Slay the Spire and am not playing it, instead playing a Japan-exclusive adventure game from 1999 that was lost media until a copy got bought by a random person on 4chan a couple of years ago and which involves at least one FMV robot sex scene in which one participant dies

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 12/03/2026

It’s one small scratch, it can’t possibly be that bad… (Maë was, as ever, great to commission~)

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 09/03/2026

this might be my favorite thing that he's ever released; just 40 minutes of things I either needed to hear now or wished I'd realized earlier in life than I did

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 05/03/2026

Had an impromptu double date of sorts playing the Rabbit and Steel DLC with @durra-gaaz.bsky.social @etcetega.bsky.social and @proxyglitchcat.bsky.social and man what do you mean there are two harder difficulties, we were getting absolutely thrashed lmao

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 03/02/2026

More dates should involve asking a cheesemonger “what’s your most trans cheese?” and watching Ringing Bell (1978). Okay well maybe that isn’t true because I never want to watch Ringing Bell again but

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 29/01/2026

yeah I'm never getting this exact wordle pattern again lmao

A screenshot of the discord wordle app. The first three rows are entirely gray, the fourth row is entirely green.

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Cataraxia @amdusi.as · 26/01/2026

ICE Breaker is this weekend, Spirits is going to crush this, fuck and abolish ICE.

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