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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

youtu.be/lh5R5mOFidU?... I don't think I will get my body to overcome those visceral reactions to being called queer in this lifetime, nor do I have any capacity availble to "woork on it" just so others feel comfy calling me what THEY like instead of what I feel comfortable with

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“Once you were queer you had no right to live, no right to happiness,
and were a fair target for anyone needing to boost their own fragile masculinity.”

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

I feel very weird about this for reasons I will not discuss publicly carryonlikewedidbefore.tumblr.com/post/8288868...

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What did I just say

mulder and scully don’t know what dirt is

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 22/09/2026

sometimes earworms are just gahhhhhhhhhhhh sooooo earwormy. in the worst way. www.youtube.com/watch?v=0lVH...

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Tony Christie - Sweet September 1983 & 2005

YouTube video by fritz51333

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

Earworm! (at least it got me off of nananananananananananananananana...) www.youtube.com/watch?v=4rLr...

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Weil I Net Mog

YouTube video by Fredl Fesl - Topic

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

"but sometimes Americans become self-aware" funniest thing I heard today www.youtube.com/watch?v=BAH0...

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I think this would work better on me actually. Whenever someone tells me "you MUST see THIIIIS!!!" / "you WILL love it!!!" I'd be too skeptical of why the need to be so pushy to enjoy anything so its not worth the hassle to find a way to see it for me.

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

so. fresh neem extract smells a bit like a beef broth, right? but did you know that when _someone_ forgets to use it to the pint where the canister swells up scarily and then same _someone_ decides to "let some air in" (pointing it at me, too!!!) it totally smells like dead animal farts????

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PinkNews @pinknews.bsky.social · 04/09/2026

Finally, proof!

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

somehow I think (hope?) that Jimmy Somerville wouldn't like that.

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 02/09/2026

when the cringing after a conversation (the urge to go "OMG why did you even say that???" at every single thing you remember?) bends you into a pretzel so hard you puke big balls of slime...is that autism-normal or should they go see someone about it?

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 28/08/2026

In honor of that annoying bird that felt the need to try and sing the intro this morning www.youtube.com/watch?v=SNG0...

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Lass mich

YouTube video by Deine Lakaien - Topic

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 26/08/2026

serves my right that I'm now pestered by a fat ugly fly because I threw out that massive spider

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

recognizing that there's variation and welcoming it even would probably help a lot of people no matter where they personally fall on a libid scale? www.youtube.com/watch?v=DUzM...

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5 Truths About Asexuality in Gay Men

YouTube video by Therapy for Gay Men

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 15/08/2026

not so much because of earworm but today I can NOT stop listening to this www.youtube.com/watch?v=3j2C...

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Kila - Bí ann / Leanfaidh mé

YouTube video by borthiegirl

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Nikko @dyadiccalamity.bsky.social · 06/08/2026

I've noticed that any time a trans masc/man tries to speak up about trans issues that we face, we catch blocks from trans fems/women. Y'all, we're just the other side of the same community. We should be working together, donchya think?

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 05/08/2026

Am I weird for disliking when people decide to call me a different name than what I tell them is my name? www.youtube.com/watch?v=WssB...

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One is my name. The other is not.

YouTube video by Mike

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 03/08/2026

what often kills me is the disconnect when someone is so good at straight-acting that even a good portion of non-cishet people believe it when I can only see the scared boy drowning in the river running through their fortified closet.

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 01/08/2026

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Xpo2... I used to LOVE this song. Few decades later, though...I may need to wait a while to love it again

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51st State (2005 Remaster)

YouTube video by New Model Army - Topic

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 30/07/2026

GREAT. now YFOOD makes me crave Bockwurst :D (I haven't _wanted_ processed meat products in YEARS)

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 29/07/2026

can't post today's earworm because I agree with it too much

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

Pity the clip stops before the best sentence of the day www.youtube.com/watch?v=tgjZ... "the evolution of the anus may well have led to the first mass extinction of animal life on earth"

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The ‘New Animal’ That Changed Everything | Evolution | BBC Earth Science

YouTube video by BBC Earth Science

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 28/07/2026

I feel I need to listen to hi so much more so hopefully I can "automate" replies to some extend the way my brain often automates any thing I spent time thinking about even when I don't even agree with what's being said.

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

ugh when a content creator you really liked slides into being a horrible person more and more with each video/day it really sucks to have such a delayed reaction that you can't stop watching until it hurts so much it keeps you awake at night.

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SIOG @siog.bsky.social · 22/07/2026

“I oppose violence” is not allyship. If your jokes and casual talk still treat being gay or trans as lesser (or a joke in itself) , or you defend that behavior, I don’t see you as an ally or real friend. I’m done lowering the bar.

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

at 13:30 (link with timestamp) thinking about cisheteronormativity youtu.be/XlvKXdOJMkA?...

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1962 Australians Were So Interesting!

YouTube video by Ryan Was

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 17/07/2026

it's good that I still can hold back the urge to throw laptops, right? I mean the URGE is strong. my will is just about stronger right now.

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 14/07/2026

just FYI might not be available for the rest of the day because I'll go hide under a duvet (yes, it's 32°C here, but it can't be helped) crying

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

www.youtube.com/watch?v=gY7e... so well spoken on the importance of allies platform matters (unfortunately, also being cis still matters a lot when it comes to which opinion on trans rights should be listened to.)

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Chappell Roan vs. The Transphobes

YouTube video by Jammidodger

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 13/07/2026

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Chappell Roan vs. The Transphobes

YouTube video by Jammidodger

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 12/07/2026

I have very mixed feelings about recent news. When an outspoken opponent of minority rights gets murdered it's always bad news for said minority because no matter what the real reason more haters will feel encouraged to hate more violently.

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amdolliseibua.bsky.social @amdolliseibua.bsky.social · 09/07/2026

www.youtube.com/watch?v=0HrO... "I nearly had manly emotions" Is that how the kids call it these days?

Youtuber OneTopic in too much purple for me with subtitles saying
"I nearly uh had manly emotions at the time. You fell off your chair."
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1 minute, 44 seconds
And I found that out live while I was streaming and I nearly I nearly uh had manly emotions at the time. You fell off your chair.

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