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i wish i could dull my emotions with medicine all day everyday the power of science is amazing

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please dont remember me

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please dont looks atmmemdont think of me anymore

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ahahahahaahahahahahhahahahahaha

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i thibk im gonna do it for real

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pleasepalsenifmindotjlsnoyml

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plewse tell me to kikl myselfe please pass

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diediedeidiedieieidieidieidieidiridiiddiixdidididi

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iwanadiewinnawdiewinaadie im sorey for blocking you I don't want to make thigns worse

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Amber @amberhide.bsky.social · 22/08/2025

please just block me please just leave me please make me suffer i can't do it please im suffering so much im emotionally dependent i will only make you worse please cut me off i will only make your life worse I can't say this to your face because im too much of a coward im sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry

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calm down calm down calm down breath in breathe out, nothing bad is happening so no anxiety attack

Amber @amberhide.bsky.social · 22/08/2025

Cadmium red is the ground beneath Cadmium orange, everything I see Cadmium yellow is the air I breathe Cadmium colors painted inside me

koyorin @koyorin.bsky.social · 22/08/2025

Reposted by Amber

maid mimics // vol. 1

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Amber @amberhide.bsky.social · 20/08/2025

breathe in, and out, she'll never leave me... she said so many times, so i gotta kill this fear, she's different, she's special!

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Amber @amberhide.bsky.social · 20/08/2025

im horrible and an awful girlfriend

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i wanted to tell you something, but I don't want to make you feel guilty

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if she leaves me I'll never put my mask off again

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why do i guilt myself so much, why do i despise myself, honestly... i don't even know anymore

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se eu me encontrasse com a versão adolescente de mim ela me chamaria de doente mental esquerdista travesti de merda :[ a amber jovem era uma canalhaaa

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i want to be treated alreadyyy i want tgerapy

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why do i vent in english? i also write my diary in english... i think i actually feel more comfortable expressing my deepest feelings and thoughts this way. I'm such a colonized bitch :[

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im feeling anxious and unstableee ive been feeling weird ever since yesterday, its why i sleeped so early

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i always miss uu when you have to go to sleep u.u i hate timezones

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bran 👽 @pupnik.moe · 17/08/2025

hey lia... am i being fake too today...? im scared i am... im sorry, I'll try to be better

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i think like open wounds should be tagged obviously but it just makes me feel sad that people like me are treated like a walking TW, that we are trained to be disgusted with and hide something we generally cannot change. it would be nice to see characters where it's simply a part of them

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eu quero ser sua pra sempre

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Amber @amberhide.bsky.social · 17/08/2025

eu amo minha vida eheheh

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ummm awkwardddd.. esquece os posts de baixo

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eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer eu quero morrer

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eu preciso de terapia urgentemente

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Agente @agente.bsky.social · 14/08/2025

i should've just bottled it up, spiraling like this is one of the reasons no one loves me

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Reposted by Amber

QUEM TEM DÓ É PIANO EU ACHO É GRACA HAHAHAHAHAUAHAUGAUAHAUAHAUAHAUAHAUAHAUAHAUAHAUAH

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please hate me like i hate myself its what i deserve