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Amanda Bryana

@amandabryana.bsky.social
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🔞 (They/Them - Nonbinary, Pan, AuDHD, Living that Chronic Illness Life) Writer of m/m erotic romance. Give me my HEA... will settle for HFN if I must. 🌈 🌈 🔞 No Gen AI. Not now. Not ever. Folksy Store: folksy.com/find/shop/OakLeafCrafting

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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 2h
Dragon was the closest I had 🤷 Kyan woke up feeling peaceful and content, holding Cole after their first night together. Cole is having a moment. Before they met, Kyan was his favourite porn star, then he crushed on him for a full year in person. He's allowed a moment😂 #WIPSnips #WritingCommunity
‘I’m sorry. I know I shouldn’t say anything. I don’t want you to doubt me. But the smaller voice is teenage me freaking out because I am in Kyan Quinn’s bed, and how the fuck is that a thing that happened?’

I laughed before I could stop myself, because that was hilarious and adorable. I’d had a ton of those moments younger me wouldn’t have believed, mostly when I was in the US. Being one of those moments for him, was cute as fuck.

‘It doesn’t make me doubt you. I think it’s sweet, and probably unavoidable. To answer teenage you, it happened because Kyan Quinn is utterly obsessed with how cute you are and I am not going to be able to get enough, no matter how many times or how many ways I have you.’

‘Teenage me would not be able to process that. Now me is having trouble too.’

I kissed him, because that seemed like the easiest way to make my point.

‘Cole, I need you to believe me. I don’t do dating very often. I can’t remember the last time I asked someone out. I like you. I am rabidly horny for you. And I want to spend time with you. So, to answer now you’s query, what happens from here is up to you. My plan was to keep you here for a while because I don’t really want you to get dressed, then maybe lunch somewhere. Before you go home, I want to know when I’m seeing you again. An actual plan, nothing vague. I’m not letting you get away.’

‘I like your plan. And there’s no chance of me trying to get away. I like it where I am.’

Cute boy was going to get me in the feelings twenty times a day.

‘I am very glad to hear it.’

‘It was the tattoo that gave me a moment.’ He traced over the head of the dragon as he spoke, and I wanted him again. ‘I woke up and it was staring at me.’

‘It does that.’

‘It’s beautiful. Even more close up. I never thought I’d be close enough to do this.’

‘Baby, I want your hands on me as much as possible. Enough words for now.’
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 6h
Typos are never in the easily replaceable last post of a thread are they 🙄
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 7h
Are you the kind of reader who finds it hard to let go of characters? Good, because so is this author!! 😂
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Zanderwoodz @zanderwoodz.bsky.social · 7h
Cabin in the woodz and chill? 🏕️
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 7h
#AwesomeCharacters My characters are already in a version of the modern world. Some of them have their favourite food places. Kyan found a non-chain burger place not long after he moved into his flat. It's comfort food, hangover food, or a relaxed afternoon or early evening date with Cole. 🧵
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Witch Rosen Art 🔞 @witchrosenart.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
@val0rw1ng.bsky.social recently commissioned me to draw a banner for him! Here are some alt versions and closeups <3 One of my favorite things I've done tbh #digitalart #femboy #erotic #art #character #drawing #lewdart #nsfw #lingerie #collar #choker #design #commission
full body drawing of Val, left has a cute matching set of white and gold lingerie. arm cuffs, collar with a teal heart of aventurine,  garter belt with sheer accents and wings, thong with his bulge very visible, and thigh high stockings. feet are exposed with toes intertwined with each other. right side is nude with a rose wearing a witch hat censoring him.closeup of val with his hands reaching towards the viewer. he has a soft smile and pretty eyes, a similar color to his necklacea medium crop where you can see full abs and tiddies
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Val @val0rw1ng.bsky.social · 13h
Ass on Titan
A side by side photo of Val in an attack on titan scout regiment cosplay. On the left he is posing from the back with his butt on display. On the right he is posing from the front with his abs on display
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 13h
One of the new bracelets on my Folksy shop. folksy.com/find/item/87...
Image is a bracelet displayed on a white plastic hand, against a grey background. Bracelet is made from pink wooden beads and half-coated blue/clear crackle glass beads on jewellery elastic, from Oak Leaf Crafting on Folksy.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 21h
Comparison is a bit of a theme for Kris and Zachariah, namely Zachariah comparing himself and their relationship to Kris and his last Dom. He's smaller, younger, and less experienced than Kris, which is where the insecurity comes from, but it's driving Kris up the wall. #WIPSnips #WritingCommunity
‘I’m glad there are things you get with me you didn’t have with your ex. I still worry there might be things you need I’m not doing as well on though.’
‘Like what?’ We’d had such a nice day, this was irritating.
‘I don’t know. He was more physical, Maybe I should be stricter, or make punishments harsher. Maybe I’m too soft.’
‘Piper seems like a fairly gentle Dom, and you admire him.’
‘I do, and he is. That said, Mickie pushed his buttons when I was over last time, and the speed he hit his knees to beg forgiveness suggests Piper can pull the strict out too. And he was trained with the boys he ended up claiming, so Albie said it was like Tank and Wolf custom built a Dom for them.’
‘That’s awesome. And your training is being geared towards me now, so you’re similar.’
‘I guess. I just wish I was stronger. I’m lifting harder so I can be more forceful, but I’m never going to be able to throw you around. I don’t want that to be a problem eventually.’
‘I can’t believe this is still a thing.’ I let us into the house, and we settled on the sofa for what was feeling like it might be our first argument.
‘Why are you annoyed with me? And watch your tone. I’m your Dom.’
‘Sorry, Sir. I’m not annoyed, just frustrated. I don’t know how else to say I’m happy.’
‘But you were happy with him too and I’m not that kind of Dom. I can’t be.’
‘And that’s ok. More than ok. I like the Dom you are.’
‘Would you like it more if I incorporated more of what he did?’
‘There’s no way for me to answer that. What things? Incorporate how? Replacing what? You’ve just got to stop comparing our relationship to my last one.’
‘But you do. You have to. If you want me to stop it’s because I don’t come off well.’
‘No, it’s because it’s not comparable. Different traditions, different values. I live a completely different role with you.’
‘So I’m not giving you what you need.’
‘Right now, no! I need you to listen, Sir, and you’re not.’
‘The next time you raise your voice to me there will be consequences.’
Fuck.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 16h
#ScribesUnited Got up early for my LGBTQ+ group coffee thing. Caught up with a couple of people so social battery is empty. Walked round town a bit too much. I have lots to do, but no energy and I failed to complete yesterday's to do list, so I guess I'll just see how it goes and hope for the best.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 21h
Feeling personally victimised by the weather today. It's been beautiful sunshine for the last two weeks. First day I go out, 8 degree temperature drop and pissing down 😒 Still nice to be leaving the house.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 21h
Comparison is a bit of a theme for Kris and Zachariah, namely Zachariah comparing himself and their relationship to Kris and his last Dom. He's smaller, younger, and less experienced than Kris, which is where the insecurity comes from, but it's driving Kris up the wall. #WIPSnips #WritingCommunity
‘I’m glad there are things you get with me you didn’t have with your ex. I still worry there might be things you need I’m not doing as well on though.’
‘Like what?’ We’d had such a nice day, this was irritating.
‘I don’t know. He was more physical, Maybe I should be stricter, or make punishments harsher. Maybe I’m too soft.’
‘Piper seems like a fairly gentle Dom, and you admire him.’
‘I do, and he is. That said, Mickie pushed his buttons when I was over last time, and the speed he hit his knees to beg forgiveness suggests Piper can pull the strict out too. And he was trained with the boys he ended up claiming, so Albie said it was like Tank and Wolf custom built a Dom for them.’
‘That’s awesome. And your training is being geared towards me now, so you’re similar.’
‘I guess. I just wish I was stronger. I’m lifting harder so I can be more forceful, but I’m never going to be able to throw you around. I don’t want that to be a problem eventually.’
‘I can’t believe this is still a thing.’ I let us into the house, and we settled on the sofa for what was feeling like it might be our first argument.
‘Why are you annoyed with me? And watch your tone. I’m your Dom.’
‘Sorry, Sir. I’m not annoyed, just frustrated. I don’t know how else to say I’m happy.’
‘But you were happy with him too and I’m not that kind of Dom. I can’t be.’
‘And that’s ok. More than ok. I like the Dom you are.’
‘Would you like it more if I incorporated more of what he did?’
‘There’s no way for me to answer that. What things? Incorporate how? Replacing what? You’ve just got to stop comparing our relationship to my last one.’
‘But you do. You have to. If you want me to stop it’s because I don’t come off well.’
‘No, it’s because it’s not comparable. Different traditions, different values. I live a completely different role with you.’
‘So I’m not giving you what you need.’
‘Right now, no! I need you to listen, Sir, and you’re not.’
‘The next time you raise your voice to me there will be consequences.’
Fuck.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 07/10/2026
#AwesomeCharacters Ooh, interesting. I promise not to do too many today 😂 Tank didn't have a plan at the time they bought The Complex. He just wanted them to build something. When Gigi brought Damon to live with them, then Kit, Kitty, and Benji followed, he started to understand the shape of... 🧵
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Not hating the fact I've had to dig out all those pairs of trousers I'd put away in the hope they'd fit again one day. The hoarding gene came in handy, because about half my others no longer stay up and I can't afford to replace them.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Well, this WIP is more of a mess than I thought it was 😒 On the plus side, once I've cleared the messy bit it might have fewer gaps in it than I originally thought 🎉
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Tricksy Wizard @tricksywizard.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Breakfast boys ACTIVATE.
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Alex Larkspur 💛📚🌻 @applesncinnamon.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Now available! 🪾THE WITCH OF THE WOOD🏚️ 📖Novella 🖤MM Fantasy Romance 💀Breaking a Curse 🪾A Spooky Forest ❤️‍🔥Fast Burn 🏚️A Search for a Witch 😟Nervous x Confident Uni: books2read.com/u/bw6gwP Itch: applesncinnamon.itch.io/the-witch-of... Ko-Fi ko-fi.com/alexlarkspur... Cover by @isthiseva.bsky.social
The cover of The Witch of the Wood by Alex Larkspur. It features two men in a dark and gloomy forest. Milo stands in front, a man with tan skin and short, dark hair. He’s dressed in a cream tunic and a green cloak around his shoulders. He has a bow and arrows. He is clearly afraid as he stares at his left hand. His fingers are blackened due a curse that is spreading across his hand. Another man, Cam, is turned the other way and holding Milo’s right hand. He’s looking over his shoulder and looking at Milo with concern. His clothes are bright, colorful, and patchwork. The gloom of the forest mutes their color. The trees seem to close in around them.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
#ScribesUnited My back is strongly suggesting a quiet day with limited movement. The to do list suggests otherwise. Main jobs for the day are washing up, shower, marketing posts, and words, but some of the words need to come from notes on a journal article. Vacuuming might have to wait though.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
From very early in Wolf and Leo's story, establishing their mentor/protector and mentee dynamic, and building a friendship. Wolf's being very careful to shut down Leo's flirtation, because it's not appropriate. He's having a harder time shutting down himself enjoying it. #WIPSnips #WritingCommunity
I had no idea what mortgage advisors earned, but I was confident he wasn’t taking home anywhere near what I was. The fact treating him felt nice, was incidental and not to be dwelled on.

Pool was fun, for me. He pouted because I beat him three games out of three despite trying to put me off by openly perving at me while I was taking shots. I had to tell him off three times for inappropriate comments. Twice, I caught him looking at me when he thought I couldn’t see, and it appeared he’d genuinely convinced himself he was into me. Bizarre, but he apologised for the inappropriate comments when corrected, and promised he respected the boundaries of the contract.

We ate the most enormous takeaway, sharing curries, naans, poppadum, two types of rice, and so many pickles and sides I lost count. Leo ate like he drank, fast and in large quantities. He ate almost as much as I did, and I had no idea how. Where did it go? He should look like a python after a big meal.

The pride he’d lost at pool was regained while thrashing me at rummy. I swear he’d have stayed up all night but, eventually, I had to sleep or risk a migraine.

‘Right, I’ve got to call it a night. Help yourself to drinks, or food if you can somehow face eating.’

‘Food will not be required before tomorrow, but I might grab a glass of water. I’ve had a nice day, thank you.’

‘Me too.’

‘I know I pushed it a bit at the pub, but I’ve been a really good boy tonight, haven’t I?’

He was fishing. I shouldn’t give him what he was looking for, but it was late and I wanted him to end the night happy.

‘You’ve been a very good boy. And you’re one hell of a rummy player. Night, Leo.’

‘Night, Wolfie.’ As expected, the good boy made him grin like a cheshire cat.

We’d had a fun day, and I enjoyed his company. That was fine because we were becoming friends, which would help with the trust required for me to be a good mentor. What wasn’t fine was my enjoyment of his flattery. I would need to reign that in quickly.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Really hoping I can make progress on closing the early gaps in this WIP (Wolf and Leo). I have this lofty aim of getting all the gaps before they get together closed by the end of the year, but I think there are just slightly too many.
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John Scalzi @scalzi.com · 05/10/2026
This is your occasional reminder that generative "AI" in particular could have been developed on public domain materials and/or licensed and compensated works but the major players intentionally, methodically and systemically chose to steal labor from working creative folks instead
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Black Cat Book Nook @blackcatbooknook.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Would you like to be our friend? We want to be yours!
Black Cat Book Nook Logo on a computer screen graphic with the words, "Say Hi! We want to know our community. If you're an indie author or publishing press (especially if you're queer!). Let us know by replying to this post!
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
#ScribesUnited I got the laundry and washing up done. I managed 3 product descriptions, but haven't listed the bracelets yet. I'll do that just before bed (better site traffic). I'm woefully behind on words, and fighting my brain a lot today, but I've got 3 hours to make it to count.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
Having one of those, trying to say a thing I know I'm not going to end up saying days. I know I need to get it off my chest, but I also know it won't help.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 06/10/2026
#Octember 5th A few of my characters already run a very inclusive pub, so I'm not seeing any issue with adding supernatural services. Everyone welcome, dead or alive... be handy if someone with telekinesis could change the odd barrel now and again.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
#AwesomeCharacters Not much to contribute today. Piper is the closest to an antagonist for both Damon and Max, but he's far more likeable than either. He also can't do much more than glare and growl at Max, because Tank won't let him. Max is very aware the leash won't necessarily work forever.
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Daddy Bear 🔞🐻🔑 @bearturner.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Some of you may know that I’m an artist in my day to day. I’m currently working on a NSFW side project and the most important character is a very sexy, rich, older gentleman named Dadi. Give me some examples of the hottest Daddies in fiction, so I can design the hottest possible character!
Cabin in the woods art Critical role art of teor pridesire The doorman Marvel rivals daredevil
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Val @val0rw1ng.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
Boo 👻
A side by side photo of Val in a ghost costume. On the left is the normal version and on the right he lifts the costume, revealing his bulge and muscles
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Nick Pettigrew @nick-pettigrew.bsky.social · 08/02/2026
I'm convinced AI is our generation's radium - a discovery with genuinely useful applications in specific, controlled circumstances that we stupidly put in everything from kid's toys to toothpaste until we realised the harm far too late where future generations will ask if we were out of our minds.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
#ScribesUnited Monday is laundry day, so the first load is on. I have product descriptions to write, shop admin, washing up, and some WIP notes to collate as well as writing. However, I aggravated my back while sleeping and woke up really anxious, depressed, and in pain, so we'll see how we go.
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G @gpatrick.bsky.social · 02/10/2026
Sums up my feelings. 
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
Piper gets some interesting news, and a little ego boost, while consulting Jim about the possibility of claiming his whole pack. #WIPSnips #WritingCommunity *cut off alt text reads - but I’m here for the insight.’
‘Hey, Jim. Are you looking to be left alone?’
‘Not at all. Come and join me.’
‘Who’s winning?’
‘Conor. But Caleb won the last one. How are you now?’
‘All healed, but my ribs and pelvis still bitch me out if I do too much.’
‘Training going ok?’
‘I love it. And the boys I’m training with.’
‘Tank told me you’re considering taking them all.’
‘I thought he might have. Is he worried?’
‘Not especially. Your training has been the subject of several discussions over the last couple of months. Mostly because you’ve been a guinea pig for a lot of our new class content.’
‘Oh to be a fly on the wall. Or maybe not.’
‘Reports have been overwhelmingly positive. You might have enjoyed the one where Tank and Wolf informed us you’re the hardest working student they’ve ever had. Considering Steel and I were also their students, there was some indignation.’ He was laughing, but I felt weirdly guilty.
‘Did they backtrack?’
‘Nope. They did qualify that they’re better instructors now, and there’s more easily available reading material for you to study, but they stood by it.’
‘Wow. That’s incredible. In all honesty, I’ve never worked this hard on anything. I’ve found so much in it. I’ve found myself in it. And I’ve found five incredible men I can’t imagine not having in my life.’
‘You’re more set on it than considering it, aren’t you?’
‘I am. I’d value your opinion. You’re the only one with more than one sub.’
‘My situation is different. They’re married. They were together before me. But your prospects are a bonded group, so that might work in your favour. May I ask why all five?’
‘Of course. It’s simple. I can’t choose. They’re all amazing. I’ve fallen for all of them, and when I force myself to think about not having every one of them by my side, my throat closes up and I feel like I’m going to throw up. I can’t. It hurts too much.’
‘Good reason. You understand that if this works for you, you’ll never experience another moment of peace and quiet again in your life, right?’
‘I think so,
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DD Ward ..."Interim Pirate Queen" @ddwardiswriting.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I Know What I Want. Chp 2: I Can Always Find You Dahlia walked along Wrecker’s Beach. Rain poured down upon her and the tides rose around her ankles. She looked into the distance and the pebble beach extended to the horizon. Something felt off, but she ... www.patreon.com/posts/171263...
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Dahlia walked along Wrecker’s Beach. Rain poured down upon her and the tides rose around her ankles. She looked into the distance and the pe
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
This is ridiculous, but in my defence I was 5 or 6 at the time. I apparently loved the rest of Kenny Everett's show, but would run up the stairs to hide from 'The Shouty Man'. 😂 youtu.be/wPoOgCSjdl8?...
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KENNY EVERETT: Mr Angry Of Mayfair.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
Looking through potential snippets for next week and it's starting feel like I've shared everything already.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
Wow! Took a two hour nap and it's crickets in here. Where is everyone?
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
#ScribesUnited I think I've hit word count, or just over. I've got some editing to do tonight, so that's good. Hubby took some photos of bracelets for the jewellery shop, and buttons I'm destashing, so I've edited the photos but not written the descriptions yet. I need to do that. Might have a nap.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
#AwesomeCharacters Couple by couple until I decide that's probably more than enough from me? Ok then... Xavier has a flat in a block. Riley is living in a house share he kind of hates. By the end of the book they're looking for a place they can run their business from as well as live in. 🧵
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The Bee Guy @thebeeguy.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
You’ve been seeing very large #bumblebees on the wing for the past while. Why? Okay I’ll tell you why in this quick thread if you promise to #repost as the more people who know that these are queens the more likely that someone will help some out meaning more colonies next year. Deal? 1/15 #bees
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
For once, I'm getting straight into editing photos of new jewellery instead of putting it off. If I can also power through product descriptions later, that would be amazing.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Jim's been with Conor and Caleb about eighteen months and they spend most of their time together in the flat above his shop. The rest of the time he uses it as a quiet office... but that might be about to change. #WIPSnips #WritingCommunity
‘We’d like to live here please, Master. Paying rent and everything. We don’t expect you to keep us.’

‘That’s unexpected. Why, and how would you manage work?’

‘Conor’s work isn’t much further from here than home, and I’m thinking of looking for another job anyway.’

‘I think I need a minute.’ 

‘Ok, Master.’ 

That was a lot to consider with two boys waiting nervously for an answer. Having them living above my work appealed to me. I could see them practically every day, even when we weren’t spending the night together. 

They loved the flat and often talked about how much they liked having everything close by. Other than the fact it was where they saw their Master, I suspected their favourite thing was having no neighbours. But now Caleb had the kitchen and living space kitted out, it had a very comfortable and homely vibe. It was also about twice the size of their current place, so I could see the appeal.

I didn’t like the idea of them paying rent, but we could fix that.

‘Right. If you’re sure that’s what you want, then I would be delighted to have you here. We’ll set a nominal rent, for legality, but I’ll put it in a savings account and it will be savings you can draw on when Caleb picks a new career path, or for any other event requiring some spare money.’

‘We can pay proper rent, Master.’

‘You could, but I dislike the idea. You’ll have a proper contract. You’ll pay the bills. And technically you will be paying rent. Everything will be legal and above board. If I choose to put that money into a savings account for you, that’s entirely my business.’
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
#Octember 4th My lot just heard forest and party, so things are going to get messy... but in a respectful way. Benji will have researched the right offerings for the tree spirits, so hopefully none get offended when slightly drunk men start climbing them - Looking squarely at Leo and Jon here 👀
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Sam @itsmesammy96.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
#SundaySnips - Not sure if this is the only time I used eerie, but it's the only time I remember using it. A couple of hours ago, Carver joined Tank, Wolf, and others to rescue his drugged ex from a scary situation. They've just finished cataloguing his injuries and getting their story straight.
If there was any comeback from this, the three of us would take the rap. I would take anything coming to me, and as much as I could on behalf of Tank and Wolf, because Ash was safe and alive instead of decomposing among those eerie trees.

‘I’m going to get him to drink some water.’

‘Little bits at a time. Not too much. He’ll throw it up.’ Wolf made a good point.

‘Got it.’

Over the next hour, I got an entire glass of water into him, a couple of sips at a time. He tried to smile every time I told him he was a good boy, and he was gradually getting more coherent. Still confused, but more with it.

He was as settled as he was getting for the state he was in. He wouldn’t want me there once he was fully back in the room mentally, and he would mostly sleep until then. The only place I wanted to be was where I could see him. But it was time to tear myself away before he remembered he didn’t talk to me anymore. 

When Tank checked in to see how we were doing, I took that as my cue.

‘I’m going to pee, then I think I should head home.’

‘Carver! Carver, don’t leave me.’

I’d have had to be totally heartless to ignore that level of distress.

‘Or maybe not. Looks like I’m staying. Ash, I still have to pee. I’ll be two minutes.’

‘Don’t leave me.’

‘I’m coming straight back.’

‘Promise.’

‘I promise.’

‘Promise nicer.’

The voice of my sweet demanding brat. I crouched down beside him and waited for him to attempt to focus on me. It still looked like he was trying to figure out which one to look at.

‘Sweetheart, I promise I’ll come straight back. I’m going to pee and get us both some more water and I’ll be right back.’

‘Kay.’

The urge to kiss him on the forehead and tell him how much I loved him, was like a knife in my gut. I used the bathroom time to pull myself together and promise my brain I would process later.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
#ScribesUnited I'm awake, but both the body and brain chose violence today, so that might have been my first error. I have some shop admin to do, product descriptions to write, and a snippet to find for SundaySnips. Hopefully the rest of the day will be split between writing and making jewellery.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I'll see how I get on with collecting next week's snippets, but I'm considering a mental health break from WIPSnips. Interaction seems to be going backwards and I'm not sure why. But this is a mood-fragile time of year and I feel like I'm giving the RSD and imposter syndrome ammunition some days.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Jim's been with Conor and Caleb about eighteen months and they spend most of their time together in the flat above his shop. The rest of the time he uses it as a quiet office... but that might be about to change. #WIPSnips #WritingCommunity
‘We’d like to live here please, Master. Paying rent and everything. We don’t expect you to keep us.’

‘That’s unexpected. Why, and how would you manage work?’

‘Conor’s work isn’t much further from here than home, and I’m thinking of looking for another job anyway.’

‘I think I need a minute.’ 

‘Ok, Master.’ 

That was a lot to consider with two boys waiting nervously for an answer. Having them living above my work appealed to me. I could see them practically every day, even when we weren’t spending the night together. 

They loved the flat and often talked about how much they liked having everything close by. Other than the fact it was where they saw their Master, I suspected their favourite thing was having no neighbours. But now Caleb had the kitchen and living space kitted out, it had a very comfortable and homely vibe. It was also about twice the size of their current place, so I could see the appeal.

I didn’t like the idea of them paying rent, but we could fix that.

‘Right. If you’re sure that’s what you want, then I would be delighted to have you here. We’ll set a nominal rent, for legality, but I’ll put it in a savings account and it will be savings you can draw on when Caleb picks a new career path, or for any other event requiring some spare money.’

‘We can pay proper rent, Master.’

‘You could, but I dislike the idea. You’ll have a proper contract. You’ll pay the bills. And technically you will be paying rent. Everything will be legal and above board. If I choose to put that money into a savings account for you, that’s entirely my business.’
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
I really hope some of the stuff I'll be adding to my jewellery shop over the next week sells. I desperately need to save up for a haircut to get it out of my face. My eyes are so sore from my fringe irritating them.
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Amanda Bryana @amandabryana.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
Solar Opposites has turned out to be excellent for overnight background watching.
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PJC Cahill @pjccahill.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Catch up on this wonderfully torturous dark romance for free! I just want Blair and Nadia to be happyyyyyyy, but the COUNTESS is evil and sexy *angry growling* #booksky
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