iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

planarcadia truly isn't the highlight of the journey to me (even if rewatching sparkle fistfight sparxie still makes me laugh) but i do love seeing other people react to the most divorced couple ever running into each other across the universe

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 28/05/2026

#hsr finally got back on the main quests and i'm so glad i managed to snap this screenshot

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

not to be slightly egocentric but i can do anything and i literally never lose

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 14/05/2026

it's that time of the month again (the time to cause problems on purpose)

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 12/05/2026

#genshin cannot believe for the life of me that lohen is basically my old genshin oc in playable form. what the actual fuck

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 06/05/2026

me, little cath's number one fan: it's okay, all the apollo comics are just her notes from getting to know him 🥹

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 05/05/2026

irl had the GALL to go to my (admittedly thematic) birthday dressed as dazai and give me a phainon-themed brooch. in other news i stabbed him 37 times with a fruit knife

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 03/05/2026

#hsr just saw mortenax blade's ult animation and all i wanna say is that i'm so glad i decided to play this game for the stellaron hunters, man

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

amazing how One (1) day of being on vacation from my job was enough to get me back to writing essays. employment is a shackle sinking my creativity down into the Mariana trench

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

what if you were an intergalactic traveler and bringer of change while i was the manifestation of joy and wild unrepressed fun loving each other from across the stars. and one of us was dead

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 26/03/2026

#hsr all the aeons' portraits in the world's end tavern are simple, pretty much reduced to basic concepts, and contain sarcastic comments, EXCEPT for the trailblaze. ahavili is so real, the laughter is down BAD

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

despair). so, as our group reaches its first year of play, i want to go big. i want to go where none of them would imagine one going. it's time to do something so complex it'll terrify all of them to the end of this character's journey time to make my own arcane writing and magic circle system

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

randomly picked from google for a combat scene, by noticing how the major glyphs in it resembled the symbols for the schools of magic in d&d and analysing their patterns (this was NOT plot-accurate, i was simply a bit bored in combat but having a blast conspiracy-theorizing the table into (+)

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

triton would react to drinking coffee for the first time. our DM now says i'm the player who came in fly-kicking the door with both legs with create lore and even put up a wiki for our campaign (as i'm addicted to note-taking). i even improvised an entire meaning to a magic circle our DM (+)

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

actually tritons. still proud of that improv to this day. from that day on i've been coming up with new stuff for this character, from geopolitical lore such as looking at the name of a cave near her city and using it to explain why the kuo-toa invaded her tribe, to sillier stuff like how a (+)

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

to come up with new information on the spot and work out the details later. so, to the absolute astonishment of our entire table, when the rest of the party wanted to let the kuo-toa live, my triton murdered them, and even dropped some bombshell lore: the "fish" eaten by the kuo-toa were (+)

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

that's when i learned my character had run (or swam, i guess) away from her city not just because of her rite of passage, but also because the fishheads had invaded her homeland. this was, in my humble opinion, the best curveball i could've received, because from then on i also felt comfortable (+)

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

the underwater map with no elevation values, and said my first 'hear me out' of the campaign. so now my character's city is in a coral reef formed at an extinct volcano. we stopped planning there for a while, and in the very next session he threw me some new info, when we met some kuo-toa, and (+)

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

got to writing. we decided where she'd come from, what she knew about the world, and because she's a triton, created a whole underwater map for the previously unplanned oceans of the world. so of course, because he's a geographer and i'm a̶ ̶f̶u̶c̶k̶i̶n̶g̶ ̶n̶e̶r̶d̶ an engineer, i saw some contour lines in (+)

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

an adulthood rite of passage of her tribe, where one leaves the tribe in search of new knowledge they can bring back. which worked pretty well for her introduction in the campaign! but after that first session the DM pulled me aside and said he'd like to develop her backstory a bit more, and we (+)

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

our d&d group took shape at local monthly events roughly between march and june last year, and may was declared the anniversary month. i wasn't sure how into original ideas the DM would be when i put my name forward to play, so i made a simple character: a wizard whose reason for adventuring was (+)

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 02/05/2026

#dnd a long and not fully coherent tale about how giving me creative freedom was the best and worst thing our current DM could've done: an anniversary special

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しわ（shiwa） @shiwa.bsky.social · 01/05/2026

FF14　黙約の塔/幻龍ミドガルズオルム The Keeper of the Lake/Midgardsormr

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

#hsr not shown in picture: all 5-cost characters at 3★ in waiting zone, all cyrene and black swan buffs bought, enemy at 200% HP just for fun because silver wolf gave me the chance and i thought "why not. why shouldnt i"

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 27/04/2026

#hsr we should all kill ourselves

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

not a single dime spent btw. won my 50/50s, got low pity, managed to pull castorice's light cone as well. my wallet is, miraculously, thriving

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 26/04/2026

#hsr i will always succeed because i am insane

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 20/04/2026

are you making him live in his fuckass container house from the mafia days

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

yes it's a picture of odasaku i'm crashing the fuck out

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

irl got tomodachi life and immediately added myphaidei and dazai+his treasured item, "photo of dead husband" in homage to me i couldn't make this shit up if i TRIED

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

i miss writing and storytelling so much and most of all i miss having people to share my writing with so badly. It's to the point where i feel hurt by myself because i've been taking care of my duties instead of doing what i love

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

"tell me you've been taught to repress and deny yourself without telling me you've been taught to repress and deny yourself" where do i even begin

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

how come am i only now realizing i feel ashamed of wanting a relationship where my partner genuinely adores me when that should be like. basic retirement number one for ANYONE

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

"and what do we say when we feel like that?" "-and because the little mouse was in love with the moon, he climbed the tallest tree and made her a bouquet with stars-" "get out of my office"

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

in other news. staying up late was a terrible idea and i can definitely see where at least half of my suicidal impulses were coming from before i finally started treating myself. that one meme about not trusting your thoughts after 9 pm holds doubly true if you get to 3 am still awake

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

yes i'm still as horrendously down bad as ever why do you ask. the oceans could boil over and the earth could be remade in flame and i'd still feel the same way over the things i love

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 19/04/2026

returning from whatever fresh hell i'm going through this time to announce i added the long goodbye to my shopping cart. why is this title everywhere. from asagiri's list of inspirations for bsd to Every Phaidei Fic Ever. do i even KNOW what it is about??? absolutely the fuck not. do i CARE??? guess

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 13/04/2026

i'm pretty sure he was 14 or 15 when he debuted, not even mentioning how young he was when he started training. it's genuinely shocking

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

white hairstraind, showing that the desaturation is spreading even beyond her emanator form) but i see your point, i just find desaturation more on theme for nihility than red

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

the black tide isn't just red though since the color darkens into black (finality) when concentrated idk i see the red mostly as an accent color for nihility with its main color symbolism being shades of grey due to lack of saturation (especially because acheron in her non-emanator form has One™ (+)

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

but also like. if that is elio like people are saying i will genuinely end hoyoverse's entire career elio CANNOT be human he is a CAT i will refuse ANYTHING ELSE

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

"welcome back satoru gojo" WELCOME BACK KAFKA THE QUEEN OF SLAYING PEOPLE AND OUTFITS

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

#hsr half asleep. bored at work. broke and busy. in massive pain from my skin conditions. but god do i love my stellaron hunters, happy fucking version 4.2 to all of us. they're so cool

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

#hsr (so painfully broke i start hallucinating) waow i can't believe star rail released a wallpaper with only emanators

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

#hsr (← just saw the 4.2 banners) MY FUCKING POCKETS, BRO

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

fuli is pink, nanook is gold, ix is the lack of color (or should i say lack of saturation), terminus is black

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 10/04/2026

#hsr one day i'm gonna talk at length about the associations between aeons and their respective colors/symbols, but today is not yet that day

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 09/04/2026

#hsr today in: shit i said for the meme back in 3.2 that turned out to be confirmed by apollo's gift of prophecy

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

sorry i can't be bothered to do star rail shit rn my life is falling apart lmao

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amaerus @amaerus.bsky.social · 08/04/2026

what is bro so smug about

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