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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 18/11/2024

And that is the reveal. Anyway, it's from a fic of mine! Link below.

Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 16/11/2024

Doodle of 🖤 wondering why ❤️ hyung doesn't have any ears. He has though. I'll reveal them for 1 like, LOL. #hamgeung #함긍

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 16/11/2024

No, Para. What is wrong with YOU?

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 15/11/2024

Why are YOU following this account instead of my main one, PARA?

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 15/11/2024

A desk mate. A yapper. Not 🖤’s type at all. It should be annoying, but why does 🖤 find it so endearing? A series of #hamgeung #함긍

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 14/11/2024

Personally one of my favorite pieces of Bamby, LOL.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 14/11/2024

Trying out the line art trick I know but never actually trying it out with #긍놔 #geungnoa.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 14/11/2024

5 Would Do Anything Ticket is very all x 5 biggest big brain from duduks.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 12/11/2024

Thank you for the spam, Para. /gen

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

“I like you, isn’t that enough for you to not worry about anyone else? Am I not enough for you?” Hmin whispered to no one.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Time went by with the guy waiting for Hmin’s response and Hmin watching his blank screen silently. Hmin heard the awkward jammed breath that followed with door’s creaking open and closed.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Neither tears nor everything Hmin had consumed settled calmly in his body. Both were on the edge of leaking out.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

This ritual has been going on for days, weeks, months. The only thing that made Hmin special for him, made Hmin the only one for him, made Hmin different from the others. Now made Hmin feel nauseous.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Somehow, the entire one-way dialogue of that guy made Hmin numb. This was not the first time Hamin ended up as his trash can of emotion, letting him dump everything he had felt to Hmin. Filling full Hmin's emotion with sadness and frustration.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Realizing that Hmin did not reply to him even after minutes, the guy stood up, “I-I’ll just leave, yeah? Thank you for letting me invade your apart, um… See you later?”

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

“I do love her, but maybe I just didn’t sacrifice enough for her, and my other exes. Maybe that is why they broke up with me and left my call hanging. Damn…”

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

“And just this afternoon she jumped at me while I was just stepping outside my house. Saying stuff like I can't be the better boyfriend and things, y’know? Come to think of it, I guess it is my fault…” he sighed.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

“Yesterday, I decided to prioritize our practice and ignore her texts the entire day. Just a day.” Hmin murmured, “Yeah?”

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

That’s stupid. “I know it’s stupid… Sometimes I feel like I’m not myself when loving someone. Silly, isn’t it?” It is silly.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Hmin heard the shuffle behind his head. He continued, “I have tried all the things they asked me for. Skipping our practice, always get myself standby in case they call me to ride them somewhere, or even stop playing LoL just for me to accompany them shopping!”

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

While he was glad that silver guy would run to him whenever he was down, but seeing the lines on that face always brought Hmin’s heart to an itch. “It was easy for me to love,” he started. Hmin tried too hard to control his heartbeat. “Why not with theirs?”

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

The other guy hummed. Hmin couldn’t exactly try to visualize his face. With him still facing Uno-hyung with his back, he just could not confront to whatever expression Uno-hyung was currently showing right now. Not yet.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

“Still a part of my life nonsense, though, right?” “Right.”

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

“What nonsense?” “My life nonsense?” “Your love life nonsense.”

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Hmin prefers the unfaltering speech of God who knows why can’t he be quiet. “Don’t you want to talk about it, hyung?” he asked without turning his head around. “Should I..?” came the answer with a question mark. “Are you not tired, Hminnie? Listening to my bunch of nonsense?”

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Especially this certain person. He may not have been the childhood-been knowing Uno since decades ago-friend like Bmby-hyung, who had been comfortable enough with Uno-hyung to shut the silver off.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Hmin was the type who would rather break the silence himself than stuck in the quietness loop between his own people.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

But the silence was deafening. The intense mood they were in overpowered even the thundering sound effect of the anime he was currently watching on the computer.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

The place’s owner just let him be, it was the best for Hmin to give him space for some time. They could talk anytime later.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Uno did not lie, though. He sat horizontally on the sofa with his head leaning to the side. Not moving, he looked like a dead doll. Sometimes he would lift his hand only to study his own limb.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

“Did Bmby-hyung punch you in the face or something?” He lifted the head to show Hmin the dumbfounded gaze. Hmin’s calculation never went wrong if it was about this guy. His ear actually did catch the chuckle. Uno sighed with a tired smile, “Or something.”

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Eyes scanned the entire appearance of the silver-haired guy. Face pale as a sheet with a red mark that was left on his left cheek. Not mentioning the dry trail under his eyes. Sometimes, acting a fool was the best option to relieve the sourness in his mind.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

“It’s fine,” Hmin went closer to the standing still Uno. “Do you need me to get you anything? There’s no beer, should I buy you some?” “What? No, no! I’m an uninvited guest, you don’t need to… Can I just stay here, for a while? Only on the sofa, I swear, I won’t disturb.”

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Obviously, he did barge in with no permission. That doesn’t mean Hmin wouldn’t let him do so. Truthfully, knowing that going to his place was the man’s first automatic choice to flee is driving him insane. Could they just date already?

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

The said person stopped his track and stared at Hmin awkwardly, “Ah, Hmin? Did I just barge in without permission? I-I’m sorry, I did not realize… I’ll take my leave.”

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Besides, no one else knew his apartment password, except that guy, well, and some other guys. Merely turned his head to the source of the thump while his finger clacked his keyboard’s spacebar. “Hyung?”

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

And just wait until whoever tried to break into his house stepped inside, then swung the bat over their head. But it’s not anyone else. His friends would find this weird, but Hmin knew the steps. He memorized the sounds.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

The loud shut coming from the door didn’t make him flinch, since his ear had already caught some stomps before. If it was anyone else, Hmin would immediately run off the corner of his room and grab a baseball bat his cousin once gave him.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Had been in many relationships that always got him, “It’s fine, we will make up. She’s not wrong, though. Conflict among lovers is normal, we will do fine,” and ended up only kicking him hard in the heart. Let’s just say that he’s stupidly a hopeless romantic.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

Since I like angst, so angst it is. #함긍 #hamgeung 54 thread fic. Angst, hurt no comfort. Emotion Dumpster Cat. Uno-hyung is… How was he supposed to describe him, eh? Uno-hyung is a hopeless romantic.

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

I merely wrote it because I was inspired from CN fic I read AND I DIDN'T KNOW THAT THIS ACTUALLY HAPPENS A LOT IN THEIR DAILY LIFE? They also talked about it in one of their lives, cries...

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Alut @aluternate.bsky.social · 09/11/2024

"That guy..." Bit hard his under lip and clenched his fist near his chest, "That guy is dangerous."

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