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AltoGrizzly

@altogrizzly.bsky.social
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my name is Alto‚ it's a grizzly bear from TAIWAN․ ||fursuit maker||artist?||designer||31||PTSD|| Hope to be friends with everyone․ My English is not very good‚ so please "bear" with me! twitter˸ @Alto_Grizzly Discord˸ alto_grizzly telegram˸ @Alto_Grizzly

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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 04/10/2026
When I nervously try to join my favorite friend, I'm always afraid that it will be their private time and I won't be able to join in. But I still tried to request. He was still there, calling to me and inviting me closer. Like he always remembered my unease and gave me warmth🧡
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 03/10/2026
Finally, all repairs are complete, and it looks brand new.🥰
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 01/10/2026
for @thatdogcoda.bsky.social While everyone was grieving the loss of their beloved friend, you still managed to maintain your weekly community night, even setting aside a area during the gathering for everyone to remember that departed friend. Coda You are truly great and warm-hearted.🧡
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 30/09/2026
Double GREEN BEANNNNNs 💚 Feat. @niicdog.bsky.social
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Life is inherently difficult, but I'm just trying to keep going. The repeated traumas have gradually numbed me, so I don't expect anyone to understand me anymore, because they'll always either leave or get closer to someone else. For me, real life has long since lost its support.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
水灯籠と満月 終わりを迎える晩秋
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 27/09/2026
FISH! *nom*
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 25/09/2026
Happy Mid-Autumn Festival
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
again..... I know your feelings, and I never intended to blame you, but now I need to give myself more time and space, and I also need time to readjust. You will be fine..... Now I don't know whether I should block him...........
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 17/09/2026
Is it close to my sona color?🤔
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
Is anything here in need of repair? I and my wrench need some work.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 14/09/2026
u//w//u
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 12/09/2026
Time to Quest 2 Repair. Unit 3 is ready to be included in the formation.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
I'm sorry for always causing you trouble... You've always noticed when I was struggling, and embraced me with the warmest kindness. Whenever I felt insecure and doubted myself, you reached out and held me tightly. Thank you coda for always giving me warmth. @thatdogcoda.bsky.social
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
I'm tired. Even though I used to be able to join your private times often, now I'm not on the your "team roster", and I might even just be a small fan. This kind of frustration has repeated itself three times today. It's like it's telling me that my efforts are meaningless.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Sometimes, if I were a streamer, if I had full-body tracking, if I were famous, if my English were good enough, I might get more attention instead of being seen as a substitute all the time.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 09/09/2026
Even though we used to play games together often, it seems I'll never be a member of your team, the thought of playing games with friends again is now an unattainable dream. Every time see you playing, it makes me more wary, bec I feel like there's no place for me there anymore.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 07/09/2026
When I saw a reply to my post, it reminded me of over ten years ago when I was in university. A 3D company saw my original paper model work and was interested in inviting me to join them, but because I was a student, the company canceled the offer. At least this source of pride.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 05/09/2026
A nightmare almost dragged me back to harsh reality. It seemed that no matter how hard I tried, I could never truly fit in with others, never truly become one of them. Like endless loneliness and lies, an inescapable shadow and pain.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 04/09/2026
Repair complete.🥰 Battery fluid residue on the circuit board was cleaned. The middle finger button, joystick, and battery compartment were replaced. After several tests, everything is working normally. The fourth picture shows the original condition as shown to me by the client.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 02/09/2026
Two favorite wallpapers🥰 Sometimes I wonder if my computer could also be used for commissions or work. After all, I don't play many games. Unfortunately, I'm not an engineer and can't program, and My spatial reasoning skills are also difficult to apply to 3D modeling.😅
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 31/08/2026
QUEST 8😆
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 30/08/2026
Thank you Coda🧡 @thatdogcoda.bsky.social 🧡 No matter how tired I am, a warm hug is enough. You're always here to comfort me when I'm exhausted. I really want to do something to repay you. You've always been so special, warm, and wonderful. I hope I can be best just like you.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
Happy Birthday Song for my favorite @thatdogcoda.bsky.social 🥰 I always remember you singing "Happy Birthday" to me, and this time I want to respond and wish you a happy birthday in the same way.🧡 Hope you like it.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 24/08/2026
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY FAVORITE CODA🧡 you are always sweet best dog for me always my favorite beloved @thatdogcoda.bsky.social
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
x.com/HMonitor010 Based on the direction and content of its responses, this anonymous account appears to be strongly associated with @thehound13.bsky.social . Especially the phrase "Stop falsifying the story and accept the truth" in the description.
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Hall_Monitor010 (@HMonitor010) on X
Stop falsifying the story and accept the truth.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 22/08/2026
Looks like an anonymous account has shown up here. It has no posts, no followers, and its activity is entirely focused on responding to my posts. Don't seriously think I'm stupid enough to keep letting these little tactics sway the narrative. I've blocked the account now.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
Many people know that I became unstable for a period of time last year due to provocation from others. but I never expected that there would be such disgusting people who would screenshot and spread it.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
Even though I've changed, I still don't know when this situation will end. I also don't know how many more people will ban me because of "them," which is why I've gradually become more silent. Perhaps I will never know what prejudices or misunderstandings some people still hold about me....
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 20/08/2026
Deeply mired in post-traumatic anxiety or even PTSD, would everything be much easier if I jumped....? Or perhaps I'm just forcibly transferring my pain onto others.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 19/08/2026
Happy Qixi Festival.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 18/08/2026
#刃の日
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
It's been a month. Perhaps I've missed a lot. During this time, I've refocused on creating for IRL. It might be a little lonely, but that's not bad. I feel like I've really locked myself in my own world.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 17/08/2026
🥰
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 31/07/2026
Clothing that has remained unchanged for over 10 years I never imagined I'd still be able to wear them now, even though there aren't many occasions left to wear them.😊
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
Okay, let's continue the repair work.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 27/07/2026
Maintenance and Repair Perhaps I'm not a pro, but at least I have the ability.💚
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 22/07/2026
Perhaps one day I will take it and back to real life. but until then, I will still rest here, moving forward with my own steps.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 21/07/2026
This was not easy; the pain of more than 10 years has been lingering in my heart. I don't know where to go or what to do.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 15/07/2026
I know I might be overreacting again, but I have absolutely no recollection of doing anything wrong to him, simply because of their "community decision." I can't stop thinking because, in my eyes, it's utterly disgusting hypocrisy. Ironically, I once considered him a friend.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
Perhaps I didn't get a photo with Coda at Furality..... Although I envy everyone else, I still have a photo that's more memorable than any reshoot. 🧡: @thatdogcoda.bsky.social
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 14/07/2026
I still bought the game, perhaps as a new experience, even though playing it alone can easily become boring.😂
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 12/07/2026
The third Q2 was tested. Upon disassembly and inspection, numerous rusted and faulty components were found on the controller. After a general inspection and replacement of parts, it is now functioning perfectly.❤️
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 10/07/2026
I was abandoned three years ago, that has always been an undeniable fact. 私は3年前に捨てられた。 それは紛れもない事実だ。 三年前我就已經被拋棄了. 一直都是無可否認的事實.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 30/06/2026
sleepy cuddle with My favorite brother Alto💛 @Orion_SpaceDog (Alto Fluff)
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Gamer Wolf @gamerwolf.bsky.social · 16/06/2026
Sharing a few pics from Furality Ultra 2 weeks ago with awesome friends @altogrizzly.bsky.social , @nekozukimon.bsky.social & @traxraptor.bsky.social now that I have a bit of time to be able to share them!
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
Monday syndrome...? No...it's just a relapse of simple anxiety. I feel numb to my surroundings. If only I could be more normal.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 11/06/2026
I always miss you, no matter what.... Just like I told you when we broke up, I've always been here, always..... because I only wish you happiness....
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 01/06/2026
I know I'm not a good person, nor am I good at socializing. Whenever I see people and things from the past, some wounds always ache. Perhaps everyone is already tired of my emotions. Right now, I just want to take more tranquilizers to hide and tell myself not to cause trouble.
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AltoGrizzly @altogrizzly.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
かっけぇ!!!!!!!!!!🤩
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