iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

normally i listen to beartooth on coach journies but i think i want to break that tradition to represent my current self

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 06/10/2026

5 days away from home tomorrow, we love travelling

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 05/10/2026

it's definitely someone cleaning the hallway but his broom bumps into my door and my body thinks I'm about to die and I get a jolt of panic

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 05/10/2026

my body jumps and panics at every single bump or noise I hear. when do we call this ptsd

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 05/10/2026

I love waking up with an anxiety attack it's so fun

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 01/10/2026

im gonna enter shikill myself

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 28/09/2026

I will shut up for two weeks now

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 28/09/2026

I need to recover I need to be fixed I need to be hit with a brick

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 28/09/2026

it's not that I want to die i just don't want to live but I'm not exactly living rn

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 28/09/2026

depression hits pretty hard at 1am huh. the Bad thoughts aren't really leaving my head

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 28/09/2026

my brain hurts my tum hurts

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 27/09/2026

sometimes i feel like apologising to people i hurt in the past, but that's a selfish endeavour and i have to assume I'd just be opening up wounds

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CalzetaSan🇨🇱🔞 @calzetasan.bsky.social · 21/08/2026

Morning Indulgence #cynonari 🔞 (Already complete on Patreon)

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 26/09/2026

I hate this illness I want to live i want to have fun again but instead I lay here and die

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 25/09/2026

just a cold!! it's mostly just making sleep hard 🥺 i go cough cough and sneeze 100 times

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 25/09/2026

im so ill and im so exhausted

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 25/09/2026

recalibrating my account to show me yaoi instead of furries

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 24/09/2026

weird appreciation for how bubbled i am with my own interests and knowledge. seeing new people converse is like reading another language that i have to adapt to

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 24/09/2026

Yeahhhhh let's go reasonable disability accommodation

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 24/09/2026

fumbled :( it's from a song 🥺

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 23/09/2026

I love u shikari pls save me

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 23/09/2026

take me out of my head and maybe I'll survive

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 23/09/2026

Im dying and dying and dying

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 22/09/2026

happy monster fucking monday

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 20/09/2026

One day I will live in a place where I can wear what i want and be who i want

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 19/09/2026

Can't really bring myself to code which is the main sign that something is wrong

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 19/09/2026

I've just lost my spark for life. The gig was really good but then it was over and I'm like Oh back to hating myself

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kit(chen) @alt.bugsaretasty.dev · 19/09/2026

i gotta see a doctor about depression cos oooo the suicidal thoughts are back 🥴

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