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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 09/04/2026

washed away not with tears but with blood fill it with blood and it shall feel this, the way of - #poem

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 08/03/2026

#poem the unescapable bad ending a dream of the happy end stays just that, a dream

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 26/02/2026

“in carnage, i bloom like a flower in the dawn” #poem

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 29/09/2025

shes not real (but maybe one can dream) . #poem

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 31/08/2025

oh right i did this the other day too . x.com/tp_p_pt/stat...

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 28/08/2025

to be bound to the land to be bound to the sea a love never meant to be yet allowed by the gods a hope for the dream a dream for the sea a sea for the lost the lost led by the seaspray . www.youtube.com/watch?v=Oeib...

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 22/08/2025

morning. animenyc today. heres a bag update (the ones ill have). if you see me, do say hi. that is all

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 17/08/2025

mortality, a short story. inspired by my continued loss memory, which doesnt seem to ever stop as the days go on. the dreams continue to come and go, fading away as fast as they appear. (extra below)

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 06/08/2025

what started out as me wanting to speedrun a career for a daily turning into “how many consecutive races can bakushin win?” answer: 17. additional commentary in image ALT total g2+ race win count g2: 4 won g1: 1 won final fan count: 191,208 im now 10 pulls richer #umamusume #bakushin

41 consecutive runs and she didnt break her legs. she did get like 7 skin outbreaks tho

total win %: 69% (nice)

races lost were never placed under 5th. she was able to cut it close on many g2 races (2nd places). most races won later on were bc she had bad mood instead of awful

stat sheet for extra scrutiny. only stat gains were from:
- training before junior debut
- support card events
- inspiration
- other misc events

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 01/08/2025

silence, solace . open.spotify.com/playlist/0kJ... . #poem #poetry

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 12/07/2025

after a very long time with depression, healing comes slowly. there is comfort in melancholy, yet there must be a strive for the others. “so i must ask, what is your choice: emotions that are fleeting and hollow or no emotions?” . #poem #poetry #mentalhealth

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 29/06/2025

unlimited . this one kept tugging at my brain for a while. this soundtrack really is just that good. . youtu.be/4JZ-o3iAJv4?... . #poem #poetry #oppenheimer

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 25/06/2025

some edeleth for national yuri day . x.com/iri_miyu/sta... . #poem #poetry #fe3h

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 24/06/2025

apparently its #makeaterriblecomicday2025 so have this 4koma i made a few months ago. . the excitement of recognizing words of a new language is actually pretty fun

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 23/06/2025

have some sunset pics while i procrastinate . #photography

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 20/06/2025

imposter syndrome (extra thoughts below) . youtu.be/EYq6iAnKeec?... . #porm #poetry

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 19/06/2025

“lets take a break” . youtu.be/gWWEq9-r4rg?... . #poem #poetry

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 18/06/2025

peaceful nights, why i choose to be a night owl. (my entire family shames and hates me for it) . #poem #poetry

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 11/06/2025

let this burden be shared, for that is human. to hold this burden alone, is a road none deserve. . #poem #poetry #mensmentalhealth

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 08/06/2025

slighted emotions . youtu.be/bUnRHfROyHY?... . #poem #poetry

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 07/06/2025

the ol reliable ac . there was a time when i called the ac “air c”. i was a weird kid . #poem #poetry

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 06/06/2025

“this rain, will it ever let me return?” . bgm here: youtu.be/jdaw5lX3-jY?... . #poem #poetry

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 01/06/2025

just a tiny bit schizo (like actually i have auditory hallucinations 💀) . #poem #poetry #mentalhealth

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 25/05/2025

“pressure makes diamonds yes, but it can also turn you into dust.” . recently ive been imploding alot more. ill have to figure out some safety mechanisms . #poem #poetry

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 22/05/2025

for my daughter who never existed. i patiently wait for the day the dreams bring me back there. . #poem #poetry

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 21/05/2025

heres the second one (again, sorry if its hard to read) . #mentalhealth #poem #poetry

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 21/05/2025

one of the #mentalhealth "projects" i was working on a while back. all music by @penguiboss.bsky.social as usual. (sorry if the text gets hard to read) . #poem #poetry

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 21/05/2025

time really flies. i remember watching charlotte 6 years ago. just finished rewatching it and damn TT

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AlphaM00n but insane @alpham00ntalks.bsky.social · 16/05/2025

the suburbs in japan have been the only thing that has let me truly relax. i miss them . you can subscribe to the newsletter now for book updates. i wont email you about anything other than that . #poetry #poem #mentalhealth

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