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Allerae (Jessica)

@allerae.bsky.social
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Account to share/talk about my writing (18+), and my art (sometimes 18+). Main: @flipperfoots.bsky.social She/they MDNI

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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 13/08/2026
The bleach OC stuff has been good for my writing in some ways. I think it’s making me a bit better at being aware of tone, pacing, balancing description vs. action/dialogue, etc. and things like how a thing is introduced to quickly show what a person or thing is like.
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 10/08/2026
Two other people have now read the Sparkle smut I’m still editing (lol) and got turned on by it. Pretty nice feeling to have someone react how you want to something you make
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 07/08/2026
I’ve been distracted with many other things including making a video game just for my girlfriend, making a discord server and doing solo ttrpg stuff with Bleach OCs. I’ve been considering whether I should post the ttrpg journal anywhere but I’m conflicted about it.
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 06/07/2026
So I ended up second guessing the Soi Fon sketches I planned to do after the last one, partially because I missed pride month (one was for pride), but I came up with a new concept I want to do with her. May end up being a fully rendered piece though since I like the concept a lot
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 29/06/2026
Haven’t had a lot of time for creative stuff because I’m trying to prioritize a social life lately but I have been getting back to things a bit.
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 27/06/2026
I’ve been adjusting some of my original stories. They were almost entirely based on what I would think is cute/cool/hot. Im pushing more of my life experience into things and its at least making things feel more me and interesting to me when its not about girls being gay in that moment
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 19/06/2026
I think reflecting on certain idealized archetypes for characters has led me to realize that these idealizations often don’t leave much room for these characters to act with a full range of what a person should be allowed to act like
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
I feel so bad at everything thing creative sometimes so intensely. I wish I had the time to do it all day every day until I felt I was good at things
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
Soi Fon shikai sketch #Bleach #SoiFon
B/W sketch of TYBW design Soi Fon with her hand on her face and a concentrated/angered gaze. Her hand has her Shikai blade on her middle finger, with blood dripping down from it.
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 15/06/2026
finished the first soi fon sketch i planned to do- spent longer than i planned on it (3 hours instead of 1) but still much faster than my previous things (both >10 hours). going to upload in a couple of hours if i don't hate it after not looking at it for a while
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 13/06/2026
Practicing line confidence, particularly for sketches. My 10 min sketches after some line confidence exercises look better than my 1 hour or so sketch for kafka. Going to aim to start my first soi fon sketch tomorrow if I can find a few hours to practice more
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
Have a good amount of things I want to practice after working on that, so I plan for my next 3 drawings to be quick (maybe roughly colored) sketches with practice in between before doing another more detailed rendered thing
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 10/06/2026
Serving Kafka #Kafstel
Kafka from Honkai Star Rail in a dimly lit bar. Stelle's hand from the same game has her hand extending out from the POV onto the bar, where Kafka has her hand placed on top of her's. Kafka is looking at the viewer (Stelle) with a slight smile and her head slightly tilted downward. Her other arm is resting on the bar with her hand coming up near her face, with some of her hair wrapped around her fingers.
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 09/06/2026
I didn’t flip the canvas earlier and had a bunch of things to fix- this sucks. I fixed a couple; I see more but I’m going to ignore them because this is becoming endless
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
None of my planned stories have a loser, docile, pathetic masc lesbian lead. This is terrible. Best I have is a loser pathetic fem lesbian lead I’ll try to come up with something
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
I may finally be done with this thing. I'm going to wait a couple of hours at least - but if i still think it looks fine i'll post it later then
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 08/06/2026
Rendering different parts on different layers is so convenient. I often won’t notice until I’m done with a part that the hue, saturation, or luminosity is off against the rest of the image- but I can just put that in a folder with a correction layer and it’s good now
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
This painting taking so long when I ended up having this mood change is annoying. I’d rather work on fast easy things when I don’t have so much motivation- but I want to finish this thing. Frustratingly rendering the hair and Stelle’s arm will probably take another few hours going by my current pace
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 07/06/2026
I’ve been so depressed the past few days that I’ve made little progress on anything. I forced myself to spend a total of 1 hour on art in the last two days- so that’s too bad
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 05/06/2026
Think I’ll start making art about negative feelings in addition to gay stuff- desire to express the bad parts of my life in some way - past and present. A lot of my stories and art are based on fantasies and desires- which do relate to trauma and mental health things indirectly but don’t center it
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 01/06/2026
I don’t understand why when I’m drawing I sometimes think it’s awful but later think it isn’t that bad and then other times i think it’s okay but later think it’s terrible
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 01/06/2026
I feel like such a bad artist who can’t do anything, ask why am I doing this, etc. etc. when I try making something original and struggle with getting something to look right. It’s easy when practicing and it has issues since I don’t care about the results very much
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 31/05/2026
I’m happy how the art is coming out actually- despite it being taking 2x longer than I’d like it to take. I really want to get back to writing though. Maybe once I finish this I’ll try to focus on that- I’ve been so fixated on drawing this past week
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 30/05/2026
Spent a total of 13 hours on my current drawing rough sketch: 1.5 hours (had no idea what to do with the hands) Initial line art: 6.5 hours (trouble getting shoulders and hands to look right even with multiple references and the rough sketch) Clean line art: 5 hours :(
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 29/05/2026
I’ve been fixated on drawing so much that my writing has barely moved- to be fair I’m plotting my next story still. it’s become so long… it’s 9 planned chapters and the main barrier to the romance hasn’t even been worked past
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 28/05/2026
Disatisfaction with my art has pushed me to push faster toward making a new thing- so I can put up something I like more on here- to feel like I’m less bad. I have the sketch done. Hopefully the steps after go faster than last time. I don’t want these to take 12 hours each
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 26/05/2026
Only started doing art again in the last few weeks after a decade or so (so I'm not too good), but I made this over the weekend (img contains girl bulge)
Digital painting depicting an angry white haired woman. The POV is angled up toward her face positioning the viewer low in front of her thighs. The woman is muscular with defined abs, wearing a sports bra and shorts. She has a prominent bulge in her shorts. Her eyes are glowing blue and she
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 26/05/2026
Going to start posting my art here since I'm trying to make a finished piece a week, and may as well post them even if they somewhat suck. A decent portion of it will be NSFW probably, like my writing
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 17/05/2026
Went from my 2nd to 5th draft today- although my 3rd was the last long one and I didn’t have much left to go when I started last night. I’m glad to see that each pass has gotten faster since i was worried each could be as long as my 2 week 1st-> 2nd draft editing pass
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 12/05/2026
Finished my second draft of the story. Hooray. Unsure if I should expand the epilogue or not- it’s fairly shallow but its purpose is not really to be a full scene so I’m hesitant to add to it when it feels beside the point and like it’d get repetitive since the actions are similar to the main scene
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 11/05/2026
Also it’s >5000 words now which feels a bit exciting to me. That’s the length of smut I feel like I prefer to read in terms of on the shorter end so I’m glad it ended up being about that length. I expect it’ll get a bit longer still as I edit the epilogue and go back over the rest a bit more
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 11/05/2026
I’m surprised such a basic story has taken me so long. it’s mostly 1 long sex scene and somehow it ended up taking this long. I imagine my average scene will be a lot shorter than this, since I won’t care to describe as much
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 05/05/2026
I feel a lot better about my story atm after editing >50% of it. Added a bunch of stuff that I think makes it a lot more appealing to me at least. I guess it makes sense that sex may feel flat until I come back to do detailed descriptions
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 27/04/2026
I’m still editing my story- bleh. It’s going very slowly. It’s fun to do but I feel less confident in the story being what I wanted originally as I go. I haven’t actually read all I wrote in one go yet though because I can’t read long before I want to fix something
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 16/04/2026
I don’t know if I’ll write fanfic for my favorite ships- at least besides as background pairings- since I think my favorites are mostly very popular. At least so far. If I can find things I want to read that are adjacent to what I want I don’t feel a need to write it
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 16/04/2026
I appreciate when sapphics online are somewhat open about their sexuality- in terms of expressing how something turns them on or expressing fantasies or whatever else. I have a lot of residual shame over my sexuality- much much better than when I was younger- but very much present
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 15/04/2026
I’m close to done with the first story I’ll be putting online. It’s the first complete story I’ve written in many years so I’ve learned a lot in the process. I’m currently doing the first editing pass- after a few passes of that and having my gf read it for feedback I’ll be putting it on ao3
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 26/02/2026
Writing is fun and getting easier. It’s too bad it took so many years for me to figure out how to enjoy it
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 24/02/2026
#eulamber in the bedroom ❤️ comm drawn by @zuuzurumon.bsky.social
Eula from Genshin Impact is laying on her stomach on a bed with her (exaggerated) ass and thighs close to the viewer. The bottom part of her outfit is pulled up somewhat to show more of her ass. Amber's hands are reaching up and grabbing her ass from out of frame, showing that it is Amber's POV.

Eula's head is turned to the side with a stoic expression and saying (with a speech bubble) "I hope you are prepared for the consequences of this transgression". 

There is a chibi Amber face in a bubble showing a playful raised eyebrow expression with a sparkle in her eye.
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Allerae (Jessica) @allerae.bsky.social · 07/10/2025
The more I write my story the less I feel like the erotic elements that started as the point matters as much to me. I think it’s good to see that I can care about writing something for other reasons considering that was the starting motivation
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Ryuichi @ryuichikung.bsky.social · 28/05/2025
The pink fox gives a big trophy to her charming pitcher🏆💖 #eimiko
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Ankie 🌸 ⚡️ @ankys.bsky.social · 20/01/2025
🩲🦢 #Acheswan
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Jouhou @01jouhou.bsky.social · 18/01/2025
🐺🍼🦊 #feikong
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Jouhou @01jouhou.bsky.social · 17/04/2025
🦊🐺with lubricant & gauze #feikong
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