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@airendal.bsky.social
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
Won't be eligble for FAFSA until I finish my GED which probably november/december? How do I support myself until then, getting a job will low-k make it impossible to study and do homework
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 16/09/2026
I was filling out the income form for doctors visit and was asking the desk lady what to do if I don't have an address and then I just started crying 😔
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 17/02/2026
girl has been without estrogen for 3 weeks and is hekking ILL with some kind of temporary virus
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 05/02/2026
oh winter, of which do we surrender? by which stories do we live? in the fires lit by your bitter cold to that which we feed may I become ash.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 14/01/2026
Im suffering from extreme and nonstop nightmares that I don't wake up from until they completely shatter my psyche
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 14/01/2026
I'll never see her again, my only friend, the only attachment I have to this world that I'd give anything for, but I will never get what I want so why should I chase it?
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 05/01/2026
When we are supportive, we feel stable. When we are generous, we feel wealthy. When we are compassionate, we feel able to deal with our difficult emotions. When we are motivated beyond ourself, everything suddenly feels possible and like we can achieve our goals.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 03/01/2026
I've been writing a lot of cool stuff lately but idrk what to do with it, I don't really have anyone that cares about what I write.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 30/12/2025
How do you get therapy if you can't afford it but lowk need it to get yourself unstuck
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 17/12/2025
Pinning this again due to my ongoing situation of which I'd prefer to not overshare. Please don't feel pressured to give anything, but it is necessary to swallow my pride and ask gently at this time. ko-fi.com/airendal
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transsexual anarchy CEO 🔆🥦 @bella.meangirls.online · 17/12/2025
CAN I PLEASE GRT ONE SINGLE DONATION TODAY IM ATRUGGLING MY PHYSICAL HEALTH IS DECLINING MY MENTAL HEALTH IS DECLINING I'M ABOUT TO LOSE EVERYTHING
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 17/12/2025
I just want to see her again, what's the point if I can't see her again, I didn't even have the time to say good bye
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 17/12/2025
How much do I have to let go of in this life? why do I not get to have anything? Why is everything I love taken from me? I just want to see my cat again I could do it if it was just her.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 16/12/2025
People talk a lot about shadow work but then when I go do it my shadow is just a massive baby that wants encouragement and doesn't understand why people hurt her. Anyone else experience this?
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 16/12/2025
It is my sincere wish for everyone to find moments of peace where you feel able to meet yourself with tenderness and care, to forgive yourself for all your pain.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 15/12/2025
Does anyone fuck with people w/o any sense of identity whatsoever?
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 15/12/2025
I'm in need of a fake identity, or "mask" as people usually call them, can someone help me?
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 14/12/2025
I want you to be happy, I want you to be safe
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 14/12/2025
Alternatively I get instant karma for my self-doubt and cruelty towards myself (I fell my tailbone on the ice).
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 13/12/2025
I was given views I was not ready for, the seed was planted too young and it's been sprouting uncontrollably since. Now the only way forth is to tend to the tree, give it proper soil, and to purge all the branches constraining me. I know where I must go, but I lack the guidance to succeed.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 13/12/2025
I want you to be happy, I want you to be safe
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 13/12/2025
There is no one around me who shares my views and priorities in life. As such I feel desolate, I don't know what to do. The only me that is liked is the addicted, broken me, as such I feel trapped, I don't know what to do.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 13/12/2025
I am addicted to learning. I have lost my sense of self. I have nothing to give anyone but my virtue. I continue to flow away, lost in cascading rivers of influences. People seek for me, but they find no one. Only when the attention is on you can I keep the illusion alive.
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transsexual anarchy CEO 🔆🥦 @bella.meangirls.online · 11/12/2025
ive been kind of ok for a couple of weeks, but these feelings don't last forever. the future, my future, is very bleak. i don't really think there's anything I can do to get out of this mess that the worst people in the world have put me and the rest of us in. please share & donate.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 10/12/2025
Anyways I am a dork
Picture of me in a dark blue sweater, wearing a blue pearl Mala, in the background a Christmas tree and bookcase.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 10/12/2025
To an extent I feel like I gotta start being so bluntly honest about myself when interacting with people that most are likely to end up seeing me as entirely out of reach, but this is also the only method through which one can be reached to begin with.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 05/12/2025
no job for me I guess, oh well, I tried
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 04/12/2025
Everyone just thinks my name is Ada, mby I should just start going by that😭
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 04/12/2025
She said she'll call back tomorrow if I get 2nd interview
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 04/12/2025
>watch YT video "how to be charismatic even if u r quiet" >I already do all the advice >realize it already works >I'm popular Waddahell ._.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 04/12/2025
Work interview soon, my first one ever at the ripe age of 26 and a half, yay.
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JoJosey (She/Fae) @jojosey.bsky.social · 03/12/2025
I think we're well past the point with like seeing "the world is ending" or "capitalism is destroying life" posts. We all know how bad the problem is. I really want the narrative to shift to "this is how i'm helping myself" or "this is what we can do for each other" Don't let the doom overwhelm you
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 03/12/2025
Either way I've been doing really well lately, I have great community that I feel motivated to contribute to and I just feel such a strong drive and love towards life. Which is why it's so scary that it might all just be taken away from me just cause one person decided to fuck me over big time.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 03/12/2025
The specter of mental illness haunting me is far more scary than living it ever was.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 03/12/2025
Shame is one of the most harmful emotions in the world, whatever you do you must move on from your shame, I've seen too many people ruin their lives and the lives of the people they hold dearest just over shame. Stop torturing yourself and develop some self-respect, please.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 03/12/2025
Unfollowed everyone I didn't instantly recognize, if that included you I'm sorry but it really did have to be instant or it would've never happened
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 03/12/2025
Can someone fix my bluesky for me so that I can actually use it to see what people I like are saying???
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 17/09/2025
where am i supposed to live when i have nowhere to go
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 02/09/2025
The only upwards trend in my life atm is "it's over" particles
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 02/09/2025
I just really can not do it
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 21/08/2025
I feel so dumb thinking I could have friends in the city when the only friend I needed was there all along but now I will never get to see her again
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 01/08/2025
In the entirety of the world, I am alone and will remain as such until I die.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
I miss her so badly
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 30/07/2025
This will probably be my final year, don't expect me around for the next.
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 27/07/2025
I'm just not okay with life anymore
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 25/07/2025
My ear hurts so bad I think I'd be okay with letting it be amputated
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 21/07/2025
The pain is just unimaginable
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 11/07/2025
Nothing will ever make me cry harder than looking out the window of a plane I wasn't supposed to be alone on. How embarrassing...
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loomie @airendal.bsky.social · 11/07/2025
Honestly, more humiliated by the "take off your shoes" during "you dont need to take off your shoes" day than the TSA signature groping session
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