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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 16h

anyway thiss is going to be me for the next couple weeks

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 16h

i look like da guhu emoji rn

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 16h

helluva s3 so far is honestly all i ever wanted, i just truly think any time stolas is involved the writing quality sky rockets. its so good. though, i will say this time around i absolutely adored the loona and milly stuff i was legitimately impressed w the quality of these 3 eps....

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 16h

its been like 6 hours and im still losing my mind over dirty bird

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 21h

im NOT normal after dirty bird

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

The fact that dirty bird is in the first 3 eps somewhere I don’t feel ready

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

Yeah u right. By the end of the day I just try my best to go what would my character do (that is proactive)….

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

I need to like grossly figure out my habit of writing stuff, thinking it’s stupid in the moment, and on purposely making it worse so people don’t see what I originally had… i feel like I’m betraying myself lol

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

😭✌️I’m such an avid believer of it u don’t think it’s worth ur time it’s better to leave. I look fwd to dnd every week, if im not… then something ain’t right

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

Though I think an “idk but I’m gonna think and try this” >>>>> “idk *goes back to being quiet*” by the end of the day. Just gotta find ways to just move things forward

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

Which I hope is way better than doing nothing haha

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

I keep circling back to the dnd thoughts re: playing allowing to let the world Happen at them etc. bc I do that a lot too but it sucks, it’s good to be mindful abt it. There r times where I legit had to go idk what to do :((( at my dm in moments but also pair it wait im thinking real quick!!

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

Rewatching some old head animes like 07 ghost and trinity blood is soooooo good. I love revisiting things that were such a big influence on my childhood self and re experiencing it in an adult lens this time

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

Honestly it’s also just as rude to not have some baseline investment with your other players too let alone the DM. Play w your friends!!! We r all playing toys

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

By the end of the day it’s not that deep, it’s a fun game… treat everyone around u and the person being your personal free jester for entertainment with some dignity and have a baseline of interest

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

I’m like actually so blessed to be in games where people actually roleplay lol. The fact I play with the one or two players here and there that don’t do anything I’m like ??? Do you even like to play

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

DND players also have to understand you have to have a baseline investment and participation or nothings going to happen. If the DM has to buy your 100% participation without u giving anything then it’s like you’re kinda an asshole

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

I’ve recently had a player (who doesn’t participate) telling me 2-3 sesh into campaign they’re not invested in their character and made it my issue. And I’m dumbfounded bc idk why they didn’t make a character they Want to play in the first place

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/10/2026

first 3 episodes of 3rd helluva boss season tomorrow im so fucking scared

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

i need this japan trip to hurry up and come because my moods just been so down in the dumps

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 12/10/2026

dnd doodles..... i havent done anything 2d since artfight lol #ocsky #dnd

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 06/10/2026

Baby bunny in backyard still ok…

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Baby cottontail in our backyard, I was just covering the hole w leaf branches bc it’s being rained on. and to see if mama returns bc my dog spooked her today

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

I have one more Monday of the watch along then it’s season 3 😰

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Watching helluva boss on company time

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 05/10/2026

Embroidered… gonna have to do the second set of eyes by myself I think

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 01/10/2026

I’ve been playing soooo much drifter in deadlock lately and it’s soooo funnnnn

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 30/09/2026

i think i made a massive improvement, hpoefully i can get this embroidered this week and actually make the nui

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

I am going to work on a new nui soon bc all my stolas plushies are kinda fat (said lovingly) so i dont wanna travel with them

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 29/09/2026

demu feel bad abt existing again demu getting art again though so that is cool...

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

Missing the helluva watch along today bc of my all day meeting 🥺😔 guess I’ll rewatch the eps on my own for next week

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Pippin's Mom @demirabbit.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

bunnies can do whatever the FUCK they want

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

I vividly remember getting my first debit card n my parents gave me 60$ to spend at the bookstore n I bought loveless LOL

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

did the formative animes/manga/games. tried to mostly stick to like elementary-highschool type childhood choices, but special shout out to AOT that i watched like a year ago. amazing.

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 24/09/2026

We have left over Diet Coke in the break room fridge LOL I feel like it’s also environment. Bc I could WFH and not fall asleep at desk. Probably like a weird mix of boredom and under stimulation

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Probably … atleast the kind where caffeine don’t affect me / makes me sleepy to some extent LOL…. Maybe I need to take more walks

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Anyone got tips on how to stay awake at a boring desk job that isn’t caffeine or good sleep I get both just find

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

Kinda forget to talk on here….. Have Tokki bunnie

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Lorna mes Rei 🌿 @theesteppenwolf.bsky.social · 17/09/2026

Coen the bisexual king you are . . #art

A digital portrait of Coen of Laslea meant to imitate traditional oil painting. The atmosphere is dark and moody, his left side of the face is well lit while the right is obscured in darkness with his vampire turned eyes remaining revealed

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Guys I think helluva boss season 3 is gonna be peak

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

Always feels so nice trying a new way to model hair and it looks nice I can just never get curves to work in ways I want them so they’re more painful than worth

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

This exchange might actually rewire how I approach my creative stuff again

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

a before, after because the hair like was making me mad bc idk how to do like hair line / "anime hair vents" but i think i figured it out lol

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Dudke | Comms Open! @dudkaart.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

Coen 🥹 The Blood of Dawnwalker fanart bcs I'm hyped [ #art | #fanart ]

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Demu デム @aftokrator.bsky.social · 09/09/2026

dude sometimes i forgot level-5 CEO just straight up admitted 80-90% of their workflow uses genAI then i saw the yokai watch trailer from today its so lame

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❄️Kana Fuyuko❄️ @kanafuyuko.com · 08/09/2026

You can see the difference between previous and current model. Blender was used for the rendering.

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