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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧

@aerilium.bsky.social
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⠀⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀⠀⠀𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝒍𝒂𝒔𝒕 𝑜𝑓 ℎ𝑒𝑟 𝒌𝒊𝒏𝒅. ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ❀ 。• 𝑾𝑬 who are born of the planet. with her we speak. her flesh we shape. • 。 ‧ nsfw. literate. 25+ ( written by isa )

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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
That's a risk you'll have to take.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
You're right. I shouldn't have a reaction at all when other people are involved... It's his choice. If he wants to entertain it then I guess that's the answer I must accept. I really try not to. Most of the time I don't say a word at all. I just feel.. So defeated. Like everything I do is a bad
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Yes, ma'am...
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Maybe tomorrow.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Why are we PAYING to get Cloud laid when he's not ready! Stick to the theory!
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Oh trust me. I have. He keeps seeing Hell with me. But me and Viv. Well... It's more akin to sibling fight than anything else. I know it's hard to understand...
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
( fights a sad chuckle. ) You must be really desperate to admit that. But I know.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
What do you mean it's already been paid for? And of course you can chicken out, Cloud. It's not chickening out, it's caring for what you want. What feels right. ( she swallows hard, eyeing him in turmoil. Not like she wants to put pressure on his head when he's already on the verge of breaking
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
... I should make a joke about how you /do/ fancy me~ But I'm a little down...
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
It's not that simple... I'm not angry he's hot and people notice. I'm angry I've lost him so that I wouldn't lose myself. I can't just get back with him when I know the consequences of doing that right now. I know him... And us. I have to do this. And if I have to lose him, then I will... If it is
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Thank Gaia. I appreciate it.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Sure. I'm listening.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Cloud... ( eyes him softly, unsure what to say.) If that's what you really want... I don't think you should be doing such decisions right now. Or caring for bullies. And you're gonna have plenty of choices and chances in the future... But I can't tell you what to do.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
I mean it's not but thanks.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
It's not like I can turn off my emotions like that, Molly...
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
( huffs but side eyes gently.) That's okay. Just don't share any videos!
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
I know you're protecting Viv and I'm thankful. I just can't control my feelings that well. Just like she can't.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
You know that's why I get a little crazy.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
I shouldn't butt in again.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Cloud! That's all ideas put in your head! No one is laughing at you! You don't need to learn to have control. You need to just be yourself and do things because you feel comfortable and drawn to it and not because you're terrified you have something to prove!
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Why are you even in a rush to try those things? Because it seems like you're just feeling pressured. Like somehow that is something you need to do. But it's not, Cloud. And it doesn't define your value.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
A hooker is NOT the option!
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
I mean that's... Fine... But why would you ask him that... He can't be trusted with such, you look /traumatised/...
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
I don't need to be fucking handled.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Just... Nevermind. I know it's hard on you too.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
No, you won't. Even your Turks think I'm the bad guy. Just a child throwing a tantrum aren't I?
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
What is that supposed to mean?
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Wow. Why did I not think of that before!
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Why are y'all doing that??
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
I don't know anything anymore. And I'm obviously not welcomed. Even you've gotten bolder. And he enjoys it.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Go to your crushes and leave me alone! I'm in the fucking wrong since I left you, right?? What right do I have to be jealous!
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Take him. Since your crush is so much fun but my jealousy is such a big problem.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Foolish, foolish girl. You're the unwanted one in this story, Aerith.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
( rises her chin.) Thanks for your input. I'll make sure to let him find happiness.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
( flinches in place before turning to leave.)
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
... I'm sorry.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
( swallows hard, fighting her tears as she practically starts trembling on the spot. ) You don't know anything about me or us. But it's nice to see how the Turks perceive his relationship. You're right. I'll just sit with my feelings and keep them to myself.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Stop removing accountability from yourself?!
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
You don't fucking care, it's what's clear.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
I lose rights??? So others have all the right to want to jump the man I just left and I have no right to be upset?! I didn't end it because I don't love him anymore!
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
No I get it. My bad.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
You just act that way!
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Oh I guess that makes it fine then! Go immediately jump him in front of me!
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Not really, no. ._. I just don't wanna imagine yall doing.. That.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Do i look like a joke to you??
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Well then. My bad. Go enjoy your crushes.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
( eyes him in utter confusion??) Well it looks like he did with how terrified you look!
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
How do I even put up with this? Am I the insane one to get upset when I'm the one involved with the man??
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
Seems like it is to you.
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𝐀𝐄𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐁𝐎𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐆𝐇.༉‧ @aerilium.bsky.social · 28/09/2026
( stares in shock.) HE KISSED YOU??? 💢💢💢
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