Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Went from gunning down zombies to selling propane. 😔😔😔 010
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Development hell isn’t enough for me. I want to do a hunger games with all pro GenAI weirdos participating in it against their wills. Hell I will even let them use their preferred AI apps, so they can pretend they’re smart at surviving (and get killed after running out of tokens or mid prompt). 020
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 12/10/2026But but they don’t have mega super duper massive earth shattering ultra racks. If a woman can’t get pregnant or doesn’t look like the most caricature depiction of a blow up doll, then they’re ug af pfft. Lol 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 12/10/2026I have an alt as backup and a politics heavy alt. I though I use the political one often, tbh more than my art account lol. I already struggle with just the two tbh. 010
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 12/10/2026*should note the king was a character I had planned in 2015. Aevthyael’s lore is more recent, alongside some stuff involving Olivia. But tbh sexuality doesn’t need defining in a story. I doubt gods play by human understanding of desires and sexuality. 120
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Also the original king is an abuser and harmed one of my characters when she is underage (before being nearly killed by him in a ritual sacrifice, that being Imogen, Aevthyael’s sister). Nephilim are not supposed to have kings and this king betrayed all Nephilim Tho similarities are accidental… lol 120
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 12/10/2026It makes drawing lewd stuff easier since most of my OCs are Nephilim, or at least bi and living in a Nephilim cultural BG. The Northern Elven are very anti gay and also wanted to erase Aevthyael from the earth for simply being “tainted” genetically (both Elven and Messenger/Demon). 120
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Honestly where I based Ellie’s themes around Inanna and Eos, and have Aphrodite in my story, the romance stuff plays heavily into it. Plus James/Ellie curse stuff, lover themes play into it. Technically all the Nephilim are bi, while other groups might be more often straight in lore. 120
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Also somehow my OC Ellie is a man according to many anti-woke types. 😭😭😭 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 12/10/2026But I think being called woke with the username “Samyaza Panoptes” is funny. Samyaza can mean to gaze at or from the heavens (if I recall correctly), and Argos Panoptes has many eyes and never sleeps. So my username is very woke. My story too. I will double down on the woke. 😤 150
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 12/10/2026I wanted to design characters I thought were attractive since I almost never see characters I am into in a lot of media. 120
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 12/10/2026I need to post more lore. Just so y’all know. My story is verified as woke by dorks on Twitter years ago. It is woke because I like small boobs (apparently cannot be attractive to these losers), and also because my main characters were bisexual… my own sexuality. It is based on my own desires. 140
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 12/10/2026No real policy. No real thoughts. It is probably why so many on the right think all leftists are paid actors lol. I wish I was getting paid to be against an ideology I am against by default. 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 12/10/2026I found it so damn funny learning how pissy he is over that. I figured so many of the losers online were bots due to how they genuinely sounded like shitty ChatGPT bots repeating each other. Because they seem to only say rage bait bs. Like intentionally only want to piss off folks only. 100
Reposted by Samyaza PanoptesEnkiko bunny 🎃🐇🔞 @enkikobunny.bsky.social · 12/10/2026Definitely telling that Musky thinks that blowing up a Russian data center is “going too far” Fun fact: Far-Right engagement has tanked since this event. And that kinda says A LOT. Could be correlation sure… could be. But it sure is suspicious. 2308
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 11/10/2026It is going to be a while before I can post images. It takes a while even for text to fully load and upload. 😭 051
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 11/10/2026There is a reason James and Ellie both share the same birthday despite being separate people. (They originally assumed since they share a curse together, that they were a soul split in half) Also almost all the modern Nephilim share the same dad and have no mother… so Virgo has multiple meanings. 010
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 11/10/2026The original myths behind the zodiac play a role for the main characters in the story, while irrelevant for side characters. Tho it is also funny giving Ellie the same sign and b-day as myself. (Same as James… tho that is basically a self insert lmao) 140
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Reposted by Samyaza PanoptesSamyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 05/10/2026I won’t be able to upload anything new for now. No internet, and my “unlimited” service for phone is shit. Unlimited means after 5gb you are lucky if images load at all and your posts take 2 minutes to upload without images in it. 🫠 Won’t have internet for a while probably. 173
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Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 05/10/2026I won’t be able to upload anything new for now. No internet, and my “unlimited” service for phone is shit. Unlimited means after 5gb you are lucky if images load at all and your posts take 2 minutes to upload without images in it. 🫠 Won’t have internet for a while probably. 173
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 04/10/2026The post is blocked, so I don’t know what was the post you were replying to here. 🥲 who should I be unfollowing? 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 01/10/2026I actually try keeping the sprayer parts of those due to them being useful for other stuff too. The batteries are changeable (or I assume you are supposed to change them, since it opens up and other batteries work). 120
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 01/10/2026When I was helping put in the tub for the damaged bathroom, the whole back part of my place outside was covered in them. Tbh I didn’t know they could get this severe. Like previous years I would find maybe 5 at most inside around this time a year, and no others for the most part. But this. Yeah… 😭 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 01/10/2026Actually have that. 🥲 My grandma keeps buying that specific kind every 5 or so months even when I don’t need it lol. I guess it takes a while? So far other stuff stays out, but they get in. 120
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 01/10/2026Also not crushing them when dealing with them. I found catching them with a tissue and taking off yhe glove on my hand (with them in it), and freezing them works better to avoid the allergy issues. 020
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Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 01/10/2026I have killed more in 3 days than I have in 4 or so years in my home. Putting them outside does nothing either. They just manage to come right back it seems. 120
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 01/10/2026*actually have dealt with that many. Also are they immune to most bug poisons? Because the only thing slightly effective on them has been some disinfectant spray for cleaning. I keep counting them and honestly am losing track of the exact numbers after 5 dozen. 🫠 They’re horrible this year. 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 01/10/2026I have had literally 7 dozen stink bugs come into my home this past week. They literally keep coming. Like a zombie hoard. They irritate my allergies. The smell isn’t terrible, but it irritates my allergies to the point of struggling to breathe. My cats keep torturing them too… making it worse. 🥲 260
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 30/09/2026Still going to be waiting longer than desired. Shit costs money, so redoing floors and so on is going to have to wait a bit more. Meaning my room is a no go. 😭 There is a lot still going on mentally as well. Genuinely on the edge more than I would like to admit (tho basically admitting anyway 💀). 051
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Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 29/09/2026quote post with your most "cursed" artwork 🕯️🕯️🕯️ Gay frogs. 072
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Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 26/09/2026Control. Also the PTSD many suffer from out bangs and gun-like noises. Not just vets, but people who have survived shootings. They shouldn’t have to be scared every single year while many act like chucklefucks on inbred meth kicks. 100
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 26/09/2026I also wished we focused on fixing mass shooting problems and make sure those owning guns are not monsters hellbent on harming innocent people. It is WAAAAY too common here. 🫠 But for fireworks. I hate them. They scare people’s animals, and the animals in the wild. Cause fires that can get out of 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 26/09/2026But I hope I never have to shoot people in the future from now. Just don’t want to force violence for the hell of it. We had libertarians from Nee Hampshire asking folks to assassinate democrats on social media. (The official libertarian party actually have already disowned them a while back lmao) 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 26/09/2026I do believe trans people here should get them if they can handle it/are okay with it. Because there is a lot ot bigots who would love harmless lgbt to hurt. I rather wreck their day for the rest of their lives or take them out with me if they want me dead tbh. 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 26/09/2026I kinda hate hunting due to the fact that stray bullets have been known to hit people who were walking by or their homes. Given most of the homes around here are surrounded by trees. 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 26/09/2026The tool is meant to kill and maim. That is the whole point. So shooting near people is fucked up. I don’t mind people doing target practice and all that… in less populated areas and or special zones for it. 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 26/09/2026I have to hear random gunshots all the time. While I am not anti gun, I am anti shooting in places that are populated (unless you’re actually in danger and trying to protect yourself or another). I hate how carelessly people use them. 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 25/09/2026Thing that christians are supposed to do. I know none of my family except for a couple who are hardcore trump and maga train shit. I wish more regular people would wake up to the vile shit happening to all of us. To the evil that wishes to stomp all over everyone to gain profits. Fucking demons man 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 25/09/2026Sadly I don’t think I know any leftists around me. My grandmother is a dem who hates the anti gay and anti trans stuff. She left her church due to them preaching the empathy is a sin and telling people to vote for republicans. She, despite all her faults, does attempt to do the helping others 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 25/09/2026Tbh none of those republicans I am mentioning like trump at all. They view him as scum and harmful to the US. I know my mom would have not be happy with current stuff despite her leanings. 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 25/09/2026It is weird knowing republicans who do preach some lefty views. I think it is because they get told “left is bad” despite having leftist views on some stuff. The media lies about what the left actually thinks. I know right wingers who want medicare for all. It is so weird. 😭 110
Samyaza Panoptes @adonis-nyx.bsky.social · 25/09/2026My mother thought that was an important thing to teach as well. She even made sure I was around different types of people and subcultures of our state. What is fucked up is she was more right wing on some stuff, but would be left wing based on current political views. 110