iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 04/10/2026

without the /pos this would be a standard, everyday message from me, but in this case it's a glowing review of this episode

discord screenshot of part of a bulletpointed list. the only visible text reads, "joe is such a creep /pos"

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 28/04/2026

I am so excited to dig into this absolute bounty by @smolghost.bsky.social! Physical media brings me so much joy. As a guy who used to run them across campus, I was absolutely cackling at the two interdepartmental delivery envelopes, but all the books are GORGEOUS.

6 games by seb pine, spread out over a green blanket. In the back are Curios: Albrecht Manor and Curios: Jasper Park, which are housed in customized interdepartmental delivery envelopes. 5 more traditional zines are laid in front, from left to right: Dwelling, Auspex, Underneath, Venatores, and Belluae. A capybara shaped cat toy and the curve of a cat's tale are also visible.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 16/04/2026

Farewell to my terrible, self-indulgent angel. Got a god-touched makeover twice-over, but retained her horrible heart 💙 Twitch.tv/TheMandii (Art by @/abrildelucia [left] and @/maahri [right])

3/4 body illustration of Revelation, a bald, femme aasimar wearing a blue-grey dress and fur mantle. Her skin is blue-grey and patterned like an aurora borealis. There is a halo of golden light behind her head. Art by Abril de Lucia.

Portrait of Revelation, a bald, femme aasimar with blue-grey skin and a prominent, glowing lightning scar running from her arm to her eye. She is limmed in golden light, and her multiple sets of feathered rings are visible in the background. Art by @ maahri.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 18/03/2026

(cw alcohol) It's wedding time, gamers 💖🥂🐖 twitch.tv/gamemastermonday

A small cocktail glass containing three mini bottles of Malort

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 19/02/2026

I do, in fact, remember colors better than names 😂 dialed.gg

Screenshot of results page of color test. "You ranked 10,727 out of 265,089. 46.86/50. Suspiciously accurate. We're going to need to see your browser history."

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 05/12/2025

Personal Stats! UST was physically published by @plusoneexp.bsky.social, and I got to hear two amazing APs using it (much love to @gamemastermonday.bsky.social and @talesyettold.com)! I also wrote 8 other TTRPGs/supplements, available at adisasterqueer.itch.io, and played SO MUCH PF2e.

Personal Stats.

TTRPGs + Supplements Written: 8.

Hours of Pathfinder Played: >120.

APs Playing UST: 2.

Cats Invading Stream: 2.

This is followed by a screenshot of Alyssa from a stream. A black cat sits inconveniently between them and their mic.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 05/12/2025

Actual Plays I Loved! - A Haunting, Beloved, GMed by @dungeonminister.bsky.social on @numinousprod.bsky.social - Freedman's Summer Sanctuary, GMed by @lusttforlifeex.bsky.social on @transplanarrpg.bsky.social - Ghosts Underground, GMed by @scarydogfriend.bsky.social on Secret Nerd Podcast

Actual Plays I Loved.

A Haunting, Beloved by Numinous Productions -- Absolutely gorgeous Bluebeard’s Bride one-shot that reminded me that hope is a discipline.

Freedman’s Summer Sanctuary by Transplanar RPG -- So much community, humor, and joy jam-packed into a Demigods one-shot.

Ghosts Underground by Secret Nerd Podcast -- Amazing exploration of the structure of a closed community during the apocalypse, wrapped in the guise of a mystery.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 05/12/2025

Games I Want to Play! (Or: 2026 is the year I finally organize a bunch of faggot game sessions) - Girlframe by @anxiousmimicrpgs.bsky.social - Praise the Hawkmoth King by @anagogue.bsky.social - Cain by @orbitaldropkick.bsky.social

Games I Want to Play.

2026: More Faggot Games.

Girlframe by Isabelle Ruebsaat -- Mechs. Government-assigned lesbians. What more could you ask for?

Praise the Hawkmoth King by Sage the Anagogue -- Reading this at the start of the year changed my brain chemistry, and I haven’t stopped thinking about it since.

Cain by Tom Bloom -- Love a game that is extremely explicit about the dehumanization and abuse of power built into “monster agency”
storylines/structures.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 05/12/2025

Here's my #TTRPGSWRAPPED, with so much gratitude to Lexi for the idea!

A photo of Alyssa making a wide-eyed, silly expression. On their shoulder is a tuxedo cat with the same expression. Scribbled hearts float next to their heads. Below this image is the text, "#TTRRPGSWrapped 2025: Games I Loved, Games I Want to Play, Actual Plays I Loved, Personal Stats"

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 04/11/2025

YEAAA Jamon naps so you don't have to

A black cat curled up in a confusing tangle of legs, his sleeping face mostly hidden from the camera. He lays on a brightly colored quilt.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 17/09/2025

🌹 BIPOC Vamp Day Stream this Saturday! 🌹 After 10 grueling days of nonstop filming and speaking to potential partners through a wall, our contestants have done it -- they've fallen in love! And tonight, they'll meet their matches for the first time in the flesh! What could possibly go wrong?

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 07/07/2025

Once an acolyte of the God of Lies, now a penitent trying to save the world. Revelation is so self-indulgent, and she has one of my favorite character designs. (Art by @abrildelucia.bsky.social, who does incredible work.)

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 24/06/2025

Tonight! Things are getting pretty dire for our Wardens...and also there's a giant monster

Screenshot of a discord message sent by Alyssa (me). Text reads, "stop dying of pining before I can kill you with Kaiju!!!!!"

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 02/06/2025

So thrilled to see Ally nominated! I've commissioned Ally a lot for character art, and it's always a joy! (All art by @/cosmicamazon.bsky.social)

Bust of a person with majestic wooden horns draped in vines sprouting from her brow ridge. Her eyes are pure black and insect-like, and her expression is sad.

A broken mirror with an ornate gold frame against green wallpaper. Reflected in the mirror is a snarling elf with disheveled silver hair.

A masked woman with an angry expression, holding a sword above half her face. Reflected in the sword is her from a gentler time.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 20/05/2025

📺 Take the fictional characters quiz & post the first four you know In search of my murderous other half I guess??? openpsychometrics.org/tests/charac...

Kat Stratford from 10 Things I Hate About You.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 08/05/2025

✨ The time is come. Her Star is risen ✨ www.twitch.tv/themandii (art by @/rossydoesdrawings.bsky.social)

Revelation, a deeply majestic Circle of Stars Druid with aurora borealis skin and a grey gown, in full gremlin mode. She is squatting, hands raised, shouting, radiating magic. The artwork looks like a crayon drawing on wrinkled paper.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 08/04/2025

What if I said Margaret Terkel But actually: 🫀 Laeth: ex-aristocrat, ex-cultist, permanent mommy issues 🩸 Red 💋 Youtube (art by @/cosmicamazon.bsky.social)

An ornate gold-framed mirror against a deep green wall. The mirror is shattered, but visible in its reflection is a snarling woman with brown skin and disheveled white curls.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 20/03/2025

No cheating, post the last photo of your pet that you took. (Don’t forget the alt text!) My sweet cuddly boy ♥️ who needs to breathe when you can have 17lbs of cat purring on your chest

Extreme close up of a black cat's face. His eyes are closed and his expression is goofy.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 15/03/2025

A TTRPG! I wrote! Professionally printed and in my covetous little hands!!

Alyssa holding a professionally printed, physical copy of UST in their actual human hands. Their giant smile is mostly hidden behind the zine's cover, which is a soft magenta and peach toned image of two women staring longingly at each other.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 01/03/2025

Search your name on Scryfall and post the first card image! ...you know what, Scryfall? Yes. Yes I did.

Screenshot of scryfall search result page. 0 cards found where the name includes "Alyssa". Scryfall helpfully asks if I meant "Lyssa" instead.

Magic the Gathering Card "Bounty: Lyssa, Sterling Collector". The full card art is a hot brown-skinned woman in a cowboy hat, sitting atop a horse and examining coin from a cute little coin purse.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 25/02/2025

💖 Looking for a bit of queer joy? 💖 The physical edition of UST is available to purchase at Plus One EXP! plusoneexp.com/collections/... 2 Players | 2-3 Hours | No GM | No Prep

Soft, peach and magenta-toned illustration of two women lying on their backs, looking longingly at one another. Text reads "UST: a 2-player TTRPG about oblivious lesbians."

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 19/02/2025

I highly highly recommend commissioning Ally -- the cover below speaks for itself, but also, look at these blorbos Ally has illustrated for me 😍

An ornate, gold-framed mirror against a deep green wall. The mirror is shattered, but reflected in its remnants is the snarling face of a woman with unkempt silver hair.

Bust of a woman with red-brown skin and a magnificent rack of vine-strewn wooden horns growing from her forehead. Her eyes are entirely black, almost bug-like, and seem sad. She appears to have a thin layer of moss growing where hair would be.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 23/01/2025

I'm so excited to announce that UST is the February story game for Plus One Exp's Zine Club! Which means that an updated version of my game (including some absolutely gorgeous art by @/cosmicamazon) will be available in print!!

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 15/01/2025

Jamon technically fits in this box 😂 He and Horchata are both very snuggly bebes

A large black cat with a slight blep, sitting upright in a very small cardboard box.

A black cat and a tuxedo cat snuggled together atop a red and black flannel blanket. The black cat is laying normally. The tuxedo cat is curled up like a shrimp, but in doing so is digging her back legs into the black cat's body. Both wear sleepy expressions of extreme judgement.

Top down view of a tuxedo cat snuggled on the chest of a person in an orange button down, covered in a light purple, fuzzy blanket. Only a front paw and the top of her head are visible.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

📷 Oldest selfie on my phone (without other people) February 2016 -- baby's first short haircut! (Previously always shoulder-length or longer)

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 13/01/2025

If you're seeing this, post a vampire and pass it on! Laeth, who is technically a dhampir. An absolute disaster of a person, which is only tangentially related to this state of being. 🪞 by @/cosmicamazon.bsky.social 💋 by @/abrildelucia.bsky.social

An ornate, gold framed mirror against a dark green wall. The glass of the mirror is shattered from a single point, and reflected in it is the fragmented visage of a snarling person with brown skin and long white hair.

Two women kissing, tenderly and joyfully, against a dark grey and gold background. On the left is a tiefling with vivid pink skin, maroon curls, and glasses. On the right is an elf with brown skin and long, braided with hair.

Both women are smiling into the kiss, and the elf is blushing.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 17/12/2024

Two little guys ushering you through the mines towards nap time

A black cat sleeping on his back on a multicolored quilt. His body is curled up in a way that appears deeply uncomfortable, but he has a little cat smile on his sleeping face.

A tuxedo cat asleep on a Christmas-themed quilt. Her body is folded in half so that she can hold her back legs close to her face. One foot worth of bright pink toe beans are visible.

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 25/11/2024

My favorite podcast genre is “media analysis at least 2x as long as the source material” 😂💖

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alyssa (they/them) @adisasterqueer.bsky.social · 14/11/2024

Love useless lesbians? I have a TTRPG for you! 💖 UST (Unresolved Sapphic Tension) is a short, collaborative, GM-less game for two players. It tells the story of two oblivious lesbians realizing that their romantic feelings for each other are not, in fact, unreciprocated. adisasterqueer.itch.io/ust

A pink-toned photograph of two women lying down opposite each other, wearing expressions of longing. In dark magenta font, the top left reads, "unresolved sapphic tension: a collaborative, two-player ttrpg about oblivious lesbians." The bottom right reads, "by alyssa gabrielle (adisasterqueer)"

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