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I do think I would still be very in love with the game if my main faves didn't exist, or were different, or lacked some traits which makes them very important and personal in my eyes I feel a bit frustrated I mainly just draw these two lately because I genuinely love everything else in there

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 3h

I feel very comfortable having one thing that lives constantly in my mind and that I never get tired of... it's somewhat ironic to get that much comfort from a game with a very tragic and uncomfortable story but idk. The way it gripped me so strongly even day one should be studied

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 3h

Even if I registered at an art school before getting into it,I'm confident drawing so much fanart made me get more interested in improving my skills. Generally even today while I worry about being able to get a job in the domain my other wish to improve in art is being able to do justice to my faves

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 3h

Dysphoria making me feel miserable rn so I'm rambling in order to think about something else. I wonder what I would be doing in life were I not insane about (my game of choice)

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 3h

if one of his ocs is my (self-proclaimed) wife does that make him my father-in-law

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 3h

sometimes I do remember i'm oomfs with creator of my blorbos and while he doesn't see most of my bullshit (I hope) it's very embarrassing. but it's also funny. he knows I'm insane about his work but I wonder to which extent (remembers he saw me crash out about a certain thing two months ago) ah hm

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 4h

(noncon groping warning)

messy doodle of Haku groping Cue's chest from behind. Cue looks like he's going to throw up soon while Haku teases and laughs.
hk: eh, aren't you bigger than me? what a pity...
Unfortunately I'm cruel so I like to imagine him having a somewhat larger bust than her (who is almost borderline flat). Sorry Cue.

disclaimer I don't get off this kind of stuff I just felt sadistic. Or rather, tried to cope by going in the opposite direction from comfort. I don't know man I'll take whatever can distract me from my own dysphoria

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 4h

new icon (for no specific reason) (I don't think I ever changed my ic here since creating this account)

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

The one ever character I completely and utterly fall in love with (to the point of not being able to consider yume others or even feel similar interest in) turns out to be like this bro fuck my life

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

Concept of tguy yearning for lowkey transphobic fictional woman (while not being into detrans or active gender discrimination) shouldn't exist but well. I do

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 09/10/2026

It's probably kinda sad to yume a character who wouldn't respect you much. Or masochistic. And/or proof of self love being way too low (everything here applies to me)

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I think the latter kind goes harder. It's cathartic... personally I slot myself in the third category (writing about character stuck in repression and/or unsatisfactory hell)

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

not r18 but the thought of today was normal drawing of older Cue with some short-sleeved shirt and phallo scar on the arm. gender affirms him with my mind

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 02/10/2026

I need to draw hksc r18 again soon for my sanity (fanpatch throes due to shadowdrop fucked game update are getting to me)

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CI🔞RANE @si0rane.bsky.social · 21/09/2026

and part 3 😊 @royai.bsky.social 's transmasc riza zine is still available you should check it out :)c

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great sage cinapinna 🔞 @cinapi.bsky.social · 28/09/2026

guy who cant quite remember the main heroine's name in sayooshi:

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Katherine Marie @kimikatherine.bsky.social · 27/09/2026

The downside of being particularly picky/specific about your fetish stuff is that sometimes you really just gotta make the fucking thing yourself

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proletkvlt @proletkvlt.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

you're being such an #adjective #noun for #title... your #qualities are so #defined... you're going to be #title's #superlative #example aren't you? #somethingplay

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

the in-between phase... sounds fitting

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 26/09/2026

Makes me wonder which jk year specifically Suzetteちゃん would roleplay as. is she a 1st year kouhai or 3rd year senpai. or average 2nd year in her head

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

(Pointing from very far away) you shall write hksc going at it in order to repent (joking. It sure was an experience to hear you read Bel's and Haku's lines outloud while I did Maya's and Cue's I also need to atone for the sin of making you read all that)

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

I'm honored and glad 😭 yeah. I have to (gender affirm him) often to counter the canon superhell

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great sage cinapinna 🔞 @cinapi.bsky.social · 23/09/2026

(gender affirming you with my mind) (gender affirming you with my mind)

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 03/07/2026

Rare occurrence

(this is T4C het)
Cue and Haku laying down on a bed shortly before intercourse. Cue is wearing a strap-on and sitting between Haku's legs, slowly approaching. He's frowning while blushing hard. She's resting her back and hand on a huge frilled pillow as she watches him mockingly, and raising one of her legs to the side.
hk: Someone sure likes taking his sweet time, huh?
sc: (mumbling) and you're too impatient...

sc on top And with a strap is a never-seen thing before. I think. crazy

Cue and Haku fucking properly. Cue is slightly tearing up while Haku is laughing (probably mocking him about being sappy or saying "this is all you can do?"). Her hair is also not tied up at all anymore, and she grips his shoulder and his neck to pull him deeper

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lacu @plaitmocha.bsky.social · 29/08/2026

difficult

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great sage cinapinna 🔞 @cinapi.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

I would never make Maya sad. Because Maya is an angel, you see. Who would want to make an angel sad? If Maya wants me to be a bug, then I would become a bug. I would do anything for Maya

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 19/09/2026

This is what Maya would have wanted. You don't want to make Maya sad. Do you?

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bran 👽 @pupnik.moe · 27/02/2026

(2/3)

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 16/09/2026

Yes... yes.... splendid. I love how she pretend she didn't ask for it earlier. Really moe face also

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 15/09/2026

I hope she has fun on her adventures (non-sexual)

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NV @navir.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

OC 🌷🌼

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 14/09/2026

the only instance where I wish we could have kept the original line from SP lmao (kicks peeble) but on the other hand I will be able to rest at peace knowing all those incorrectly translated instances where sc refers to himself as a girl in EN will be fixed

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

incredible: by being lazy and copy-pasting a similar line, the awful publisher/translator who normally clearly showcased transphobic bias in the entire script managed to remove a (purposeful) transphobic line -> another mistranslation to add to the pile

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 13/09/2026

I knew about the jp line (58.rpy) since months but it's effectively a 9/11 to me

Haku is refering to Cue as a "little girl" in the latter JP line (after he almost got murdered by Bel but that's a detail)

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

how thoughtful of you... prez's dignity is saved this time

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

may the bad thoughts be sweeped away soon (🫂)

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 12/09/2026

(does vague gestures in the air) shoo shoo

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Katherine Marie @kimikatherine.bsky.social · 10/09/2026

Thinking about how hot it is when a girl's hand grazes your neck in a way to imply that she COULD start choking you but choses to be benevolent and not do so. The way you flinch for just a second, the way her eyes light up and the gentle smile on her face the whole time.

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Q (R18) @academeanor.bsky.social · 08/09/2026

kyaa thank you... I had fun. greyscale is always efficient

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