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HollsinHell

@joinmeinthishell.bsky.social
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It’s still me. Holls. There’s beauty outside control. In this house we love and respect all ships equally. Don’t start no shit, won’t be no shit. ‘89 liner. Whatever pronouns. 18+ Age in bio or I will block. FAN ACCOUNT.

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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 06/10/2026
Linen by Smashthatlikebutton So sweet and soft 😭🥹 I love seeing betas in omegaverse fics that are treated as important and wanted by either an alpha or omega. This was such a feel good fic. #hollsreclist ao3.org/works/31391663
linen by smashthatlikebutton
방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS
19 May 2021
No Archive Warnings Apply, Jung Hoseok | 1-Hope/Park Jimin, Park Jimin (BTS), Jung Hoseok U-Hope, Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alternate Universe
- College/University, Nesting, Scenting, Getting Together, Friends to Lovers, Beta Jung Hoseok, Hope, Omega Park Jimin (BTS), Comfort

It's a nest, Hoseok realises. A nest. Here, in his room. He swallows, spying a tuft of blond hair poking out of a human-sized ball in the centre of the nest. Wrapped in his duvet and what he thinks might be his sweatpants he wore to dance this morning.

"Uh, Jimin?" Hoseok squeaks, setting his iced coffee down on the shelf by the door.

Language: English Words: 2,804 Chapters: 1/1
Comments: 99
Kudos: 1,411 Bookmarks: 207
Hits: 8,997
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 06/10/2026
Gingerbread by actualseokjin This is EXACTLY the kind of flirting and dancing around each other I feel is perfect for 2seok. Seokjin’s turmoil over every little interaction and meltdown over Hobi’s legs is everything to me. #hollsreclist ao3.org/works/28186260
Gingerbread by actualseokjin
20 Dec 2020
방탄소년단 I Bangtan Boys I BTS
No Archive Warnings Apply, Jung Hoseok LJ-Hope/Kim Seokjin | Jin, Kim Seokjin| Jin, Jung Hoseok L-Hope, Kim Namjoon I RM, Alternate Universe - Modern Setting, Roommates Namjin, seokjin is too gay to pick up on signals, the word feet is in this fic 24 times but i swear it's not a foot fetish fic, sometimes things just happen yaknow, Soft, homoerotic gingerbread baking, hobi asks seokjin to help him put on pants, normal bro activities, Friends to Lovers, Fluff 

Seokjin was perfectly content with silently pining after his friend Hoseok for the rest of his life, but the universe- well, Hoseok- seems to have other plans.

Language: English Words: 10,000 Chapters: 1/1
Collections: 1 Comments: 39 Kudos: 323
Bookmarks:
67
Hits: 2,409
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 06/10/2026
Trust In The Weather by Melodiousb LOVED this flavor of arranged marriage- a witch’s obligation to their territory, bonded to the land, the people, and fellow witch. Jimin entering an already existing marriage makes for delicious tension and uncertainty. The magic system is so cool(DANCED MAGIC!!)
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trust in the weather by
17 Aug 2019
melodiousb
방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys. BTS
No Archive Warnings Apply, Kim Namioon | RM/Min Yoongi I Suga/Park Jimin, Kim Namjoon I RM/Min Yoongi I Suga, Minor or Background Relationship(s), Park Jimin (BTS), Min Yoongi | Suga, Kim Namjoon I RM, Bangtan Boys Ensemble, Arranged Marriage, Alternate Universe - Pre-Industrial, unenthusiastic consent, Magic, Witches, Agriculture, Alternate Universe - Witchcraft, Bad Weather, Biphasic Sleep 

Jimin's heartbeat synced to Namjoon and Yoongi's in the seconds after the wedding ritual was complete. He can only tell when he focuses that it's three beats now, instead of one. But it occurs to him, as he's tripping over a root three feet below the surface, that he's still alone. Namjoon and Yoongi did this five years ago. Jimin is five years behind them--more, if you count the time they were engaged--and he always will be. And he's stuck here, and with them, for the rest of his life.

Language: English Words: 70,812 Chapters: 6/6
Comments: 630
Kudos: 3,515
Bookmarks: 1,571
Hits: 48,341
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 06/10/2026
Golden Passage by @bangtanangst.bsky.social I really liked the pack dynamics that worked as the structure for this fic!! Jin being somewhat nomadic through different packs was so interesting. And then of course everything gets really 🔥🔥🔥 after he comes home. #hollsreclist
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golden passage by macabre
13 Jul 2026
방탄소년단 I Bangtan Boys I BTS
No Archive Warnings Apply, Jeon Jungkook/Kim Seokjin Jin, Kim Seokjin Jin, Jeon Jungkook, Jung Hoseok |-Hope, Min Yoongi | Suga, Kim Taehyung IV, Kim Namjoon | RM, Park Jimin (BTS), Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, Alternate Universe - Non-Famous, Wolf Instincts, Wolf Shifters, Omega Kim Seokiin Lin, Alpha Jeon Jungkook, Wolf Pack, Feral Jeon Jungkook, Kim Seokjin Lin-centric, Mating Rituals, Virgin Sacrifice

After the passing of his golden heat, Seokjin cannot avoid becoming something of a sacrifice. Fortunately, he has some say as to who.

Language: English
Words: 6,242 Chapters: 1/1
Comments: 17 Kudos: 294 Bookmarks: 53 Hits:
3,351
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 06/10/2026
In Close Quarters by RedRosie Cute, funny, sexy!! #hollsreclist ao3.org/works/69942276
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In Close Quarters by RedRosie
방탄소년단 I Bangtan Boys I BTS
05 May 2026

No Archive Warnings Apply, Jeon Jungkook/Park Jimin, Jeon Jungkook, Park Jimin (BTS), Canon Compliant, Military, Sexual Tension, Sexting, Wet Dream, so basically Jeongguk is horny and spiralling, as he is in most of my stories, who can blame him, Porn with Plot, they sext in their military dorm and yes there are other people there, Light Angst, Light exhibitionism? Like it's not that Jeongguk wants to be heard by others but he's just so goddamn loud when he comes, Sexual Content, Top Jeon Jungkook, Bottom Park Jimin (BTS), Friends to Lovers

jeongguk finds out it's kind of difficult to get off in the military. he asks jimin for advice and from there it all goes downhill.
or; jeongguk is horny, there are no women, and jimin is really the only pretty thing around

Language: English Words: 36,447 Chapters: 6/6
Comments: 401 Kudos: 4,058
Bookmarks: 841
Hits: 79,296
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 05/10/2026
Are You Afraid of the Dark? Dead Man’s Float I had already been watching the show for awhile when I saw this episode and I almost never watched it again it scared me so bad. I was like 5 lol
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 05/10/2026
When The Waves Crash 🌊 Yoonjin, YG-centric 🌊 E, 111k (7 yrs later and she’s finally complete) 🌊 Coastal au 🌊 The slowest of burns, anxiety, past trauma, hometowns as liminal spaces #hollsfic ao3.org/works/20599517
2x2 moodboard
L-R: white waves crashing on deep blue water, Seokjin posed in front of the ocean, his shirt a light blue to match the sky and the sea, Yoongi sitting in a wooden chair facing the ocean at sunset, a lighthouse on a cliff overlooking the sunrise

Across the middle it says When The Waves Crash by Joinmeinthishell
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 30/09/2026
I’m losing my mind. It’s not the same painting in the fic as he has in his collection but 🤯
Screenshot of SFMOMA’s insta post for Namjoon’s art exhibit showcasing Choi Wook-KyungAn excerpt from my fic-

Each flower is spun between his hands, letting the loose petals fall to the craft paper laid over polished floors before he prunes the end. A slowly dying thing made perfect for display. There's a sense of irony in it.
A Get Well Soon arrangement of flowers that won't last the week. The dying for the dead. People are funny like that, he supposes as he decides which of the common camellia in his bunch are the prettiest.

The bold strokes of Choi Wook-kyung's painting stare out at him, catching his eye, distracting him from his flowers. The Delight of Life. He's vaguely aware of the woman behind him filling her vase with water, the sounds of folding up paper, disposing of cut ends. She's cleaning up her space and Namjoon is lost in a painting with a handful of pea shrub soaking his hand.
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 16/09/2026
I had to know 🌲
Your Birthday Color
(A circle of dark “pine tree” green)
Pine Tree
December 14's Birthday Color
Color Word: Pine
Color Code
#2A4B2A

Steady and enduring through every season like a pine tree. Your patient, long-view growth and sheltering warmth make you a reassuring haven people turn to again and again.
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 15/09/2026
Omg no one comment on anything!!
Screenshot of my stats on ao3- 
Comment Threads: 420
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 12/09/2026
👍
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 12/09/2026
The minimoni of it all
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 12/09/2026
Every Joon is a great Joon but these are my favorites from the shows I got to go to. It’s crazy to think that we wouldn’t have had all this if there hadn’t been a lanky teen to build it upon. Happy bday Joon, you’ve shown me I have reasons I should love myself. 🧵
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 10/07/2026
A selection of notes for said fic lol
Seokjin- [REDACTED], paranoid, [REDACTED] - Dark comedy/folk horror

JK- [REDACTED], yearning, [REDACTED] - Gothic Romance

Tae- [REDACTED], lonely [REDACTED] - Psychological Thriller
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 10/07/2026
Specifically this Jin is the guy I’m torturing in one of my current wips(it’s ok I’m torturing all of them 😎👍)
Seokjin lying on top of white bedding, ne arm curled beneath his head as he looks intensely at the camera. The room looks classic, wooden armoire, decorative table lamp, all warm colors and wood contrasting with Seokjin’s dark hair and clothes.
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 09/07/2026
I also just read this fic yesterday and it was so sweet and soft. Jin and Yoongi’s dynamic had me hooked(pun intended) immediately, and then Jimin lives up to all the good and calm that Jin has described to Yoongi. This fic is about healing hidden behind a silly fun concept #hollsreclist
The More Sweater Paws to Hold You
With 
lunarteaspoon, SunbaeScout

Summary:
Oh yeahhhhh. Did you need a little tentacle love in your fanfic today?
**Slaps hood** This little yoonmin joyride's got almost everything: knitting montages, tentacle sweater paws, a cat who respects no one, a cupcake bakery, and fisherman Kim Seokjin. You know what it doesn't have? You'll have to read and find out. So buckle up, buttercup. This one is Rated T for Tender.

Notes:
For lunarteaspoon.

Please use all of your suspension of disbelief on Jeju Island being a cool enough place to want so many knitted items. Thanks! 4+Rating:
Teen And Up Audiences
Archive Warning:
No Archive Warnings Apply
Category:
M/M
Fandom:
SEE Bangtan Boys | BTS
Relationship:
Min Yoongi Suga/Park Jimin
Characters:
Min Yoongi Suga, Park Jimin (BTS), Kim Seokjin|Jin, Kim Namjoon | RM (mentioned),
Blobfish (Cat)
Additional Tags:
Fluff, Domestic Fluff, Humor, Crack Treated Seriously, Alternate Universe - Fantasy, Alternate Universe - Bakery, Found Family, Hurt/Comfort, Touch-Starved, Tentacles, Tentacle Monster Yoongi, But Like Wholesome Tentacles,
Sweater Paws, Tentacle Sweater Paws, Knitting, So much Knitting, Cupcakes, Stray Cat Adoption, Jeju Island, Baker Park Jimin, Fisherman Kim Seokjin, Immortal Min Yoongi, Creature Fic, Monster Boyfriend, soft Min Yoongi, Yoongi Has Eight Tentacles And Uses Them For Knitting, Tooth-Rotting Fluff, They Buy A Cottage, Happy Ending 

Language:
English
Collections:
The Jeju Island Senior Knitting Circle's Sea Shanty Sampler
Stats:
Published: 2025-12-07 Words: 6,571 Chapters: 1/1
Comments: 97 Kudos: 238 Bookmarks: 75
Hits: 7,549
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 09/07/2026
She’s too cute and she knows it. She uses it to get away with crimes.
Cypher Particus III sprawled across my entire torso, leggies crossed and ears back, neck nearly gone in her furCypher sitting on one of those massive poofs, toasting in the sun
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 08/07/2026
Oh no her arch nemesis weed wacker is here and now she’s so mad at me. I’ve betrayed her.
A crazy pov through the food bowl latch of a cat carrier with my cat fully turned away to the back of the carrier as far away from me as she can get. Usually she has her face fully pressed against the plastic for pets while we wait.
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 08/07/2026
Gotta take my fur child Cypher for her shots here soon. She does really well and loves people so the vets are obsessed with her, but I’m a wreck the whole time. She’s too cute to trick into getting in the carrier.
A grey tabby cat sleeping in loaf formation against my roommate’s heating pad and pillow. A Chimmy sleep mask is in the foreground next to the remote.
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 26/06/2026
I don’t think allways_always has a bsky, but I just finished this fic yesterday and it was so good. So much of my own nostalgia and history wrapped up in this story. It’s funny and sweet and was such a healing read for me(after a little heartbreak) #hollsreclist ao3.org/works/48383110
So Many Different Places to Call Home 

allways_always

Summary:
After Yoongi's mother has a health scare, he returns home to pack up his family home. He had no idea packing up his belongings also meant unpacking his past.
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Two songs for some era-inspiration
The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shot(this is a link)
You Are a Tourist(this is a link)Rating: Explicit

Archive Warning:
Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Category: M/M
Fandom: 방탄소년단/ Bangtan Boys I BTS
Relationship: Kim Seokjin | Jin/Min Yoongi | Suga
Characters:
Kim Seokjin | Jin, Min Yoongi | Suga,
Kim Namjoon | RM, Jeon Jungkook, Kim Seokjin | Jin's Parents, Min Yoongi | Suga's Parents
Additional Tags:
Eventual Smut, Eventual Happy Ending, Angst with a Happy Ending, Angst and Feels, Flashbacks, High School, College, Aged-Up Character(s), Coming of Age, Coming Out, Internalized Homophobia, Heartbreak, Friends to Lovers, Nostalgia, 2000s, the author is an elder millennial working through some shit okay, Hand Jobs, Blow Jobs, Anal Sex, Making Out
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 25/06/2026
I wrote this line probably two years ago and I’m glad it’s finally getting some use in this fic lol 🌊 #wipwednesday
In italics to signal text messages:

Skip work and come hang out

On the boat

I'm bored Yoongichi

I have soju

(This line is highlighted) Between the stars and the sea l am so insignificant

I wantmcdonals fries why donwe hav amcdonald here??? trvesty

What f you didnt
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 25/06/2026
I lost my Tata keychain a couple weeks ago and I was hoping I’d find it eventually but I think it’s for real gone. Unfortunately I bought it at a cupsleeve and I can’t for the life of me remember the name of the store/artist. if anyone happens to recognize the style, please let me know 😭😭😭
A mostly clear acrylic keychain of Tata being beamed up by a ufo in a simple cartoon style
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 20/05/2026
Kicking my fucking ass man
A picture of my pointe shoes, cheater tights(basically short stockings), toe pads and toe spacers. I just picked pointe back up after 20 years and I’m breaking in new shoes in a situation that’s like the most painful version of “it’s just like riding a bike”
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 18/05/2026
7 years ago today I saw BTS for the first time 🥹 that concert changed my life
Screenshot from Concert Archives-

BTS
Love Yourself: Speak Yourself World Tour
• May 18, 2019
• MetLife Stadium, East Rutherford, New Jersey, United States

• Videos
• Photos
• Setlists
Picture of my VIP Soundcheck lanyard from LYSYPicture from the show, mostly of lights and confetti and the crowd looking around in awe/with smiles on their faces, trying to also capture the moment
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 26/04/2026
I don’t think jvante is over here but I just devoured this fic a few days ago. Jvante is an author I’ve been reading basically since day one and I have missed greatly so I was over the moon when I got the notif. This fic is hot and funny and just so good. #hollsreclist
Rating:Explicit
Archive Warning:
No Archive Warnings Apply
Category:M/M
Fandom:방탄소년단. Bangtan BOyS I BTS
Relationship:Jeon Jungkook/Kim Seokjin | Jin
Characters:Jeon Jungkook, Kim Seokjin| Jin, Min Yoongi | Suga, Bangtan Boys | BTS Ensemble
Additional Tags: Soloist Jeon Jungkook, Producer Min Yoongi Suga, side min - Freeform, side namseok, Soloist Park
Jimin (BTS), Explicit Sexual Content, Blowjobs, Anal Fingering, Riding, Bottom Jeon Jungkook, Top Kim Seokjin| Jin, Mild Hurt/Comfort, Friends With Benefits, Friends With Benefits to Lovers, Casual Sex, side taegimin, group ksi kni kth, Everyone loves Jungkook
Language: English
Stats:
Published: 2026-04-03 Words: 33,702 Chapters:
1/1 Comments: 48 Kudos: 254
Bookmarks: 58
Hits: 2,947For Your Consideration
jvante

Summary:
Jeongguk is looking for something he can't forget. Seokjin is looking for something he'll always remember.

or; in the middle of his world tour, overworked soloist jeon jeongguk meets kim seokjin and convinces himself he can handle a little casual sex without catching feelings.


Notes:
so uh. long time no see huh

I've had arirang on repeat and yes, jeongguk's whiny line in FYA wouldn't leave my mind. I tried to get the title to relate to that but it didn't quite work out. don't ask where the inspiration for this hit (it's embarrassing) but I immediately wrote about 20k words in 4 days and forced myself not to lose that momentum.

I really have no excuses for this little disappearance. bts' forced hiatus kinda lined up with a really bad point in my life and a really nasty bout of writer's block that I'm still working through so I'm actually very proud of myself for finishing this in 8 days.
[screenshot cuts off the rest of the note]
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 26/04/2026
Me and Yoongi taking pictures of rigging set ups at concerts
Screenshot of Yoongi’s insta post of the light rigging for their concert. You can see the bright blue sky behind/between all of the straight black lines of metal and lighting equipment. It’s very a symmetrical and aesthetically pleasing shot.A photo I took at the last NIN concert of the ceiling of the venue with cross sections of metal and rigging for sound proofing all lit in red, creating this creepy “floating doors” illusion
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 19/04/2026
Movie time 🍿
A plastic witches cauldron filled with popcorn and spicy nacho Doritos
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 18/04/2026
Not it starting to hail mid-video 😅
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 13/04/2026
My office is in constant flux- moving things, making things, buying stuff lol but I think I’m happy with this shelf. I finally figured out cute ways to display (some)concert stuff and cupsleeves(need to fix those since they keep sliding). Looking forward to making more after this tour 🥹
A picture ledge with three frames(two horizontal and one vertical). On the left is a sort of collage of stuff from the Hobi concerts in SATX- the army project banner, another army project sign, a couple freebies, some confetti and Hobi money. In the center are framed cupsleeves from the past few years(these are the ones that were flat enough lol I’ll figure out something for the others later). The one on the right is a Seokjin in Dallas version of the Hobi frame. Centered on the ledge are the VIP lanyards and wristbands for Hobi, Yoongi, and Jin. Unfortunately, Yoongi was during a hurricane and I only made it out with a bracelet and a pin. Everything paper did not survive. Whatever I had from LYSY I have yet to find after moving even though I know we at least made it home with two banners.
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 12/04/2026
Perfection
[from Jin’s insta] Jin looking expensive with his nice coat draped over his shoulders but also looking very boyfriend with his cute circle glasses and holding up a peace sign as he leans out from behind Jungkook who mostly has his back to the camera and is sticking his little tush out like a dork and looking off camera with a very “I know I’m a little shit and I also know he won’t do anything about it” look on his face
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 09/04/2026
They did this for me
#general-chat
holls | @joinmenthishell 2mo
That was my thought or like the og Arirang performance/idol look with the bright colors

#general-chat
holls | @joinmenthishell 2mo
Arirang Idol mashup that flows straight into Haegeum/ Daechwita and then Ddaeng (a girl can dream)
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 07/04/2026
I don’t think the author is on Bsky, but I just finished this fic and thoroughly enjoyed it. I knew absolutely nothing about rowing going into this fic and I had a blast learning along with JK. Simultaneously cute, hilarious, sexy, and sweet. The whole package. #hollsreclist ao3.org/works/31763194
Rating: Explicit
Archive Warning: No Archive Warnings Apply
Category: M/M
Fandom: 방탄소년단 I Bangtan Boys I BTS
Relationships:
Jeon Jungkook/Min Yoongi I Suga, Kim Taehyung I v/Park Jimin
Characters:
Jeon Jungkook, Min Yoongi | Suga, Park Jimin (BTS), Kim Taehyung V, Jung Hoseok|J-Hope, Kim Seokjin | Jin, Kim Namjoon | RM
Additional Tags:
Alternate Universe - College/University, Enemies to Lovers, Sexuality Crisis, Internalized Homophobia, Self-Discovery, Rowing, Athlete Jeon Jungkook, Coach Min Yoongi | Suga, Coach/Player Relationship, Shy Jeon Jungkook, Slow Burn, Eventual Smut, Explicit Sexual Content, Jeon Jungkook & Park Jimin are Best Friends, supportive min, Hoseok and Jin are weird roommates but they mean well, mature adult who's got his life together Namjoon, Roommates, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Humor, Light Angst, like very light, like i literally can't write angst light, but I'm gonna try, Swearing, a lot of humor actually, Sports, namseok - Freeform, Happy Ending 

Language: English
Stats:
Published: 2021-06-05 
Completed: 2022-10-18
Words: 175,411
Chapters: 19/19
Comments: 1,379 Kudos: 2,558 Bookmarks: 1,151 Hits: 87,138Looking at the coast from here (Sea)
BTSsLeftCheek
(TheresAlwaysMoneyInTheBanana
Stand)

Summary:
College student Jeongguk has finally got it all figured out. He found a place with really cool upper year roommates and made the varsity rowing team with no rowing experience whatsoever!

Everything is perfect until he meets coxswain/coach Min Yoongi. The man hates his guts and is dead set on making his life hell. He thinks he can deal with him a few hours a week... until he finds out that his elusive new roommate on the top floor is none other than the man himself that is...

*No rowing knowledge needed to read this fic! (It's kinda more fun if you know nothing)
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 02/04/2026
For the first time ever I’m tracking my writing- I’ve always known I write way more than I post but sometimes it’s hard to remember that. I’ve been really focusing on getting chs out for unfinished ao3 wips, but I’ve done A LOT of work on brand new stuff. This is just since 1/1/26 💕
Two pie charts. The top one is about 14% Existing Notes, 14% NEW, 28% Existing WIP, and 42% Partially Posted WIP
NEW is a fic started completely from scratch, no existing notes. Existing Notes is a doc where I had some notes but no writing started. Existing WIP is a doc where I started writing but nothing has been posted to ao3. And Partially Posted is an ongoing wip on ao3 that I am writing updates for.
The bottom one has hopekook, yoonjin, vhope, multi, and poly all tied at 14.3% and ot7 at 28%
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 01/04/2026
Omg they match my Lenini I got in Seoul last year 🥹
A bunch of BTS Dalmajung stuff in a shelf cubby, as well as some souvenirs from Korea, and in the center is the Line Friends character Lenini(a fuzzy little frog guy) wearing traditional hanbok in light blue and pink, with a black gat on his head
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 01/04/2026
If I never got another comment on any fic ever again, I’d be happy this was the last 🥺🥹😭
It's 2017 (Or perhaps a few years later. Surely before 2020). And I'm not 30 yet. This fic rocks my world and my early to mid 20's are better for it. I have the sense that life will happen but I'll be ok on the other side, and I don't need to pin so much on the big 3
0.
It's a few years later I'm 29 and return to this fic because I need a reminder that life happens and if this fictional character can make it out ok on the other side that I can be ok too.
I'm 30 now. And it's the last year that I can read this fic and not feel complicated about being older than the end point and yet still moved by it all nonetheless. Having lived the years myself now, in a strange way (entirely not at all following the plot of this fic) I found my life incredibly similar to what Lance goes through here. And so thanks: thank you for giving me this crutch to get through the last few years with hope and elasticity. (Blue heart emoji)
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 31/03/2026
I thought if I scrolled back enough I’d see yall sharing this but I got impatient
Tae and Seokjin from the Swim (Swimming Pool version) mv, sitting on white lounge chairs in suits with duck floaties around their waists and Jin is wearing silly sunglasses that look like red flowers. Tae is poking Jin’s floaty while singing.
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 29/03/2026
I decided to start tracking new movies I watch this year and it’s so funny to me that 1/3 is BTS and 1/3 is Five Nights at Freddy’s 😂 (technically I’ve seen Best In Show but never all of it consecutively and always on tv so it doesn’t count)
Screenshot of one of my lists on Letterboxd called Movies watched in 2026, description is Movies I’ve never seen before 2026 and the 6 films in there are Together, Best In Show, Five Nights at Freddy’s, BTS The Comeback Live, BTS The Return, and FNAF 2
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 29/03/2026
THIS IS THE BEST NEWS I COULD HAVE GOTTEN TODAY!!!
bts.bighitofficial’s insta story announcing the return of Run BTS! The flyer is red with black and grey and different shade of red blocks overlapping. It says 03.30(MON) Arirang promotional schedule 
03.30 08am
Run BTS! 2.0 Teaser
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 29/03/2026
What is this behavior? Also… on the fic that I started in 2019 and have let sit for over a year before??? Sure. Definitely. Define regularly.
Screenshot of a comment left on the most recent update of one of my fics. The chapter was posted less than 12 hours ago… I previously updated like a month ago……

Chapter 21: Turn My Face From The Land of When The Waves Crash:

Hi
Will u be updating regularly (angel emoji)
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 29/03/2026
Damn called me a crybaby in front of my friends poomang.com/en/t/smooth_...
Chill Harp Seal
A cute drawing of a white seal with a peach bubble that says “wait!! Am I.. on the menu?” And around the seal are pink and grey bubbles with personality markers: kind soul, thinking…, mood swinger, quick quitting, self-disappointment, pro ghosted, passive soul, glass heart, crybabyGood match is a smooth dumbo octopus(includes a cutesy doodle of an orange dumbo octopus)

Bad match is a chill penguin(include a rather flattened penguins doodle)
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 28/03/2026
Reasons to read Birdfish: 1. #jinkook 2. JK sings Arirang 3. Namjoon is a local historian that briefly yammers on about Greek mythology
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Birdfish by Joinmeinthishell
24 Aug 2024
방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys I BTS

Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Jeon Jungkook/Kim Seokjin Jin, Kim Seokjin Jin, Jeon Jungkook, Kim Taehyung I V, Min Yoongi | Suga, Jung Hoseok | J-Hope, Kim Namjoon | RM, Park Jimin (BTS), Alternate Universe - Fantasy, Supernatural Elements,
Supernatural Creatures, Sirens, Past Character Death, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, Anxiety Disorder, Childhood Trauma, side taegihope, side minimoni,
Additional Warnings In Author's Note,
Hybrids

There are stories. Old as the trees stretching to the sky deep in the center of the forest.
Urban legends that school children tell each other under the slides on the playground.

The kind that aunties at the corner store whisper anytime something unlucky befalls the town.

Must be the siren.

Language: English Words: 22,056 Chapters: 1/1
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 24/03/2026
Is this not the best?
Hobi performing On The Street at his solo concert in SATX Day 2, there’s one lone army bomb held highHobi in SATX day 1, the stage is lit red and the orange-red army bombs glow so cool in the crowd, there are a couple held up in the shot and I look at it and think WOW now THAT looks like a concert!! The lighting makes the phones blend in a little thankfully Potato quality photo of Jikook on the bouncy house for Anpanman during Speak Yourself tour, there’s someone clapping with the old army bomb(v3 it looks like) and another army bomb popping up. Wish the random phone wasn’t in the shot but the hands and lightsticks elevate the pic in my opinion
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 24/03/2026
You can see the moment the lyrics start in Into the Sun 😂 I was not ready
I can tell vmin made th oh fuck what
What
Unexpected
This is like black swan but [redacted]
Ok here we gooooo
WOW
I'm on a rollercoaster
JIKNSTABLE KING
oh that triggered something why am I crying
I follow you into the sun
OTL

This was worth the wait. They delivered on everything they promised. I can't even imagine the tour.
Ok
Again
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 24/03/2026
Ok before I get any further, I’m going to share some random snippets of my stream of consciousness thoughts from my first listen. Bear in mind that it was late, I was traveling, and I was not looking at lyric sheets- THIS IS VIBES ONLY.
The back and forth of namseok kills the man
Idk I'm still crying from the mv I NEDD TO BEIN THE CLUB RN
Jon Hamm meme
Oh CHILLLS when Arirang started

OH FUCK HOOLIGAN WHAT THE FUCK
THIS FUCKS
MY MOM KEEPS LOOKING AT ME BUT I AM OVERCOME WITH THENEED TO THROW
THIS ASS BACK
Do I know this sample???? Same as the doja sample?
THAT LAUGHING???
A MOP

Ohhhh the vocal line what's uuuupppp
Joohoney?? Jk lol
This grooves
Oh shit this breakdown is this gonna have choreo?????
STAMP ON OT STANP ON IT STAMP ON ITdon't breathe like that my parents are in the room
JOON
LETS GO PSYCHO
[redacted]
This is all my horror film dreams come true, I need this playing in the club scene before everyone gets murdered/eaten
Oh shit oh fuck

OH THAT SEGUE
This is sooooo different
Oh this suits Hobi so well
Jooooooon

Chilliiill|l|ll|Isssssssss

Nah I'm so fucking pleased with this.
The song that launched a thousand aus
DONT KNOW HOW TO ACT FOR REALThis is seesaw pt2
I like this a lot an easy groove
Love Yoongi vocals
Yes this is eyes closed dancing in slow motion by yourself coming of age type vibes Rapline who??? 7 vocalists biiiiitttechhhh

HEAVY IS RHE HEAD JIMIN FUCKING TELL
US
GOD DAMN THEY SOUND SO GOOD
ARE EVERYONES EARS OPEN???? READ THOSE LYRICS AND LISTEN UP
I bet this is the other song they perform on
Fallon
THEY CALL THIS SHIT NORMAL KEROSENE DOPAMINE (3 skull emojis)

Uhhnnnnnnnnnnnn
What mid-2000's teen romcom is this for?
If you want it you can have it all!!Il
Hobiliiii
That guitar tho I hope they do this live damnOmg that sample
JK TELL EM
JOON
OH JIMINNNN LOW REGISTER
JIlllINNNNNNNNNNN
oh shit this is so suited to Yoongi
WE XANT RELATE HOBI FUCKING TELL EM WE FEEL THE SAME GOTDAMN
I bet this is Tae's fav

God this is absolutely no skips huh???
[redacted]

NO THIS IS TAE's FAV HUH
I DO WANNA
[redacted]
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 24/03/2026
I’m having a great day
A photo of BTS on the boat from the Swim mv, in their sailor outfits with the white hats, shirts, and gloves. A rainbow arches over them in full and the photo is made to look old- grainy and discolored and flares. Yoongi is on the front of the line doing the Titanic pose with his arms out and eyes closed, Jimin is holding his waist looking directly into camera and Jin is doing a double Jack lol and holding Jimin’s waist. JK looks like he’s leaning into the line from the railing and smirking into camera, Joon is squinting against the sun with both arms crossed over his chest throwing peace signs, Hobi has his hand on Joon’s waist, and Tae looks like the ghost they managed to accidentally caught on film bc he actually looks like he belongs here and in that silly outfit with the suspenders and the peek of chest, not quite white shirt and simply squinting at the camera
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 19/03/2026
While I catch up on what I missed, allow me to FISH for compliments. Do you think this would effectively LURE one Kim Seokjin if we met in the wild? I think it would at least momentarily get him on the HOOK.
My nails painted to look like different brightly colored and glittery/shimmer fishing lures/fishMy other hand with nails painted to look like different brightly colored and glittery/shimmer fishing lures/fish
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 18/03/2026
I don’t know a lot about boats(sadly 😞 just a real big fan) but the ship in Swim looks a lot like the 100 year old schooner I got to sail a couple years ago.
A 100 year old schooner out on the Pacific Ocean at full sail.Same schooner with the sails down while anchored in a bay in the San Juan islands.Me in my epic high hoodie (and many layers) sitting all the way at the bow of the boat, literally keeping watch during my rotation.
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 18/03/2026
Bros been in the navy since I met him
Yoongi from the Dope mv, dressed as a naval officer with his iconic blonde hair, hands pulling at his lapels.
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 05/03/2026
I’m having big emotions like Seokjin’s shoulder width sized emotions
Picture I took of the Hybe building labeled with WE ARE BACK with the W and A made of the BTS and ARMY logos respectively
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HollsinHell @handle.invalid · 04/03/2026
MY love songs?? This was so fun y’all
Screen shot of the photocards(???) I earned from the BTS Google Game. Each one has a song title in the center in a member’s handwriting, as well as the track number very small above, and the member’s name very small below.

07.
SWIM
Jung Kook

01.
Body to Body
(There is a doodle of two stick figures holding hands)
RM

09.
NORMAL
JIMIN

06.
NO. 29
V

The final 2 are locked until March 9
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