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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】

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Hello! I'm an ENVTUBER as well as a Gacha creator. Make sure to check the link for all my socials! Oshi mark: 🦋🪽 🎨&⚙️: @Nekkonime (Twitter + Etsy) Pfp: @possibly_lou on Vgen linktr.ee/Ani_Eveland

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Yagandyr ✦ Eldritch VTuber @yagandyr.bsky.social · 05/10/2026
TLDR: I am struggling and I need to ask for help. I'm 5 days late on rent, and in an unstable enough situation that this is a huge problem. If anyone can spare anything, I'd be incredibly appreciative. Apologies for the long post, too. 💙💜 ko-fi.com/yagandyr #vsky #mutualaid #helpsky #disabled
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A Personal Update | CW: Mental Health. Disability, & Financial Instability | @Tavernkeeper Updates

Last night, I wasn't in the right headspace to elaborate, but I am going to do so a bit right now. This will be a bit of a long post, though. It will also be on the personal side, though I don't plan to make a habit of going into this level of detail. I also understand that I don't necessarily need to, but I want to and I hope you are all okay with that.

I've been dealing with a lot for quite some time. This year has been especially challenging in ways most of you don't realize beyond surface-level updates. I'm not here to change that because I do want to keep some level of privacy. But it's no secret that I've been struggling, and that it's related to my health. Being at least somewhat transparent about these things is just who I am. I am sorry if it comes across as complaining, but that's never intended.I didn't realize how much I needed this weekend until I actually had it. It wasn't technically an actual vacation, since my hours weren't affected, but it was dedicated time away from my workplace. I structured it so that I basically just decided my days off for last week and this week, putting them together to have them in a row instead of sporadic. I'd originally planned to help with OctoGeisha's Artists & Creativity Raid Train, but complications arose on my end before it even started.

On Friday, when I had to cancel due to spotty power and internet, that became the catalyst. Unable to participate in the Raid Train, I tried focusing on stream-related work and carving out some time for myself, but it didn't help. Not the way that I hoped, I guess. That day, I broke down pretty heavily. The context? Everything. All of it converged at once. I managed to pull myself together enough to stream on Saturday, though it was still difficult, and I reverted back to that earlier mood shortly after ending stream, if I am being honest. I had a great time, but a great time didn't negate the issues. Still, the break was nice. But Sunday rolled around, and the turmoil in my mind got a lot worse. I thought that I'd be able to get it under control in time for stream, and for a bit it seemed like I was managing, but I couldn't even manage to talk to my friends until sometime after midnight. I just sat there listening and trying to calm down. Typing and organizing my thoughts. I honestly worked through quite a few things, and I think I am doing a lot better at the moment. But that still leaves one of the biggest things that started it, and I think that I honestly need to ask for help.The biggest stressor, that likely triggered everything that spiralled out of control this weekend, is that I'm short on rent and already five days late. My living situation has felt fragile for a long time, and I'm afraid this could be the tipping point I dread. The reason that this issue so easily spirals is honestly that I wish I could just be healthier and work more, and I have a very hard time grappling with the fact that I simply can't. I am not even supposed to work what I do, but due to a lot of my situation, I also don't qualify for Disability Benefit, so I have to go against my doctor on this. Even if they took me off of work completely, I can't get in with the specialists that would need to confirm certain things for me to qualify. Even with it, I'd probably still work. But I'd be able to get certain accommodations that would make work less difficult on my body, and I'd also have some financial and medical coverage. Without it, I just struggle, though. My new doctor and my hematologist both have said they can't believe that I manage. While that sometimes makes me feel strong, it also makes me realize that I probably push myself a lot harder than I should a lot of the time.Anyway, that said, I'm genuinely stuck right now, and I don't know where else to turn. Asking for help isn't a strong suit of mine, though I know I've had to before. Quite frankly, it's usually friends that convince me that I need help and shouldn't push alone. Today though, I am reaching out completely on my own. I've missed work due to the ongoing health issues, which have put me further and further behind. I never really financially recovered after my surgery a few months ago set me back, and my complication not getting properly taken care of has meant that I have been missing work more than I'd like to admit. I barely spend on anything beyond essentials, so I can't just "cut back." I've sold a bunch of stuff already this past month just to make it by. But I am genuinely at my wits end for doing this myself. I'm in a position where I feel I have to ask for help, and I'm sorry it's come to that. I can manage without medications and groceries for a week, but even with that cut back, my next paycheck won't cover what I'm missing for rent at this point.

If there's anyone reading this who has the ability to help without putting themself out, I would be endlessly grateful. If not, I completely understand. I know that there are a lot of people struggling out there. But thank you for reading, regardless. 

P.S. I'd be happy to draw something for you digitally or traditionally in return. I'd open actual commission slots, but I'm not in the headspace to figure out prices/what style I could manage atm. But I am sure we could come up with something. I'd love a chance to thank you.   [purple and blue heart emotes]
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 10/09/2026
I just received a contribution towards Armless Desk Chair - White from turtleunderleaf via Throne. Thank you! throne.com/ani_eveland #throne
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SparklyAnarchy @sparklyanarchy.bsky.social · 09/08/2026
Stream Schedule for 8/10-8/16 Tues: Streamer's Choice - 6PM ET Wed: REPO collab with @oxenontwitch.bsky.social, @ani-eveland.bsky.social, @aqshii.bsky.social - 8PM ET Thursday: Helldivers Collab with Aqshii and @almantasvt.bsky.social - 8PM ET Friday: Wedding Anniversary Special with Aqshii - 6PM ET
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
I just received a contribution towards Armless Desk Chair - White from junipersystem via Throne. Thank you! throne.com/ani_eveland #throne
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
I just received a contribution towards Large Plastic Laundry Hamper from junipersystem via Throne. Thank you! throne.com/ani_eveland #throne
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 01/08/2026
An item on my Throne wishlist just got fully funded: Large Plastic Laundry Hamper. Thank you! throne.com/ani_eveland #throne
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Rye🍞🥀 @chrysuscoris.bsky.social · 28/05/2026
Our annual 24 hour charity event is next month! Vote for which game we should play this year here: strawpoll.com/GPgVYv19Mna Our choices are Octopath Traveler 0, which I have never played and is fairly new, and Persona 5 Royale, which I have played on its release day but never on stream!
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What should this year's charity stream game be? - StrawPoll
What is your opinion? Vote now: Octopath Traveler 0, Persona 5
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 22/05/2026
Are you looking for a vtuber model? Come look here then! Buy a model to get a custom outfit and 2 free emotes! I got my model done by Nekkonime and I recommend her beyond belief! It has always been a lovely experience~ #vtuber #vtubermodel #vtubercommission #promotion
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 22/05/2026
Are you looking for a vtuber model? Come look here then! Buy a model to get a custom outfit and 2 free emotes! I got my model done by Nekkonime and I recommend her beyond belief! It has always been a lovely experience~ #vtuber #vtubermodel #vtubercommission #promotion
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 11/05/2026
SCHEDULE FOR THIS WEEK! BIG ANNOUNCEMENT TODAY!!
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 15/04/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "Genshin Impact" NOD KRAI ACT 1 HERE I COME! 🔗below~ #Genshin #GenshinImpact #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 30/03/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "Genshin Impact" Finally starting Nod Krai! 🔗below~ #Genshin #GenshinImpact #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 29/03/2026
Just me looking for more mods…Seriously, all of mine have retired. I have 1 mod. Send help.
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 25/03/2026
🔴LIVE NOW FOR MY 3 YEAR STREAM ANNIVERSARY!! So many collabs! >-< 🔗below~ #anniversary #specialevent #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 25/03/2026
🔴LIVE NOW FOR MY 3 YEAR STREAM ANNIVERSARY!! So many collabs! >-< 🔗below~ #anniversary #specialevent #vtuber #envtuber
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✨ SCARY charlie [VFUR!] | hyena vtuber 🌱 @beansprig.bsky.social · 23/03/2026
OOOOO YOU WANNA BE A SILLY LIL PUPPET SOOO BAD OOOO GET A HAND PUPPET PNGTUBER FROM ME NOW!!! get your own on my vgen!! ⏬⏬⏬ buff.ly/3FToDjq #furryartist #digitalartist #pngtuber #sillyart
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 20/03/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "Hollow Knight" I have a controller again so...first ending tonight? 🔗below~ #HollowKnight #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 20/03/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "Hollow Knight" I have a controller again so...first ending tonight? 🔗below~ #HollowKnight #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 19/03/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "RV There Yet?" Crashing cars- I mean having a nice roadtrip with @gavcactus.bsky.social 🔗below~ #RVThereYet #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 19/03/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "RV There Yet?" Crashing cars- I mean having a nice roadtrip with @gavcactus.bsky.social 🔗below~ #RVThereYet #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "Genshin Impact" NOD KRAI HERE I COME! 🔗below~ #genshinimpact #genshin #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "Genshin Impact" NOD KRAI HERE I COME! 🔗below~ #genshinimpact #genshin #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
WEEK OF 3-16-26 SCHEDULE 3/16 6PM PST ~ Genshin Impact Nod Krai Questing! 3/17 2PM/8PM PST ~ Catch me on @oxenontwitch.bsky.social for his birthday (Phasmo & Headliners)! 3/18 7:30PM PST ~ RV There Yet w/ GavCactus 3/19 4PM PST ~ HOLLOW KNIGHT #schedule #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 17/03/2026
WEEK OF 3-16-26 SCHEDULE 3/16 6PM PST ~ Genshin Impact Nod Krai Questing! 3/17 2PM/8PM PST ~ Catch me on @oxenontwitch.bsky.social for his birthday (Phasmo & Headliners)! 3/18 7:30PM PST ~ RV There Yet w/ GavCactus 3/19 4PM PST ~ HOLLOW KNIGHT #schedule #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 10/03/2026
Erm guys, that’s literally me
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 06/03/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "Genshin Impact" Finally touching Nod Krai's archon quest 🔗below~ #genshinimpact #genshin #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 06/03/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "Genshin Impact" Finally touching Nod Krai's archon quest 🔗below~ #genshinimpact #genshin #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 04/03/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "Genshin Impact" I'm coming Venti! Doing Windblume in genshin~ 🔗below~ #genshinimpact #genshin #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 04/03/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "Genshin Impact" I'm coming Venti! Doing Windblume in genshin~ 🔗below~ #genshinimpact #genshin #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 20/02/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "A DATE WITH DEATH" TWINKY GRIM REAPER DLC TIME!! 🔗below~ #ADatewithDeath #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 20/02/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "A DATE WITH DEATH" TWINKY GRIM REAPER DLC TIME!! 🔗below~ #ADatewithDeath #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 20/02/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "A DATE WITH DEATH" THE TWINKY GRIM REAPER KISSED ME? 🔗below~ #ADatewithDeath #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 19/02/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "Genshin Impact" Happy year of the horse! 🔗below~ #GenshinImpact #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 19/02/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "Genshin Impact" Happy year of the horse! 🔗below~ #GenshinImpact #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
WEEK OF 2-9-26 SCHEDULE 2/18 1 PM PST ~ Genshin Impact Lantern Rite! Happy year of the horse! 2/19 6:30PM PST ~ TWINK BBG GRIM REAPER IN A DATE WITH DEATH 2/20 12PM PST ~ Let me love Casper in a Date with Death #schedule #envtuber #adatewithdeath #genshinimpact
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 18/02/2026
WEEK OF 2-9-26 SCHEDULE 2/18 1 PM PST ~ Genshin Impact Lantern Rite! Happy year of the horse! 2/19 6:30PM PST ~ TWINK BBG GRIM REAPER IN A DATE WITH DEATH 2/20 12PM PST ~ Let me love Casper in a Date with Death #schedule #envtuber #adatewithdeath #genshinimpact
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 13/02/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "A DATE WITH DEATH" I can't resist the c and by that, I mean Casper. 🔗below~ #ADatewithDeath #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 13/02/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "A DATE WITH DEATH" I can't resist the c and by that, I mean Casper. 🔗below~ #ADatewithDeath #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 13/02/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "A DATE WITH DEATH" I cannot resist the twink grim reaper. 🔗below~ #ADatewithDeath #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 13/02/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH "A DATE WITH DEATH" I cannot resist the twink grim reaper. 🔗below~ #ADatewithDeath #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 11/02/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH A DATE WITH DEATH AND NEW VALENTINES MODEL WHY IS THE GRIM REAPER SO HOT? 🔗below~ #ADatewithDeath #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 11/02/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH A DATE WITH DEATH AND NEW VALENTINES MODEL WHY IS THE GRIM REAPER SO HOT? 🔗below~ #ADatewithDeath #vtuber #envtuber
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 11/02/2026
WEEK OF 2-9-26 SCHEDULE 2/11 1 PM PST ~ Debuting valentines model! Then dating the grim reaper~ 2/12 6:30PM PST ~ Why is the grim reaper so hot? 2/13 12PM PST ~ Either dating the grim reaper or watching a needy streamer #schedule #envtuber #adatewithdeath #needystreameroverload
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 11/02/2026
WEEK OF 2-9-26 SCHEDULE 2/11 1 PM PST ~ Debuting valentines model! Then dating the grim reaper~ 2/12 6:30PM PST ~ Why is the grim reaper so hot? 2/13 12PM PST ~ Either dating the grim reaper or watching a needy streamer #schedule #envtuber #adatewithdeath #needystreameroverload
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Ani Eveland ENVTUBER 🦋🪽【Garden Keeper】 @ani-eveland.bsky.social · 07/02/2026
🔴LIVE NOW WITH HOLLOW KNIGHT So close to the first ending... 🔗below~ #hollowknight #vtuber #envtuber
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