menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 22/08/2026bit tf out of my own arm last night while having a moment. whoops 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 03/08/2026i need someone to sit in my lap. i need someone straddling my lap RIGHT NOW (or in a couple hours. i’m at work rn) 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 27/07/2026man. how do people do it. how do they just have feelings and feel them then move on 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 27/07/2026cutting is so cringe in theory but if i’m not doing smthn else bad to cope it’s always old reliable. i’ve not done it in maybe a year but fuck if it isn’t always there. my options are get blackout drunk, purge, or cut. none are great. emotions just feel like so much and i feel like i need to escape 100
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 10/05/2026i literally just this morning had sex w ben but tell me how now at like 11om im thinking I NEED TO GET CRACKEDDDDD 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 09/05/2026sending this during my bathroom panic attack intermission 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 08/05/2026this is not me being evil this is me being very sweet actually. he’s super emotionally repressed and i imagine would benefit from this 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 08/05/2026thinking abt someone being so overwhelmed that they have no choice but to express vulnerability and being reduced to a pathetic blubbering mess 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 08/05/2026sorry guys horny on side account time. i want so badly to see one of my hoes be pathetic and cry. and baby him but tease him a bit too. and obv things would escalate from there 200
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 03/05/2026“we didn’t even kiss” scene. felt that! felt that!!!!! 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 29/04/2026i’m gonna use my full brain power and start trying to indulge in more greenery whenever i feel the urge to drink, considering the health ramifications of drinking 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 28/04/2026when ur trying to be super normal and chill but then your brother sends a pic of ur rapists mugshot to ur family group chat 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 25/04/2026jesus christ i just realized. i’ve not really been masturbating this week (nor have i gotten laid since last saturday). noooo fucking wonder i’ve been feeling so off 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 23/04/2026just thought about putting a collar on a man and a leash and. well i won’t continue that thought but it was lovely. need. but i don’t want a strictly subby man 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 16/04/2026my whore era has been sooo fun but what’s wrong with being a lover they once in a while. esp if i go in prepared for it to end, ngl when i dated dakota i was worried that would be it for me and was a bit relieved when that ended so i imagine this will be the same 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 16/04/2026i don’t even wanna say this on my main but i gotta get this off my chest. i may start exclusively seeing ben 100
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 13/04/2026whateverrrrrr whatever honestly i’m not abt to get fired any time soon even if i half ass my stuff tomorrow 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 13/04/2026do i have work tomorrow at 7:30 am? yes! am i up at almost 10pm doing butt stuff w aj rn? also yes! 100
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 12/04/2026i need to get better at making plans w people im trying to crack before like the exact time i wanna crack. i just don’t wanna commit to something until i know for sure i want it 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 11/04/2026i was trying to booty call some dudes last night and now they’re messaging me at 10 am with that same energy. bro chill i haven’t even had my coffee yet 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 10/04/2026me and aj. bro makes me laugh but also im not committing to a pothead alcoholicmedia.tenor.coma cartoon of a jester dancing next to a princess in a chairAlt: a cartoon of a jester dancing next to a princess in a chair 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 09/04/2026idk i was thinking abt interacting w him for the hell of it but topping takes it out of me man, esp if it’s not w someone i already have good sexual chemistry w. hope he finds his dommy mommy tho even tho she’s not me 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 09/04/2026bottoms love me so bad. i’m pegging aj sunday and now i matched w this like street interviewer dude w 590k followers who’s also wanting so bad for me to peg him. and apparently cage him, blackmail him, control him. jesus this dudes the sub final boss 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 08/04/2026man not my roster needing a revamp. i spent a good ten months cracking john. least aj’s still around. planning on taking thomas off the bench, anddd ben can stick around but in a less invested way now ofc. and next month this hot tall tatted hung mustached man is moving to fl and cracking 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 08/04/2026LMAO he had a mid life crisis and moved to virginia. said he’ll probably come back in the winter tho 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 08/04/2026omg it’s been over a month since i’ve last seen john. i think someone took my bitch. what ever happened to “This whole situation is mutually destructive but all I can ever think about is your big fat ass”? rip, guess i need to find another obscenely hung dude for special occasions 100
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 07/04/2026my bad decision is coming over again later yessssss 😇 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 07/04/2026just pulled my own hair to make sure my sexual partners still have enough to grab and yupppp sure do. now i’m bricked tho 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 04/04/2026i think i just like the idea of being rlly mean and evil to someone (like levying an accusation against them that isn’t entirely accurate) and them then chasing me harder instead of realizing im insane. help. 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 04/04/2026SOMEONE TAKE ME OUT BACK AND SHOOT ME THIS OS BAD TJIS IS BAD 100
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 04/04/2026me: i don’t want him why does he keep chasing me oh my goddddd me the second he dogs me and then begs for me like a puppy: ohhh 🤤🤩😍 100
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 03/04/2026actually you know what i’m ELATED that ben went from crying in my arms opening up abt his traumatic experiences just the other night to getting fucking ghosted the second i found his ass out. i HOPE that stings. that’s what you get for being a liarrr 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 02/04/2026in 2019 i was cheated on and lost my beloved cat who i had since childhood (in november), 2025 tho was peak- diagnosed w autism, shitty living situation, ex dumped me, other beloved cat died. and all of that happened in ONE MONTH (it’s almost may again wooo) 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 02/04/2026love looking at my past board on pinterest and realizing just how crowded together bad events tend to be. wdym in 2020 my dad died, i got assaulted, i was deeply depressed AND covid shut down the world? 100
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 31/03/2026see listen if ben was cool w me calling him a bad boy and punishing him for whatever misdeed i’ve decided, id be fine. if punishments = him fucking be until i cum. why tf you tryna have me ride u as a punishment???? makes no sense 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 31/03/2026it’s been too longggg sure i make out w women all the time but let’s see what else i can do (im nervous bc the last time i ate box i was like 14) 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 31/03/2026i need to branch out and try dating women. my stance on leaving FL has softened so maybe i should dabble and get my heart broken to pieces first 100
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 31/03/2026can someone pleeeease find me a sexy butch. can someone pleeeease find me a sexy butch who is obsessed with me. CAN SOMEONE PLEEEEEEASE FIND ME A BUTCH WHO LETS ME EAT IT AS A REWARD SOMETIMES BUT MOSTLY JUST WANTS TO MAKE ME SQUIRM 100
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 29/03/2026ngl i do feel my most me when i have two men two wanna date me but i refuse to be exclusive w either. now if only they would kiss… 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 28/03/2026and at least he was respectful and did it in spots where only people im hooking up w would see 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 28/03/2026actually i will say that i think he tried to like, “mark” me a bit last night- gave me a few hickeys when normally he’s not that guy. jokes on him tho everyone on my roster knows abt each other so like i cant imagine it would be a shock seeing that i have a few hickeys 100
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 28/03/2026lmao aj once again was trying to convince me to actually date him last night. thankfully even w the edible in my system i navigated that well. it is nice interacting w someone straight forward tho, don’t gotta guess what he wants ever. i’m tired of having to interpret things 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 27/03/2026blah i’m on some antibiotics i can’t drink on lately, so later aj and i are gonna smoke and hook up. i’m a bit nervous tho bc lately whenever i smoke penetration doesn’t feel like…. good? and i get way in my head. but i wanna see if its different w a partner vs jerking off 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 26/03/2026hm. been a while since i’ve gotten fingered. lotta munching tho. is fingering out of style? 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 26/03/2026like weird, when i first met you you could do subtext, you picked up on all my innuendos and hints i wanted to take you home. yet now you act like there’s nothing going on in there? i’m sure it’s just an act so he can feel like the prize 000
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 26/03/2026i say srsly? he says seriously. i say you’re gonna make me ask? he says make you ask what. i say stop playing dumb. he says im not playing, just dumb. i say wanna come over? he goes oh sure. i go real enthusiastic, what would you do for pussy? not much i guess. he says no i didn’t mean it like that 100
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 26/03/2026like he called me yesterday, said he was just leaving campus (which is right near me). i said you’re going home? he says yeah where else? i say could be anywhereee i dunnoooo maybe somewhere close to campus? he goes what do you mean? i say i think you know what i mean. he insists he doesn’t 100
menace @69ingmenace.bsky.social · 26/03/2026all this to say, i’m gonna see aj either tomorrow or during the weekend and i cannot fucking wait to be with someone decisive and dominant. i’m so annoyed w princess ben 000