beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 23hi went into hospital with a literal treatise i wrote about my needs for psych meds and i am now just like "idk man will it fucking kill me? that'd be ok too i just wanna prepare." 000
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 23hshe was like "you are going to hate me" which is definitely great and good, i am going to have a good time. 100
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 23hmy med doctor was like "yeah are you safe and supported?" and i was like "idk man i'm too depressed to be impulsive and i finally learned about sensory input so i'm not having constant meltdowns but like ... idk i never expect to feel good in my life" and she just looked at me so pityingly 100
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 23hdoing the inverse of 2024 (feeling really fucking low and instead of going onto an obscene number of psych meds, titrating off (came off an antipsychotic and now i'm tackling the (multiple) SNRIs)) 110
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 14/10/2026took the YBOCS ocd screener for the first time in a long time and woo boy it rules to always check pretty much every box in the "past" section, no wonder i'm fuckin wiped www.intermed.com/hubfs/Websit...intermed.com 000
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 13/10/2026rich or upwardly mobile people hide their knowledge behind paywalls and courses while poor people share knowledge freely with downwardly mobile people. and in fact, it is considered incredibly cruel to charge even a small amount for poor people skills 030
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 11/10/2026this is my bathroom and not at the gig, i love music with my life 010
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 11/10/2026proof of life (clashing patterns at the armand hammer/quelle chris gig) 280
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 08/10/2026this one (you gotta hang on till the drop, you must) www.youtube.com/watch?v=c_nu...youtube.comOscillator Z - ProbuscusYouTube video by Rusty Frequencies 010
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 08/10/2026i have been listening to this song for a week straight, i really want to start posting or streaming live DJ sets so i can get music out of my goddamn head bc i am stuck thinking of this song and .... www.youtube.com/watch?v=w8FQ...youtube.comBuck Bumble Main ThemeYouTube video by Justin Scharvona - Topic 130
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 02/10/2026idk if this is a thing but i feel like my aura has changed colors over the last few years. old pictures of me have an entirely different warm energy 110
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 02/10/2026this is really good news violet and also, i am sorry!!!! solidarity with you as i try to adjust my scripts to fix some similar stuff 💕💕💕💕 130
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 02/10/2026i hate myself because adam conover developed divorced guy energy and im like 🥺 000
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 01/10/2026anyway as someone who has loved lean for my whole adult life and who also just like …. loves dance in a way that i can’t articulate, i feel so fuckin pleased by the buzz re the vma performance and also i wish i danced 010
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 01/10/2026a thing about me that doesn’t matter is my mom told me i got kicked out of dance class as a kid for “having no rhythm.” my mom was an ex dancer. i actually loved dancing and wanted to do modern/contemporary dance for years but mom just told me i was bad! so i didn’t! and then i didn’t dance for fun! 110
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 30/09/2026AH yes I know them!!! This is a good idea! I've been reaching out to a lot of prison orgs but nobody running a prison org wants ... more mail :) 010
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 30/09/2026hey so i have a ton of art and poems from queer and trans people in prisons that i would really like to get to an organization that will use them and archive them. the org i was working with is not one i would like to give them to. any recs? is it you? 65330
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 30/09/2026any of yall taken quiviviq? :) also, any of y'all get melatonin nightmares and found a way to stop them? i am on a zillion sleep meds and take them all and i'm still up till 3 am so i am trying a couple new things 000
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 30/09/2026i am lighting every candle within a square 600 miles, i am laying prayer hands on a divine object (my elderly cat), i am sending you only the highest quality vibes 000
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 29/09/2026work on the north shore? work upon the north shore? idk anyway thx 000
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 29/09/2026i'm 36, scorpio/pisces/pisces. i mostly just do crafts and watch mysteries. i would love to cook meals together. i am also COVID cautious because of some pre-existing conditions so I would love you to be as well <3 <3. dm me! tell your friends!!! 101
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 29/09/2026chicagoo0o0o0o, i am potentially looking for a roommate for next year, my lease is up in may. i live in hermosa by kelvyn park with scout, my 18 and a half year old cat. i work in the north shore so i'd like to stay on the north side. potential to stay in my current place or move somewhere new! 135
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 25/09/2026my formerly gigantic heart is small, shriveled, defeated, stinky. 000
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 24/09/2026they're playing the arcade fire song i listened to right before a loved one asked me to take them to the psych hospital for the first time in my life. (i am saying i am triggered by millennial optimism) 000
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 24/09/2026they're playing the fucking shins in this coffee shop and my pulse started GOING because anything i listened to repeatedly during the worst of it feels both terrifying and exciting 100
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 24/09/2026it's really funny that because i am not able to visualize my memories, i didn't realize i had ptsd or cptsd until i was almost 30 despite being uh beaten almost daily for years of my life (in addition to a number of other ACE-score-raising things) 100
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 23/09/2026doomed to a life where someone makes double my salary to repackage my ideas so they're "professional" 000
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 23/09/2026it's ok, it happens whenever i have a work number, it was inevitable :( 100
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 23/09/2026my no-contact mom called me at my job yesterday and did a fake voice so i wouldn't know it was her and i work at a rape crisis center so i was SO nice and then she was like "it's your mother" and the elizabeth holmes/nathan fielder dynamic is for autists with abusive relationships with egomaniacs 100
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 23/09/2026 also feel like i wanna punch dave pelzer in the face bc wdym i read that ducking book at 10 and was like well xyz didn’t happen to me so i’m fine (proceeds to wince at every noise for next 35 years) 100
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 23/09/2026idk man me and my parents aren’t so different, we all regret that they didn’t accomplish their mission of killing me while they could lmao 100
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 21/09/2026to my system: calm down in there you’re not getting a baby, we do not want that, tone it the fuck down, drink some fucking water 010
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 21/09/2026late 30s (female edition) is a fucking nightmare please fuckin k*ll me 100
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 21/09/2026im the sea captain seeing a dugong and offering it everything i have in hopes of getting dicked down but its entirely internal and happening so rapidly i feel fully insane 100
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 21/09/2026going through a phase where i am just like feral for 2 outta 4 men in a very stereotypical hormones racing, 4 seconds to extremely smutty daydream kinda way 110
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 19/09/2026idk what happened to me when i was listening to the unraveling of puptheband but let me tell you i hear one fucking song and i am on the floor crying about my still alive cat and my dead dear friend and omaha and my old house and my sister and my dear dead friend and my still alive cat 001
Reposted by beef buddyAnodyne @anodynesix.bsky.social · 12/09/2026"To treat an ectopic pregnancy, which is almost never viable, doctors must terminate it. But ... medical providers are [allegedly] hesitating or flat-out refusing to do that in states where they face criminal penalties for performing an abortion." 07040
Reposted by beef buddyUrsula K. Le Guin Bot @leguinbot.bsky.social · 19/09/2026I’m not dead. I sleep sometimes. Sleep comes very close to death, everyone knows that. The dead walk in dreams, everyone knows that. They come to you alive, and they say things. They walk out of death into the dreams. 06113
Reposted by beef buddyPrisonculture @prisonculture.bsky.social · 18/09/2026I would simply ask people to reflect on why the term "identity politics" has been so pathologized. Also to learn from the people who actually coined it. 528851
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 18/09/2026they were like “she is so lucky to have you as a first time cat owner!!! youre doing so good!!!” anyway here is us 11 years ago probably during the first few months she felt safe cuddling in bed with me 040
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 18/09/2026the only piece of praise i receive that lands the way it should (full body warmth and pride) is when people are like “scout is 18??? she has so much body fat and muscle! you take very good care of her!” which the vet techs did today and i almost cried 150
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 18/09/2026anyway it’s normal and fine that i hope me and scout die at the same time notebook style 020
beef buddy @666ofswords.bsky.social · 18/09/2026laid a road from her litter box across the house to her favorite spot in the living room. i have her bed stairs next to my bed in case she wants to cuddle but she is very very high rn 110
