Reposted by 4MELwaveForcefem Hypnokink city 🔞 @gyareroge.bsky.social · 6hhad a genius idea earlier... delta helped therefore my addendum 28113
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 03/10/2026not for then but definitely will be in chicago at some point! 110
Reposted by 4MELwaveNyxie the Ghost Horse 👻🐴 🔜 MIR @studionyxie.art · 01/08/2026"A facsimile of the familiar, Gloss black sinew, Oil slick skin. Terminator of tenderness, Android of androgyny, are you a doll, devil, or divine? Eyes a cold reflection of what has been lost, and what is yet to be gained. The metamorphosis beckons, Like a prison cell that smells like home." 511220
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 02/10/2026that'd be lovely :) and yeah would not want to intrude, i'd get a cheap hotel. i'll probably prep some stuff then head around the country on a continuous trip. never done that before! that, or if you're at some kinda con with time, lmk! 110
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 02/10/2026thanks! also i will reach out cuz i will be travelling myself for sure. just to get out and meet people, ive been too isolated for too long. 110
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 02/10/2026hello y'all! i will be, how you say, unemployed. in a month. (temporarily, all good). which is to say, now i have a big chunk of time to focus on my hobbies, projects, and travel a bit. if you're interested in working together, please do reach out with ideas you might have. thanks, and happy autumn! 2253
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 29/09/2026always super cool to see the face behind the mask!! great work!! 120
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 28/09/2026i haven't had a side part in forever and well there's a reason for that. also, soon: more blouses. all in good time. 040
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 28/09/2026lol, to clarify, they found the back injury years ago and its gonna be a lifelong thing. but its pretty small and im hangin in here! 110
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 27/09/2026take a break, mate. i don't think followings evaporate like that. i've been off of posting new work for like 5 months, it'll probably be slow starting up again but it's given me time to build a backlog. also the dedicated fans will still be there 🐱 030
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 27/09/2026from the archives: i have a slipped lumbar disc, means i need to be careful with my back nowadays. the cause? well. 2919
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 26/09/2026don't worry, a year on the job will take him down a notch or two 280
Reposted by 4MELwaveCave weirdo @metiores.bsky.social · 26/09/2026Commission for @4melwave.bsky.social and @shamtex9009.bsky.social New hire seems excited for their new job! #Latex 534078
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 26/09/2026i have done one shoot outdoors when the temp was perfect, it was probably mid 50s and i was walking around a lot. havent been that comfortable since. sweat ruins my hair fast so it's a functional limitation, too. but don't get me wrong. i do love a good sweat, though, just not here. 020
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 26/09/2026this quick shoot was MISERABLE. i thought i could be out comfortably in 75degF (24degC) weather, but the answer to that is NO. i was drenched in sweat and not in a good way. it was like at 0200 btw. 280
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 25/09/2026the goal being that we start to break down the notion of "i am too ugly to wear that". this isnt like a super high concept thing lol, but that's how i started to come to terms with beauty standards, etc. this actually part of a much longer rant. anyhow glad you enjoy the photo as much as i did! 120
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 25/09/2026nah i get it. i'm comfortable with my body these days. i like to think of my body as a mannequin that i can dress up however i want, and in this way appearance stops mattering. like a stand-in. i hope people see me and think, "oh hey, he's pretty average looking, that could be me in his shoes!" 120
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 25/09/2026even so, it's a constant fight to get it to style it correctly, and walking out of a stylist leaves me much poorer and no better looking 😭. it's primary reason i'll discard a photo, even more so than lighting or posing errors. when it works it works, and i'm working towards being okay with that. 110
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 25/09/2026time flies! as a matter of fact, this photo is actually dated 2022 if i had to guess. i do still have that suit though, too. and thanks again! my hair and i have been through a bumpy relationship. i'm not a particularly pretty person, and my hair is the one thing i genuinely like about my face. 110
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 25/09/2026thank you! words like that mean a lot. photo can't be too old i reckon... i still have this pair of brooks as an extra pair for painting and yardwork. 120
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 24/09/2026dirty ass sneakers 😭 wut da heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellll oohhhhh my gawwwd no waayyyeeeeaaaayyyeeeaaaaayy 1100
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 24/09/2026it's a set, but it's a real, complete house that the original owner went all out some of the gaudiest plasterwork ever done. the whole house is like this. allegedly he'd done the whole job himself, painting, casting, all that. in the middle of a suburb. you'd never know it from the outside. 111
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 22/09/2026while might seems like the petticoats used here and in other dresses ive worn might offer a cooling effect, the effect is quite the opposite. heat is trapped under the skirt and, when you finally go to remove them, you'll shiver, finding them quite warm from your trapped body heat! 090
Reposted by 4MELwaveMisteekat :3 @glosskat.bsky.social · 22/09/2026Page update: I have FFS surgery upcoming on the 5th, I’ll probably be out of commission for a while. I have a large backlog of material so it should be good, but it’ll be a bit before I’ll be cleared for getting back into it :3 Anyways, here’s a pic 🖤❤️ 823021
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 19/09/2026this is one of my mom's favorite games, she's pretty good at it. when i was a kid i was hardstuck at like lv7 like the paper bag guy and watching her get to and first try beat robotnik was like winning the lottery. to this day she still asks if we can bring out "Robo Tink" [sic]. 031
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 18/09/2026so, I have this idea for a great movie. It's about two gnomes who find a bracelet of power, and they have to take it to the Burning Steppes and cast it into the Cauldron. They form the Brotherhood of the Bracelet. Along the way they're trailed by a murloc named Gottum, who's obsessed with the bracel 360
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 18/09/2026i kinda dont like it either way so eh. i'm just thankful i still have hair. for now. 010
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 18/09/2026moist critical voice: hey guys yeah so uh this just about the worst haircut ever and uh basically yeah. bye but i like boy so much!! i will need to actually practice care of my long hair ig. i'll blowdry it for events and its very lions mane-y which i like too. 110
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 18/09/2026the appeal is there. it's sticking around. for now. i'd love to have it braid length again. 000
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 18/09/2026but its so boypilled i like it so much 😭 i look like a D list 80s rocker post-cocaine binge rn. i am gonna have one more haircut with it long to get bangs trimmed and textured but if it dont work i am DONE. ideally have it look OK woth the long back ties up in. a ponytail, thats a compromise. 100
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 18/09/2026another thing i should add is i think we should avoid demonizing wanting and seeking attention, including through making art online. doing so makes that barrier seem more impenetrable. there are ways to do it that are productive and healthy. 010
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 18/09/2026really the endgame is to A) be personally satisfied with your work and B) find and enjoy the company that appreciates you for both your work and your identity. all easier said than done i suppose. sorry a little disjointed i have to sleep lol. 110
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 18/09/2026which is to say, it's more permeable the more you're willing to "play the game". but theres no promises youll make it through even if you tick all the clout chaser boxes. correlating quality with attention is a mistake (though dveryone does feel the pull to do so, myself included). 110
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 18/09/2026theres a balance to be found between branching out and selling out. i do believe there is a healthy middle ground where we can both seek to increase our digital presences without wholly forsaking our ideals, works, or interests. so i see the barrier as more of a membrane. 110
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 18/09/2026i am THIS close to cutting my hair short again. (implied closeness) 2130
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 16/09/2026so there was actually some footage that survived this shoot but it was unfunny. so that is LOST MEDIA cuz i wiped. the cassette. speaking of halloween time and lost media, reminds me of the time i fucked a pumpkin on video for inspiration in a dnd game. hashtag analog horror lost media end hashtag. 040
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 16/09/2026DILLA MENTION ⁉️ ANDWE PUTTIN IT ON WAX 🗣️🗣️🗣️ it's the NEW 🗣️🗣️ IT'S 🗣️ THE 🗣️ NEW 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ IT'S THE NEW 🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️ also cool hood lol 020
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 16/09/2026i deal a lot with both and it's quite difficult. the former is a more involved matter, the latter... well, comparison is the thief of joy, others have said it better than i. 110
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 16/09/2026do you feel excluded from such social circles, either because of active gatekeeping, or that such circles are out of reach because of a skill/clout gap? or is this more the stress in comparing your work/presence/progression to others'? kinda personal question, sorry. 110
Reposted by 4MELwaveMisteekat :3 @glosskat.bsky.social · 15/09/2026Harley Shoot day 4: All shined up and ready to ride ❤️🖤 (all I need now is a ride 💀) #latex #motorcycle #Cosplay #catsuit #femboy #thicc 835846
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 13/09/2026so it was supposed to look more like this, but we loved the hoop skirt so much we added it in. note seam on left side, one of two for the skirt. also shown is a larger bow, which was swapped out for a smaller one later to showcase the collar detail and detract less from the apron's upper frills. 0161
4MELwave @4melwave.bsky.social · 13/09/2026from the archives: a test of the Type 4 L uniform the day i completed it, which is to say, the day before the photoshoot. two fabric petticoats are used here, giving it a flatter appearance than final. the hoop skirt arrived the following day, and was tried on for the first time during the shoot. 320835