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The Weird Grief of Someone Not Actually Leaving
Saturday 4 July 2026 On Monday morning next term, there’ll be an empty chair beside mine. Not literally empty forever. Just empty enough that, for a split second, I’ll turn to say something before remembering she’s not there. It’ll probably happen dozens of times. I’ll hear a child say something hilarious and instinctively look to find her. I’ll solve a problem and want to bounce an idea off someone.