I am not sure but this might be what OP is referring to
europeanreviewofbooks.com/a-letter-from/
europeanreviewofbooks.com
A letter from - The European Review of Books
« Even if you feel at home in time and space today, you know that you are already in mourning for the future loss of everything that is beautiful. This is the first time humanity is mourning in the fu...
@karlykingsley.bsky.socialI read an article this morning that said “we are mourning in future tense” and that hit hard. Watching everything happen around us in real time is hard enough, but knowing that it’s going to be a long road to hopefully put it all back together is even harder.