Unfortunately for me this feeling isn't going to go away until something drastic happens lol. Like I truly can't shake this shit.
You know I've tried time and time again to feel at least... not so pissed off about being effectively trapped in Florida at 30 when I wanted to move out of this shit hole but 22, but it just isn't working. I'm sad, upset, and angry as fuck that it hasn't been possible for me to move in 12 years.