update: got my blood tests back from my endo
i had 2100 pg/ml of estradiol on my blood
which.... would explain alot actually and why I've been feeling depressed and prone to crying
"man im feeling weirdly moody lately, and my stomach feels kinda weird"
"wait this happened around this time last month"
"and the month before that"
"oh"
biology is weird WDYM I HAVE PERIODS NOW