AvaikaofStarfox @avaikaofstarfox.bsky.social · 14/08/2026-sigh- All this over particularly vulnerable pieces of myself I wouldn't simply show to just anyone, y'know? Yeah, I'm being a bit ridiculous and need to get over myself and my fear of rejection. Badly. It's not healthy, whatsoever. 100
AvaikaofStarfox @avaikaofstarfox.bsky.social · 14/08/2026I know where this comes from though, and it just feeds into the cycle that the more I open myself up to others willing to stick by me and hear me out, the more I eventually withdraw so as not to lose anyone. I've been burned far too many times to even want that to happen anymore, for exactly that. 100
AvaikaofStarfox @avaikaofstarfox.bsky.social · 14/08/2026Yet, so badly, I'm trying to overcome that, because those who remain, even through your worst? Those ARE your real ones. The ones who can STILL see through the mess into who you truly are, as you intend yourself to be... 100