the average counter strike fan will know this feeling very well
@hltv-mirror.eurosky.socialmezii: "It's so weird when you're not there, like all your friends are at a party and you're not invited" https://www.hltv.org/news/45549/mezii-its-so-weird-when-youre-not-there-like-all-your-friends-are-at-a-party-and-youre-not-invited