iiinova — where your digital self keeps evolving

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Daedreus/Xaeleus @daedreus.com · 09/04/2026

Alright THIS IS A THREAD READ ALL OF IT So i cant figure out how i want to explain why ive been gone so im doing it here, the discord gets these posts anyway. TLDR Im unsure if ill ever stream like i used to or record like i used to. Depression is hell and i dont see myself ever being free of it

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Daedreus/Xaeleus @daedreus.com · 09/04/2026

longer explanation. Ive been avoiding talking about it to even my psychiatrist, My meds work but they dont fix anything they just help me ignore it better jsut like all the other meds ive tried. Im not getting better, My depression seems to be worsening and my anxiety while i can ignore it is wors

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Daedreus/Xaeleus @daedreus.com · 09/04/2026

ive been able to apply to jobs and try to get money but streaming, facing people again, anything like that feels far far out of reach, and i dont know why, this was my passion and now its as if i cant even think about it without feeling like im gonna throw up,

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