I have a brain that literally never stops thinking loudly, but the majority of the time this is what it's thinking about.
Making people happy makes me so happy in turn. I often struggle with what the fuck do I even want for myself
I worry for the people I care about, yet can't help them.
I want to make people happy. That's really all I want.
It is frustrating to not know what I want beyond that. And it is more frustrating to know that there are things I can't change that would make most of the people I know happier than I can do as I am.
What to do.