milk 🍳 @rottingcheng.bsky.social · 15/11/2024#allcheng in which jc’s experience of first (unrequited) love with wwx informs all his future relationships 13814
milk 🍳 @rottingcheng.bsky.social · 15/11/2024#xicheng: it’s ingrained in jc that you’re supposed to have to share the person you love with everybody else! even when you have your loved one’s attention, isn’t it just natural for their attention to stray and be caught by other people and things all the time? 1214
milk 🍳 @rottingcheng.bsky.social · 15/11/2024when jc first becomes closer to lxc, the undivided attention makes him uncomfortable. he’s scared he’ll get used to it, especially if it’ll eventually be taken away. so he pushes lxc away first, gets irritable when lxc goes everywhere with him, 1120
