estelle 🌹 @midifairy.rosemade.art · 02/10/2026yes the universal advice is "just do it, make something bad." but i just feel like it's going to be BAD bad, to the point where it's utterly nonsensical to the vast majority of people 110
estelle 🌹 @midifairy.rosemade.art · 02/10/2026then in terms of smut writing, our writing is incredibly hyperspecific to us. turning it into something cohesive & enjoyable for others, it's an interesting endeavour, but it requires all the education mentioned before. that i least i could get some help with from some friends we have trust w 110
estelle 🌹 @midifairy.rosemade.art · 02/10/2026this may be why we've struggled to write music for the recent sex album. it was going to incorporate plurality but i think our experience is so very different from what i observe of other systems online. & with plural-made media not in the common eye i worry ppl interpreting it as The Experience 110
