estelle 🌹 @midifairy.rosemade.art · 02/10/2026i talk about this whole thing very often and i'm sure it gets annoying to hear about. but at the very least i'm increasingly coming to an understanding on the discrepancy and figuring out and accepting why i am the way i am 110
estelle 🌹 @midifairy.rosemade.art · 02/10/2026i won't deny it's a bummer tho, and it's tiring. but! i have gotten to the point where i really don't need to to talk anyone about it. (which makes this all even more pointless to say i guess) 110
estelle 🌹 @midifairy.rosemade.art · 02/10/2026i do think this is also why it feels difficult to try & write fiction for the purpose of others engaging with it, & why i feel pressured to educate myself so i can approach such things w/comprehensive study of theory and the academics around it. i haven't rly come up with a roadmap for tackling that 111
