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Waywardbeat @waywardbeat.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

in these days i often think about this line, this fight, maybe thats why i love mgs so much, maybe thats why i feel very connected to it. Unfortunately i have a mother who wages "war" against everyone, who is paranoid schizoid and refuse to be cured, i dont want to be like her, i want to love life.

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Waywardbeat @waywardbeat.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

now im kinda drunk to soothe the pain and I talk too much but, its really hard to fight it, its hard to not follow her in this hatred and war she talks about, to not follow her in the deeps of hurting eachother, its hard to let go. I cant save her, if she doesnt want to be saved, my terapist said.

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Waywardbeat @waywardbeat.bsky.social · 06/07/2025

its hard to take action against someone you used to love, who used to be your light, its hard to go to the police, to the hospital, its hard but rationally is the right thing to do, even if in your mind you only hear the word "betrayal" but I have to do it, for myself, to live my life.

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